All the Things I Cant say

[sheabuttahfairie]

Happy birthday to my forever sunshine. I’ll always love you.

[sheabuttahfairie]

Honestly never thought it would go up in flames like this.

It’s fuckin charbroiled at this point

And l keep wanting to talk things through with him, for the sake of the kids and my mental health health, but that person doesn’t exist anymore. I have no idea who the person in front of me is now.

[sheabuttahfairie]

It’s crazy cause part of me is mad at myself for changing, mad at myself for becoming someone l didn’t want to become because of the way l was treated…

[sheabuttahfairie]

Damn l got unfollowed…

[thepersonalquotes]

[gandurinocturne]

Never been kept, always been thrown away.

[knightedangel-deactivated202412]

I’m so full of love and I think that’ll be the death of me

[thegirlyoud-diiefor-deactivated]

feeling everything deeply sucks

[sheabuttahfairie]

Slowly dying at the moment

[sheabuttahfairie]

Constantly running from the results of your actions

Obscuring the lines between lies and truth

Wearing a mask and living a lie

Avoiding the truth for fear of backlash

Reminding a stain on the lives you’ve touched

Destroying the greatest love you’ve ever known

[sheabuttahfairie]

Keeping quiet when you want to lash out 😤😤😤

[sheabuttahfairie]

It's my 6 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

[sheabuttahfairie]

In the darkness

My heart reaches out to yours

Grasping for the connection that once was

Trying to rekindle the flame

With the smoke from our extinguished love

I dare not turn on the light

Out of fear of finding you’re no longer there

Don’t leave me here

I’m afraid of the dark

[sheabuttahfairie]

I cycle between feelings of grief, rage, sadness, jealousy, worthlessness, and longing everyday.

[sheabuttahfairie]

How I’m feeling right now. A rage like fire

Doing and saying things l don’t mean.

And I’m trying to calm down but I’m just

So. Fuckin. Angry!!

[sheabuttahfairie]

Your voice

Your smell

Your delicate touch on my skin

Electrifying all my senses

The conversations about nothing

The phone calls just to hear an uttered word

The playfulness

The calmness

The joy and laughter

The soul binding love making

I miss you

[free-grandmaa]

"Sometimes the truth must be reveal in the most brutal of ways in order for one to accept."

[sheabuttahfairie]

And it fucking sucks

[thoughtkick]

“I’ll always want you more than anyone. You’ll always matter to me more than anyone.”

— Unknown

[sheabuttahfairie]

When l think about all that’s happening with us..l go into a state of panic

[quoteastic]

Tell them I was the warmest place you knew and you turned me cold.