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zagreusrhea:
The back of the other’s head gets a look at the failed attempts. “Real smooth there, does it always take you more than two tries to get an engine going?”
It would also, perhaps, be great if the innuendos didn’t roll so easily off the tongue with this one. Zagreus shakes it off. It’s fact to be ignored if not laughed at, nothing more. It’s nice though, to feel as if they’ve known each other for a while.
A shame that they felt like their friendship had to be something they had to hide.
“Do I want to push the big red button? Why are you asking me that like I’m twelve and when you very well know the answer is yes, of course I fucking do. Which one is it? I recommend you tell me before I just start pressing all the red buttons.”
Zag’s inching towards the dashboard in case Thersander is wondering if he is bluffing or not. There’s a few red buttons and one big red obvious one. His hand hovers it. “So what’s a gardener doing, knowing about all these fishing spots?” Zagreus gives a glance so he’s looking at them from his periphery. Do you give everyone that stumbles onto your boat a tour or just the ones you like? “You run into a lot of fish while gardening?” His gaze runs over tousled hair. He makes a note to swipe an extra bucket hat for them next time he’s in the Pontius gift shop.
–
"Yeah, whatever. Sorry there were no speedboats in the Arcadian countryside. We can't all be rich boys with vacation homes by the beach." He kicks the base of the console like a stuck vending machine, and it lets out a shower of beeps. “Anyway, it should be good to go now.”
Zag’s hands move towards the button, and Sisyphus grabs his wrist to stop him. “No! Not that one!” He pauses, then snickers. “Okay, just kidding. Go ahead.” Hasn’t let go of his wrist, though. With a heavier sense of gravitas than the situation really deserves, Sisyphus guides his fingertips to the button, and presses down.
The engine is so quiet, he feels it more than hears the boat start to move, like someone tugging on the back of his shirt. When he speaks next, it’s oddly hushed as well. “Great work. No explosions so far. Let’s try to keep the same energy for the rest of the night, yeah?” He lets go of Zagreus and moves his hand to the wheel, just for something to lean into. Glances out into the night, at all the nothing ahead of them. The boat pointed away from the archipelago and into the abyss. “Not fish, no,” He makes a face, runs his free hand through his hair. “But plenty of asshole tourists who see a uniform and assume it’s your job to fulfill their every wish. You pick up on stuff like that, over time. Little answers to parrot back. It’s much easier to have a few recommendations prepared than to convince someone that you really, actually know fuckall about fishing, even though you’re a ship’s gardener.” He huffs. “Like I’d have picked up on these things through, what, naval osmosis? The spirit of Pontius seeping through the water source?”
The complaint leaves him feeling oddly exposed. He hunches down further over the console, tapping a beat out on the wheel. Glances at Zagreus sideways. “So. Pontius. My home sweet home. What do you think of it?”
achillespithia:
He shouldn’t even bother indulging Sisyphus, but there’s that age-old saying about curiosity. All he does is stare, at first, but then Achilles pulls out his phone, opens the clock app, and sets a timer for ten minutes. Before pressing the button to start it, he turns it around so that Sisyphus can see it. The only sound in the room is Achilles crossing over to the desk for a place to set it down, with the seconds ticking away in plain sight. This is all he’ll give Sisyphus, and then he plans to throw him out. Promptly.
He settles against the desk, leaning his full weight against it. “Alright. Go.”
– Hear me out, he said, as if there was really anything to say, some big case to be made. Fuck’s sake. All he’s got are these pieces of nothing, bullshit, and he can’t even dress them up, can he? Nothing short of honesty will give him a chance, not now, not here. He’ll have to lay it all out exactly as it is, unroll it like a surgeon’s kit, hand Achilles the gutting thing handle first.
“Chaos,” he says, running a hand over his face. Stalling, even for a moment, even though he doesn’t have any to spare. “I didn’t actually expect– okay. Let’s see. What can I tell you that you don’t already know? I fucked up. I’ve been fucked up, and I pulled you into the middle of it like I always do. I don’t know why my mistakes are so– how someone else always ends up involved. Hurt. Whether it’s an argument in a bar, or–” Pause. Inhale. “Look. I’m not complaining about it. I’m just saying, I know it’s bad, and it’s a pattern. Going off on you like that, it was childish, uncalled for. I’ve been–” having a hard time, he almost says, and it’s pathetic, it’s nothing, but it gets caught in his throat anyway.
He blinks twice, fast. Takes a mental step back, tries to imagine he’s describing a story, something happening to someone else. “Things have not been going well for me on Pontius, Achilles. I’ve been trying so fucking hard, I really have, but I don’t know what I’m doing. Everyday feels like a desperate sort of sprint, where I don’t know if I’m running towards my salvation or my own death, but I know that the ground will fall out from under me if I don’t do something, keep moving, and quick. I had a few leads I’d been courting, trying to really build something good in the long run to bring back to Hades, but–” He shakes his head. “They’ve fallen through. You heard about Galani and Zeus, right? Apparently they’ve been fucking this whole time, and I didn’t even know? When Galani was my main target?”
