take back home girl.

ash. 30+ exclusive w/ radioctve just a girl trying to live her life while a guy is always finding ways to be a part of it and i'm not mad about it. ❤️ [[ multi-verse ]]

[teenwolfladies]

LYDIA MARTIN ⤷ 5x02 - Parasomnia

[mistressvera]

[userleias]

endless teen wolf gif sets 54/?

[femalescharacters]

LYDIA MARTIN Teen wolf: 3.15

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[bloodycarolineforbes]

[spidey-man]

[spidey-man]

stiles is a new werewolf and a new alpha who hasn’t found an anchor to keep him grounded. 

[theinternetisfulloftrash]

Dylan O'Brien/2015 Comic Con

[siliconeinstereo]

radioctve​:

stiles didn’t know why he was even telling lydia he wanted her to be there for him when he already knew she would be regardless of what decision he made. including if he got the bite and he needed her to help anchor him. however, as she continued and brought up allison, he furrowed his brow. “i can’t lose you, lydia.” he frowned at the thought alone before he felt her nuzzle her face into his neck. her words deepened his frown. “i’m more scared of losing you than i am of facing what a bite could do to me.” he mumbled back, arms locked around her waist as he held and hugged her close.

lydia knew she would be his anchor, even if they hadn’t started dating. after all, allison was scott’s anchor before she even knew what he was. regardless, she already planned on being the one to take care of him during full moons and helping him learn control. the only real issue was worrying about what he might do to someone that hurt her, because he didn’t have the exact same outlook scott did on things. “that’s not fair. if the bite goes wrong, i could lose you.” she reminded him, lifting her head to arch back to meet his gaze again. “are you gonna make me put pants on and drag me out or are you gonna let us just get some sleep?” she questioned, shifting the subject.

[siliconeinstereo]

radioctve​:

“not when he bites me.. that might be.. pretty intense.” stiles stammered. “i just mean if i need you? cause i am gonna need you..” he explained. it was difficult to explain that he wanted her to be safe from him but also to be able to anchor him if she had to. if there was anyone that had such power over him it was lydia. his gaze fixated on her even as she glanced down at the space between them. “i am. i’m willing to do whatever it takes, lydia.” he shrugged seriously. he didn’t want to add how much he wanted to protect her because he didn’t want her thinking it was the sole reason but it was a huge chunk on it. 

“oh, okay.” lydia nodded slowly as he clarified. she chewed on her lip knowing that she would be there for him either way. as much as she wanted to insist that he would be fine and he could handle anything, she knew he would need her. it didn’t take a genius to know that stiles had already figured she would be his anchor. “of course i’ll be there for you, with whatever you need...” she whispered, “but scott learned the hard way to be his own anchor after allison...” her mouth clamped shut, ultimately deciding not to finish the sentence. as he insisted that he would do whatever it took, she nodded again before leaning closer to hug herself to him more, her chin resting on his shoulder again. “i’m scared.” she admitted, her voice muffled by the crook of his neck.

[siliconeinstereo]

radioctve​:

“i do, i do.” stiles nodded gratefully with a grin even as lydia rolled her eyes at his lousy answer. the truth was, he had everything he needed. everything except the calmness and reassurance that everything would be okay because he had a strong sense that something was brewing. they just hadn’t figured out what it was yet. “i know, baby.” he sighed, feeling somewhat guilty about not going to bed with her. even when he did, he eventually found his way out to go work on his board or spy on his scanner, much like tonight. his hands slipped up and down the sides of her waist, eyes holding her gaze as he studied her reaction to his question. at the very least, it was reassuring she wouldn’t stop feeling the way she felt about him. “i might ask scott to do it sooner than later. i just want you to be there and to be okay with it.” he explained quietly.

