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Last year, around this time. I was full of hope and my heart is full. I can't imagine I've experienced that kind of happiness. It has been almost a year na rin. Grabe. Ang dami kong Cornelia Street that as much as possible I don't want to think about. Maybe, I just miss being special lang din.

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I'll stay lowkey once again after this sunday. June has been very good with lots of activities.

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Dami kong regret sa buhay. Dumamay pa yung 6.5k na binili ko nung 6.5, tapos naging 4.3k nung 6.6 sale ampota. Nakakagigil.

May 6.6 sale pala nawala sa isip ko. Haynaq

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Parang ayoko na ng feeling na kinikilig. Kasi usually sa latest na mga nakadate ko lagi lang sa simula ganun.

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Kapag nagmimeeting may kateam ako na nakaloudspeaker. Kapag nagsasalita ako nadidistract ako kasi naririnig ko boses ko. Like ganun ba talaga yun kababa.

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I think I'm becoming desperate na

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Am I really that desperate

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thriving by distracting oneself.

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Late night realizations:

I just hate myself.

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Such a weakshit

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Sharing my digicam shots from our family trip

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Mukhang kailangan ko nang magpakapokpok aubrey

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I knew it haha. Such a bullshit

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Parang tanga din kasi ako bakit ba lagi ko iniisip yun.

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Hai.

It has been a good 5 and a half years sa company na kung saan ako ngayon. My first job and I can say na I really have grown big.

4 days left and sayonara to my company.

Tapos next week Alabang boi na ako watdapak.

Sana di na ako magbreakdown kapag pinapasalita ako. Kanina sa meeting nung nagannounce ako kala mo kay lakas eh. Bigla akong luha nung binaba ko na yung call.

Yes I really enjoyed my job and my stay. Compensation lang talaga, di kinayang tapatan ni company ko now yung binigay ng kabila. Ngayong 4 days left na lang ako wala pa rin counter offer. Pero no matter what ipupush ko na yung kabila. I will really miss my people mapa matanda sa akin or my juniors. Tomorrow nagorganize pa ng lunchout yung mga di ko ka department just for me. Ewan sobra kong naappreciate yung gesture nila na yun. I felt noticed and appreciated ba ganun.

Versus my department na putaena. Jk.

Anyways. Let us see what the future holds. TyL

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Before that fun video of me nagbreakdown yan siya for 2 hours.

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It's actually very calming coming out to who I consider my best friend in college. No judgment, just ears with what I have to say.