Secret Subject's Hypnanigans!

Hi, I'm Secret. Hypnotist, ASMRtist, cat mommy.

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Secret Subject Erotic Hypnosis (and kinky asmr) spreadsheet

I have been slowly working on archiving my work and it's time to announce the Secret Subject super big hypnosis (and asmr) audio spreadsheet. Every piece of content I have ever done in one place so you can find it all. Eventually everything I have made since 2017 will be added!

https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/19DStZiSq2NzpQgaOHYnRna5iXI6SWENGW_PoKrd39uE/edit?usp=sharing

New audios will be added until it is up to date, right now we have everything from 2017-mid 2020. I hope people find it useful as there is a LOT of audios I forgot I made and I'm sure someone will find something they like. Also a lot of the older work is now free because it's important to me to have a lot of content people can access.

Despite the change in my schedule I want people to know I still love hypnosis and I want to share kinky good times with people for as long as I can. 💜

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I added "damsel in distress" to my roles on fet. I told a friend this last night and they told me "yep that sounds just like you"... I can't help it if I suit being someone's brainwashed victim with a wide eyed stare and really pretty dress.

Can I? 🫠

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mommy has a tumblr account?!

You're damn right I do!!! Don't you know I started out as a tumblr girlie back in the 2016/17/18 hypnosis scene right up until the p*rn ban. Then, I stopped for a bit and now am back for good. I do really love this place.

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When the brainfog finally clears and you can think properly for the first time in ages... and then you do a ton of hypnosis to get it back. 🫠

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You wanna know the best part about being a switch? The ability to be kneeling on the ground before you in my collar. My wide eyed stare distracting you until with a wink it shifts. Snapping my fingers, you fall into my grasp before you have a moment to realize you're done for.

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Well, this is new. 🫠

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So a friend of mine made a version of a background brainwashing file of mine for me. (Which honestly my fellow sexy voiced friends reading my scripts back at me is THE best present ever) I swear I don't normally gush about these things but this story is what was going through my brain when I listened to it yesterday. See, I've been using it to do my household chores because as an adhd messy girlie I HATE cleaning with a passion. But having a file now I can do to pass the time and absolutely test my waking trance and ability to hold back those feelings is, very good.

Fantasy starts here: I used to hate cleaning. I know I did. It was my least favorite thing in the world but somehow their voice has convinced me that sometimes, I like it. I do it all so happily now. Headphones in my ears. Smile on my lips. I sink into the routine that holds me here. I put things away. I tidy things up. I clean the space. I clean my mind. A tidy house is a tidy mind afterall and I want mine to sparkle. Pristine.

I actually don't remember what this house is, where I am or how I got here, but that's not important. The important thing is I sink, I serve, I submit and obey. I keep cleaning. Service with a smile. With these headphones I can hear everything around me as well as the voice in my head. Sometimes they come up to me in my dazed state and watch me doing my chores. Feeling their eyes on my skin is electric. Other times they come over to grab my face, pull my gaze into theirs and really let me sink for a moment. But it's so fleeting. I get so needy sometimes for the true drop. I long to close my eyes and let the abyss of deep trance take me, but I know it's probably not happening and definitely won't if this house isn't spotless. I have to impress them.

I love cooking. It's always been a fun past time of mine and making sure people are taken care of is something I pride myself in but, I didn't used to be this invested in it until now. Stirring the pot, I smile dreamily to myself. I don't even know why my facial muscles do that automatically. I think someone said to smile, but it's so hard to remember all the words I hear in a day and the files in my ears playing on a loop always make it harder to remember still. They supervise me in the kitchen. Told me it was for safety and I'm sure they are right. They always are. I tend to be little miss forgetful or clumsy when in lost in a dreamy haze of waking trance, but also I think they like how it looks on me. They watch their prized toy, doing what they want, when they want. Knowing that I know that they know this is for them makes it so much better. We sit down to eat and they smile at me. Telling me I've been such a good little house keeper and how perfect I am for them in my little uniform. I look down at the floor, so shy from their praise. I can't help but blush. They pull me close. Remove one of the ear buds from my ear and whisper deeply. "You've been such a good maid for me, your training has come so far and I'm sure soon you won't need to think ever again. Wouldn't you love that?" I barely feel my eager head nodding. I'm lost in their voice, the control. My head swims and sinks in it.

