of fragmented chaos and bliss

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Most of the time the source to conflict lies within ourselves rather than somebody else's. But since its easier to put the blame on someone else so we did that, as reflecting on where went wrong with ourselves is hard. However, that doesn't mean we cant rant or get mad or be pissed off, we can, in fact. Because that is part of our nature. Human nature is weak. But that doesn't gives us the liberty to put the blame on somebody else all the time.

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Where do we see ourselves in these recurring pattern?

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Open Source.

Discussing or sharing your problems does not mean or shows that you’re weak and incompetent. It shows that you are strong enough to recognize that you cannot accomplish everything on your own; It does not mean that you are wasting the time of those you are sharing with too, for if their time were really wasted by listening to you, they would not even be your friends to begin with. We want to live by each other’s happiness, and not by each other’s misery.

If you were to keep everything to yourself then what becomes of you at the end of the day?

I do not wish to judge, nor I do not wish to condemn. We all have our own twisted pasts that made us into who and what we are today. But let’s try to think about this, and let this idea sink in.

Then measure it against ourselves.

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For otherwise.

I don't think there's a need to hide or avoid mistakes and not apologize for it. All of us have our weaknesses, and we should embrace each other's weakness and help each other to achieve greater heights with our strengths. Which is why companies do SWOT analysis; which is why lasting relationships are built upon trust. When you trust you reveal your greatest fears and they say when you share your worries it gets halved. I believe the same in sharing your fears and embracing each other's mistakes. Of course, this would be a dream too far-fetched, in the world that has turned us into cold-blooded savages that wants benefits for ourselves but never wanted to give for others. How would you receive if you don't give? How would you reap if you don’t sow? The world is getting increasingly disappointing, but I believe that we can change that. Say that thing that has been in your mind forever, admit your wrongdoings and forgive others'. Be the change you want to see. For otherwise this world is never going to be happier despite our intellectual and technology advancements.

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That Shade of Green

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Finding a home

Finding a home is hard. Finding a home for your blog is even harder. ugh. This is a test to see how long the text can go before breaking into a new line. tes test yay~

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Onward

And so we begin (again). This time there will be no stopping or deleting halfway.

Here’s to all the amazing things in the future.