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i Nvr sleep alone cause it’s bandz in da bed

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i had to delete Tumblr off my phone because i had no storage and i can’t bring myself to use the web version but i’m back and it feels like coming home

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You can never win with people only with God

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Lately I've been realizing that Allah has already given us everything we need to live a successful life. His guidance isn't a restrictive recipe where one mistake disqualifies you forever. He shows us the path, gives us the ability to choose, and continually invites us back when we fall.

Worship itself is a gift. Even the desire to turn back to Allah is something He blesses us with.

What amazes me most is how different Allah's mercy is from the way humans often love. Human relationships can become conditional. Sometimes it feels like acceptance, patience, or even access depends on whether you're doing everything right. One mistake can make you fear losing someone's respect, guidance, or presence.

But Allah isn't like that.

If we sincerely repent, He doesn't tell us we've run out of chances. He doesn't ask us to earn our way back into His mercy. He tells us to return. Again and again.

I've also been reflecting on how easy it is to place too much weight on people. We begin to think our opportunities, growth, or future depend on a certain person remaining in our lives. Without realizing it, our hearts start attaching themselves to the creation instead of the Creator.

But every person is only a means. Allah is the One who provides.

If one door closes, it doesn't mean provision has ended. It simply means Allah is capable of opening another door in a way we never expected.

That realization has brought me so much peace.

People can change. They can leave. They can disappoint us. But Allah's ability to provide, guide, forgive, and sustain us never changes. My security was never supposed to come from people, it was always supposed to come from Him.

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Ppl b getting lame af out of nowhere like damn u couldn’t warn me lol

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All the best things in my life have come from being real

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No need 4 retaliation Allah gon take care of that

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one thing about it ima let U have it! i don’t do tit for tat im just gone!!!!!!

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Know what i deserve they want me to think im worthless

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Play your role! even if its not the one you want play it well

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I am so thankful for those who come in my life & make it easier!!!!

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I don’t relate to a lot of people’s poor experiences with others because I don’t allow people into my life that are going to mistreat me

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I love everyone I’ve ever met, not everything has to be intense and run deep to be real! Love comes easy to me, I could tell u that I love u and mean it the same day I meet u

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I’ll only ever see the good in you

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He read all my tumblr posts he know what not to say

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Your intentions weren’t good so where can we go from here