it was clear that he wasn’t going to be very helpful on what to do on his birthday. he wasn’t the party type either, so throwing him one wouldn’t make any sense. his hobbies consisted of staring at his board, besides hanging with her or their friends. a hand rubbed at his shoulder again, as if still trying to calm  him down from being jittery about heading out. her gaze rested on his as his hands moved against the sides of her waist wondering what made the bite issue resurface tonight. deep down lydia knew it wasn’t going to go away. her gaze shifted from his to stare down at the space between them, letting out a small sigh as he expressed asking scott to do it sooner rather than later. there was still a chance the alpha would refuse, but she wasn’t going to bring that up. “you want me to be there when he bites you...” she trailed off, not sure how she felt about watching it. “i just don’t want you to fix something that’s not broken. being human is a good thing. you saw scott struggle, is that something you’re really willing to go through?” if he really wanted it, she would be there through the struggle. 

[siliconeinstereo]

radioctve​:

“i would hope so? but i don’t know if that’s gonna be the case.” stiles couldn’t rest until he knew for sure they were safe and unfortunately for him, there was no way any of them could ever know that. of course, becoming a werewolf would help alleviate some of that stress since he’d then be able to fight more. “i know..” he frowned because she was right. “well, i could think of one thing i’d like to do..” he mused with a dopey smile. his hands slipping to her waist when she climbed onto his lap. of course, his urge to leave was immediately dampened by her move to sit on his lap. “yes, but definitely not as much as i did just a second ago.” he whispered back with a soft smile, glancing at her lips. “do you really not want me to get bitten?” 

of course, lydia couldn’t argue that anymore than he could argue the opposite. if stiles walked away from her and all their friends, he wouldn’t be caught up in the supernatural the way he was — since the danger would always find them. “yes, but you get that on days you don’t turn 18.” she mused with a roll of her eyes. she felt his arms shift to accept sitting for a while, at least, while she had climbed on top of him. “i just miss you in bed with me. even if we’re spending the night, you’re not even going to sleep at the same time as me lately.” she was surprised by him bringing up the bite again. they hadn’t talked about it as much lately and part of her had hoped he’d changed his mind. “stiles, i can’t really make that decision for you. i love you just like this and i’m afraid to lose you, but... i’ll love you as a werewolf, too.” 

[siliconeinstereo]

radioctve​:

stiles still slumped as she went on about how his dad would call him first regardless. and though she was right, he didn’t want to vocalize it because he was deadset on the fact that there could be something happening right now and they were missing it. he relaxed his shoulders a bit when he felt her chin rest on his shoulder and her body mold against his back. his hand smoothed over her arm around his him, turning his head slightly while she kissed his neck. if she was trying to distract him, it was working. “i want to feel normal, too.” he admitted with a sigh. “it’s just hard to relax when its been so long without anything happening. i feel like its gonna hit us in the face and we won’t be prepared for it.” he gestured out with his free hand. as she tried to shift the subject, he shrugged. “i don’t really know what to do. as long as i have you, the jeep and my friends, i don’t care.” he mumbled with a half smile. shifting, he turned to his side to face her more and cupped her cheek. “hey,” he smiled more properly this time.

lydia could tell that stiles still really wanted to go. the more she woke up, the more she just wanted him to curl up in bed with her however, she was feeling guilty that she was trying to talk him out of doing what he really wanted to do. “we’ve gone longer than this before with stuff not happening. we had dread doctors and then the beast back to back, maybe we’ll have a break longer...” of course lydia couldn’t know for sure, but she couldn’t really feel anything coming. yet. “even if we try to prepare for it, we’re never fully prepared.” she added, frowning again. “it’s your 18th birthday and there’s really nothing you want to do in particular?” though as he turned to face her a bit more, cupping her cheek she smiled. “hi...” she leaned forward to shift and curl around to sit in his lap, her arm around his shoulders and the other resting on his chest. his wound had healed by now. “do you really want to go?” she whispered, chewing on her lip.