I can't wait for that day and I hope it comes really soon.

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I... just... can't... look... away... 🫠

[secret-subject]

Listen, if you're going to keep insisting you're not brainwashed that's fine. We both deep down know the truth and I personally think it's cute to see you deny it over and over like this.

[mesmirised]

guys what sparked your fetish/interest in hypnotism?

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Okay so ironically for me it was my fear of hypnosis. So whenever I would see it on tv or in movies I would have this pit in my stomach over it but it weirdly was like a special interest too.

One summer I decided to confront this fear head on by trying some SFW hypnosis files I found on the internet and when I woke up, I was like, "really is that it?! that's so stupid." Thinking I did it wrong I then spent YEARS trying to achieve the most squishy brain and find that trance state that would feel like the movies told me it did. Not only did I successfully achieve that (with YEARS of conditioning, training and just fucking around and finding out and not always in the good ways) but in the process I turned hypnosis into my ultimate passion, kink and now my full time job.

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I don't have to shove you to your knees to show you how obedient you've become to me. I'm already in your head, whispering to you and reminding you how deeply you submit. But I will anyway, because I know you're into it. 😎

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Oh no honey that's very silly of you, you don't think. You're too busy sinking for any of that thinking nonsense.

You're better off without it. 😉

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I love how chill your blog is, it just seems effortless one second you’re informative and educative, the next you’re hopelessly enthralling your audience with a pocket watch or a lovely ticking metronome (that vid always makes me droopy and spacey)

<3

Aww thank you! I just put out here what I want and I'm so glad people like it. Afterall I am a switch who loves to bring those trancey vibes. 😉

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I love your dumbification files! I have both a job and a hobby that carry a lot of stress and require a lot of brainpower. I enjoy turning my mind off and letting go of the weight of the world from time to time, and your files let me do so with none of the degradation or humiliation that normally puts me off.

Thank you for making wholesome feel-good hypnosis content. You are loved and respected.

I am so glad to hear that!! I too used to do a lot of iq play and bimbofication files back in the day due to my stressful job too so I completely understand. A lot of them do have a degrading lean which I personally don't hate but also, what I could take or leave is how sexual some of them used to get. But that's why I make the content I want to see in the hopes of inspiring others and getting a small taste of my own medicine.. 😅

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You know. While Norma does play a lot of regular games. I think Secret playing/rating hypno based games could be something interesting to see.

You are not alone in wanting this however I will not be gaming on the YouTube channel and I refuse to go back to twitch. I actually do play hypnosis games in a couple of discord servers and plan to make a hypnosis game server at some stage so watch this space. If that happens I might stream there but it won't be on a channel of mine. Those are hypnosis/asmr only.

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Which of your vast library of files and videos are you most proud of?

Oh god now this is a tough one... I think though magical mind fuckery is up there. It was one of those files that after I made it I knew I had something great which is a rare feeling. Either that or 100 days. That audio was a mountain to climb and I'm glad I sat through the six hours it took to record it.

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I'm kinda jealous of the situations you find yourself in.

But more than that I'm happy you share these moments, let us relive the moments through your words, get a glimpse of what we may have if we find the right people.

So thank you for sharing these trancy events they are so wonderful as they play out in my mind <3

Awww thanks! I know it sounds pretty frequent but honestly don't be jealous. These moments are few and far between. I play with very few people in the scene (although I'm currently looking for more potential play partners but very slowly and carefully) and while I'd love for that to change as I explore switching again for the first time in ages, I don't play that often.

But when I do... ooof. 😅

I'm very lucky to have had some incredible scenes over the years with some incredibly cool people.