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24 | virgo | professional awesomette muah!

[seanklingelhoefer]

PAN-O-RAMA

Großglockner Hochalpenstraße, Heiligenblut, Austria 2018.

CONTAX G2 | Zeiss Biogon 28mm f/2.8 | Kodak Gold 200

[pisces-core]

[sevens-mind]

oranges

thank you

[sevens-mind]

I would be a liar if I said

I didn’t miss you

I miss you

But I don’t

It’s a memory I miss, that makes me foolish

Most have figured it out it seems

That love and fair weather friends go hand in hand

It isn’t love we hold onto

But an idea of it

-

Do you still hold me as a memory, a mistake, or do you hold your breathe a little at the mention of my name?

And could you show me what I did to leave my shadow at your doors.

Maybe then we could meet again

And the missing us would be found.

[sevens-mind]

i opened the door in my dream

she was dressed in grey workout clothes

a huge smile on her face

caught me by suprise

gave me a huge hug as she let me know

you were engaged

in the moment i felt shock

because why was she at my front door

she seemed sorry for me

yet i felt a sort of freedom from her embrace

-

it’s okay

i can tell she loves you better

than i did

i hope you feel the freedom too

[baakum-blog]

Enormous seashell sculpture at Akkulam, Thiruvananthapuram, India

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cat living in a radio station

[bytedykes]

[ID: Photos of a long haired black cat inside a radio station, laying on top of the various machines. /end ID]

[forestgreenlesbian]

What Mo(u)rning Feels Like, Houston Cofield

[humbug]

GRACE JONES  La Vie En Rose (Top Pop 1977)

[peaceinthestorm]

Achille Laugé (1861-1944, French) ~ L’Arbre En Fleur, 1893

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[urgetocreate]

Oil on canvas

[fixoid]

[microbe]

Nara Dreamland, the infamous abandoned theme park in Japan.

[sevens-mind]

lately i often feel that

all of my holly and

all of my jolly

have been taken from me

i wonder if i ever really had it to begin with

what stage of grief is this?

what am i grieving?

myself?

does this mean i have finally hatched

not out of joy

but curiosity

curious to see where i can begin to feel

a smudge of the magic we used to make

together

tethered to others

why must the feeling stay in her

why must it fly over him

no more whys please

be wise

- it’s just a second in the mirror

then i can get carried away again

[sevens-mind]

Can i be honest?

One of the most distressing things I hear from people who want to ‘convert’ me is them mentioning that I am ‘pretty’

If I don’t think im pretty that’s my own problem

But it’s the fact that that’s one of the only reasons they want you to stay alive, so strangers

If I wasn’t ‘pretty’ would my struggles make sense to you then? Would there be more to dig up?

Of course there is. I know I need to get under my own surface, that is my plan. I am not aimless anymore

I have a shape to mold

[sevens-mind]

now when my glasses are off i can see how badly they did fuck up my prescription … like

youre telling me i might’ve been a percentage bit more mentally stable if i had just gotten better eye care?? but fuck you poke at one hole and you’ll find the rest of the if’s gushing out, we could start from my head to my toes:

there is a reason

i feel cracks in my body

there is a reason

i developed an autoimmune disorder at 14

there is a reason for

everything.

for now

you are my reason to go to bed

i am the reason i thought of you

the best part of you

is you don’t know who you are

because even i

don’t know who i am

however i can see our silhouettes sharing a cigarette together gazing at the stars in sky

- my ears start to ring again

it is a lot different here, away from you all

but maybe not so different

[sevens-mind]

still

i didn’t and i won’t

because it isn’t in me anymore

[dreamyeuphory]

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