Dalu the Simp

[assaultmystic-archive]

whats cool about being trans is my parents are totally right. i did kill their beautiful son. im the thing that animates his corpse in an ever more convincing parody of a happy girl. i devoured him from the inside out and now there is nothing left of him and he is dead dead dead and there is only me, with my hollow eyes and dark eyeliner and long hair, and my big smile. my limp, effeminate gestures belie the marionetting of the boy they loved. my fagginess is his death. already his body becomes a fitter home for my parasitism in full; the tits, the hips, the thighs. sorry about your kid. thanks for the biomass <3

[mybisexualwife]

[64mpg]

2:47pm: thinking about what i can do to make the world a better place 😊

3:11pm: i have to kill myself

3:15pm: i didn’t mean that i’m sorry for saying that

3:20pm: i have to kill myself

3:56pm: i am so grateful to feel anything at all

[popagan]

Trying new brushes.

[shigaeru]

again and again and again

[scrambledshizaya]

[shigaeru]

what is this?? affection???? gross. do it again

[dalucaprio]

Izaya tried so hard not to blink

[shizayasimpbutthedorkone]

[shizayasimpbutthedorkone]

Shopping day!

[krinklefry87]

um so anyone else read a cheap imitation

[shizayasimpbutthedorkone]

[02511213942]

day in the life!

[shizayasimpbutthedorkone]

...Izaya kissed Shizuo's hand and each and every finger.

[dammitihatethis]

[shigaeru]

Day 4: Actors AU + Rings

[aka-tsubaki]

moment from Nothing in the World fic that I cant stop thinking about

[invith]

Shizuo and Izaya both hate eating alone.

For Izaya, it's a reminder of an empty home, parents far away for work so he has to take care of himself. Making prepackaged microwave meals because a 7 year old can't really cook, especially if they've never been taught. It's only when the twins are born that their food budget is high enough to get a proper meal made for them. He tries not to resent them for not having to suffer as he did but it's hard. He's made up a story of how cooking tells you about the person making it and it's not wrong per se. But it's not the real reason he hates instant food either. It's not the real reason he'll either eat out or bury himself in work to forget being hungry.

For Shizuo, it's a reminder of countless breakfast and dinners spend in a hospital bed, after visiting hours are over and the only people keeping him company are the strangers in the beds next to his and occasionally a nurse to assist him when both of his arms are broken. He knows what a good homemade meal tastes like, knows how it feels to sit together with his brother and rant about his day. So he's acutely aware of its absence after he's moved out. And maybe he could put a bit more effort into cooking, he knows he uses up a ridiculous amount of calories with his outburst. But it's just more effort than it's worth.

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So when they get together, it's certainly. A bit awkward at first. Between Shizuo just getting the cheapest instant ramen and Izaya going out to insanely overpriced restaurants a middle ground is a bit hard to find, especially considering they're both not the best at cooking either. But they still have someone now, they give each other a reason to put in some effort and so they learn. It's a slow messy process that may or may not involve a small kitchen fire and several arguments, but in the end just having someone there, someone who cares for them, someone they can talk to it's all the push they needed.

And they do get there. It gets better. And maybe at first it's a bit scary because Izaya is not used to seeing the number on the scale increase, and Shizuo notices his shirts getting a bit tighter than he's used to as well. But they are feeling better, they get to spend time together and maybe societys version of attractive doesn't matter as much as the person lying in bed next to them. And on the days it does they still have each other to remind them, and isn't the joy of eating together worth it anyway?

[aka-tsubaki]

Izaya is an ass slapper