[siliconeinstereo]

radioctve​:

stiles always lived in this constant state of paranoia. always worried about what would happen next. it all came back to his fear of his friends getting hurt and them being blindsided. not to mention he also genuinely just liked investigating suspicious occurances. he sighed when she said his name, already guessing what she was going to say. “lydia, my dad and parrish wouldn’t ask for our kind of help. they’d ask scott. then scott would tell us.” he tossed a hand up that collapsed at his side. another reason why he should be a werewolf. maybe then he’d be counted on more. he glanced down at their hands as she tugged him toward the bed and he frowned, helplessly moving to sit on the edge with his back slumped. “i’m just trying to get ahead of it..”

at this point, lydia’s job was to get him to relax as much as she could while he still could. maybe something was coming, but they would deal with it when it really did. “that’s not true, they call us first too. if it’s investigative, you know your dad would call you first.” as she finally got him to sit for the moment, her hand rubbed against his arm, over his shoulders and down his back as she shifted over toward him. with how jittery he was, she could tell he was definitely amped up and she moved to let her chin rest on his shoulder for a moment. “i know, baby.” she whispered, her body pressing to his back and she tilted her head to press a few kisses to his neck. “but i want you to relax. i want to feel normal for as long as we can...” she frowned, though he couldn’t see it. “how about we talk about what to do for your birthday in a couple weeks?” she suggested, as if it would take his mind off whatever he heard on the scanner.

[siliconeinstereo]

radioctve​:

“i heard something!” stiles exclaimed, gesturing back to the police scanner that was sitting atop his desk. he assumed by now she knew what he was talking about because this wasn’t their first rodeo. she accompanied him on a lot of investigative trips which hardly ever seemed to pan out but there was something about this one. something about that one minute frequency disruption that intrigued him. he managed to slip his pants up but didn’t pull up his zipper as it suddenly dawned on him he might’ve startled her. “i’m sorry, babe. did i scare you?” he frowned. “i’m going out for a drive and see if i can find them. aaaand it’s we don’t have school tomorrow. let’s go?”

a hand raked through her hair as she woke up more, peering at the scanner. truthfully, she should have already known the drill, it was just that she had gotten startled awake and was disoriented. stiles had seemed more obsessed than usual with looking for trouble and lydia wasn’t entirely sure why. she could only assume he was trying to get ahead of things. “stiles...” she trailed off, frowning as she looked up at him. “how about you just come to bed, hmm? if your dad or parrish thinks they need our kind of help, they’ll ask.” she pointed out, reaching her hand to grab his to tug him toward the bed. “we don’t even know what we’re chasing or what to look for.” 

[siliconeinstereo]

radioctve​:

stiles had always had his police scanner on hand. if it wasn’t in his jeep, it was sitting on his desk in his room. it was just another night they were spending at his place. on school nights he’d been trying to stay over at her house more since she liked to do her make up in her vanity and not in his bathroom. since it was a friday night they could sleep in at his house which meant all the more reason to stay up. stiles had always been restless and admittedly, lydia tamed him for the most part but once she fell asleep, he had nothing else to turn to but his board and his police scanner. meanwhile his homework sat in a corner of his desk, untouched. his scanner went through a strange frequency disruption for about a minute before he heard a call for back up. it woke him up from his half asleep daze, as if he were the one on call. jumping up from his leather chair, he looked over at lydia and remembered she was asleep. “lydia!” he went toward the bed and reached down to grab his pants on the floor while shaking her awake with his other hand. “baby, wake up.”

no matter what, there was always something just lurking around the corner waiting to attack them. lydia knew that, but she also knew they should take the break while they could get it. she humored stiles as much as she could, letting him take her out to various places based on calls and weird things happening, but nothing ever panned out — yet. she wasn’t sure why he was always looking for trouble, when trouble found them anyway. stiles had claimed he was going to bed, but lydia fell asleep before he even really got in. he was quiet enough, spending most of his time researching on his laptop and mulling over the board. everything was ‘solved’ for the moment, though he had a couple of things up there as potential issues. “what.. what?!” lydia jumped up hearing him yell, followed by shaking her. “what happened?!” she exclaimed, blinking her eyes awake as she sat up. “stiles?” she had no idea what was going on or why he was struggling to get his pants on.