vic(ky)

20 y/o goth multifandom

[sesame4rup]

about me! ⋆˚꩜｡

basic info:

name: vic/vicky

pronouns: they/them

age: 19

languages: polish, english, chinese

note: i'm autistic and have social anxiety, so i may not catch on to certain jokes, etc.

fandom info:

general fandoms: hermitcraft* and life series, kpop, dan and phil, steven universe, kakegurui, apothecary diaries, devil may cry, tomb raider, love and deepspace, hoyo games, bg3, obey me, portal, mirror's edge, mlp:fim, cruel prince, life is strange, stardew valley, star wars, fnaf, arcane, resident evil, and more...

*if you see me in twitch chat as 'veeclipse' say hi or send me an ask later :)

music: cigarettes after sex, queen, day6, the cure, girls' generation, matt maltese, monsta x, radiohead, tommy february6, taco hemingway, she wants revenge, seventeen, ariana grande, the beatles, pink floyd, and anything that's listenable tbh

other interests: crocheting, classic literature, guitar, writing, history

DO NOT INTERACT

under 16s, homophobic, transphobic, ableist, pro-israel, pro-russia, racists, maga, supports generative ai

[franchfry]

HERMIT A DAY MAY

Day 28: Groups and Collabs!!!

Guess The Build 🦒

Individuals under cut:

[hungry-skeleton]

Asexuals were always part of pride and it really fucking shows when people think it's a recent term.

[hungry-skeleton]

Although not going by the term "asexual" yet, asexuality was spoken about alongside homosexuality as far back as the 1890s. Asexual history is just as vital to queer history as any other term and I'm so tired of watching us being treated like a new thing

[hungry-skeleton]

This image is so so fucking important to me

[hungry-skeleton]

Reblog this, cowards

[microknifeyuri]

i feel like people are overlooking pomni's trauma being related to gummigoo for "chat ai boyfriend" jokes, instead of focusing on what the implication of it is. that before she joined the circus, she had a normal life. she wasn't abused or had any particular bad relationships, pomni is extremely self-aware and can process emotions properly thanks to this. she herself said she had a pretty alright life, and that she did urban exploration for a change in that.

the implication is that the circus IS her most traumatic experience, that losing her autonomy, her NAME, her humanity, is the most traumatic experience she's ever had. it's the fact that she lost the first person that understood her existential crisis at the time, because gummigoo just had learned that he wasn't real, and pomni found comfort in someone who wasn't afraid to talk about it.

because the others were too absorbed on their own matters due to it, and pomni really had no one to talk to. (ragatha was there, yes, but we already know what her problems at the start of the series were, as pomni NEEDS someone who's not afraid of talking about things, while ragatha was coping with toxic positivity).

my point is that pomni's trauma isn't some ai love interest thing (which i am aware is a joke but it's annoying to see such a meaningful friendship be described as such), but that the loss of the first person that understood her in such a vulnerable time was what marked her the most. it is also the dehumanization that caine portrayed with turning gummigoo into a real animal, and making him (and his brothers) attack pomni.

because she still feels guilty about it.

[freakoutgirl]

How it feels to be the mutual who always has some fuckass annoying interest going on

[talon-dragonbeast]

daily affirmations for college students

im doing great

my teeth and claws are very sharp

i can kill ai with my mind

the professor is more scared of me than i am of them

theres no surprise test on friday

no one can tell i have a tumblr blog

my roommates dont hate me

salmon burguers on sale

[thepromiscuousfinger]

[margarita-magaria]

Hear me out on this

I have a concept...

[sesame4rup]

SERVDE PROPAGANDA

[twisimp]

decuntification is a real thing

[inappropriate-use-of-breaker-box]

no one will stop me from impregnating that damn breaker box my friend

[sesame4rup]

[queerlybeloved-uwu]

The older I get, the more I say off the wall shit that I never thought possible, and yet I utter the insane string of words unflinchingly.

I wanna fuck that door.

[sesame4rup]

hear me out on the electricity tho cuz damn🥴

[yunnlvr]

i can fix them and whatever the hell’s wrong with their club.

[sesame4rup]

fun thing about me is that my eastern european mother is fine with me being bisexual and non-binary but draws the like at me wearing goth makeup

[sesame4rup]

pride month is always fun for me as a bisexual and fem-leaning nonbinary person (i'm afab).

never queer or trans enough for a lot of people, apparently.

[sesame4rup]

one thing about mental illness that isn't talked about enough is the inexplicable irritability; because what do you mean i want to tear everyone in my vicinty apart only because one of my best friends built her minecraft house too close to mine

i swear i'm a good friend. please forgive me..

[sesame4rup]

the sheer embarrassment of forgetting an easy word in your native language is a curse i'll never escape

"sorry i forgot what 'box' is in polish for a good 5 minutes, so i didn't text u back right away"

[sesame4rup]

WHAT DO YOU MEAN CUB MET OBAMA AND BILL CLINTON