Laying it out there like this, the depth of his hopelessness, feels like a public lashing, except this time he’s the one both holding the rope and receiving the blows. Agonizing, yet satisfying in its own horrible way, like laughing into a fall, or smiling at an executioner. “I don’t know what Hades will have to say about that. But I know that the influence I thought I was building with Galani, the strides I thought I’d made, count for close to nil now. I’ve gotten by this far bringing back scraps of information, little secrets where I can to tide over my life’s debt, but I don’t know how much longer that will be enough. Or how much longer I can stand it.” And there it is: the part he’s avoided speaking, even to himself. Every new detail, now dragged in the light, more pathetic and small than the one before. “With Galani, I was trying to find a golden goose to bring back home, something good enough I could bargain with it. I know I’ll probably never be allowed back, but– I’d hoped there might be something else. Some other job I could do for him. Something that’s not this.”
Location: An empty pool deck, Kalavria week 1 Status: for @sisyphhean
Time passes strangely, laid flat against a pool lounger and Thanatos’ eyes closed behind sunglasses he neither remembers purchasing nor putting on between his room and the deck. Zagreus’, maybe, from an earlier excursion, or a gift from the hand of his overcautious mother. Either way, Than uses them now as a wall between themselves and the rest of this boat.
The hours slip by like lead in deep water. Thanatos’ breathing grows shallow with the forestep of sleep, though it ultimately eludes him. He’s sun-warmed and drowsy. The hand that dangles from the edge of the lounger brushes up against empty glasses and abandoned beach reads.
He startles too late – a kick in the pool’s filter, or a misplaced footfall. Thanatos’ hands come hard around the armrests. His sunglasses, slipped low on their nose in the daze, free completely from their face and land in their lap. Ah, shit. His shirt’s open. That’ll be a nasty tan line. He blinks slow. His pupils are blown, despite the beating sun – and fuck, that hurts. It takes a few more tries to get the spots out and make a real shape around the silhouette hovering.
Lanyard. Pressed clothes. Employee.
“Hey, could you –” Oh. Fuck. Aegean Waters employee on a technicality only. An illusion, and the worst kind – a ghost, cast in turquoise. “Fuck.” Than’s head hits the lounger with a dull thud.
“Hey there, sunshine.” Sisyphus moves to sit on the lounger next to Than’s, but at the last moment he slips to the ground between them instead, sitting cross-legged on the warm concrete. The move puts him at eye-level with Thanatos, flat on his back. “Poseidon sent me. I’m on sunscreen watch for the Tartarus horde, and you were looking a little charbroiled over here.” He lifts Thanatos’ sunglasses for a sec, checks his eyes for vital signs, then pulls his hand back before it can be slapped away.
“Anyway. Enjoying your vacation so far? You sure seem... sweaty.” Thanatos looks– not great. The fact should be more cheering than it really is. Sisyphus leans back on one arm and squints. “What the hell’s your issue, man? You dying on me so soon? I thought we were really getting somewhere with our whole nemesis thing. It was just getting exciting.”
( a spa on the Kalavria deck, long after-hours / February 2130 / @hadesrhea )
Sisyphus picks the spa as a meeting spot because it’s one of the few places he can guarantee no one will have snuck off to in the wee hours of the morning, not for any possible purpose he can imagine. After hours, the spa is about as alluring as a hollowed-out preybot, all flash and no skeleton, not without the attendants that flit through the halls during the daylight hours with their moving trays of sparkling silver tools, or stacks of plush towels in pastel shades he wants to lick off a spoon.
No, there’s no reason to be here, not unless you’re up to something you don’t want anyone to see. Empty, the place has an almost mausoleum-like air, the sound of running water bouncing off the tile walls, the knee- and chest-high fountains scattered around the room like sentries. The only light in the room coming from the glowing pebbles scattered on each flowing fountain tier.
Sisyphus sits next to of one of these fountains, legs stretched in front of him, ankles crossed, dipping his fingers in the water– well, what he hopes is water. He thinks if it were a damaging sort of chemical it might smell more astringent, whereas this one smells mostly like peaches, but how would he know?
It’s what he’s thinking about as he swirls his fingertips through the water anyway, his face lit up from below in shades of pink and mint green, and waits for his boss to arrive.
When he hears the door slide open he attempts to further compose himself, but as he’s essentially sitting on the floor, there’s not much he can do. He sits up straighter. Pulls his legs back in towards himself, then awkwardly tucks them to the side, then crosses them instead. “Hi. Welcome to Pontius,” he calls, as the figure of Hades Rhea approaches. The words sound– fucking stupid, to his ears, but he’s not sure what else to say. Hard to know the appropriate small-talk to parrot when faced with the man who both destroyed and spared one’s life in unequal measure. “Glad you found the place. The spa, I mean. Can’t imagine you come here often?” He lets out the driest, worst chuckle possible.
zagreusrhea:
The joint gets dropped and then crushed. “Aw, we could have shared that, Haven’t you heard of the five second rule?” He’s joking. Mostly. But the invite is clear as any. His hat gets swiped. Zagreus dumps the fishing rod and tackle box onto the other side of the railing, and then vaults over after them, all limbs. What cred? Zagreus wants to tease. Because that shirt tanked any you had. But he has no intentions of saying this, no point in dragging a new friend that hard just yet. You built up to that sort of camaraderie. He doesn’t say See there you are, calling me pretty again either. He snatches back the hat and pulls it over his head, till it’s covering his eyes. “Good thing there’s no one around to see us, huh?” Shifts it back so he can see again. Gives a lopsided grin. “You know Cassandra exists right? I could probably figure out how to drive one of these things in five minutes.”
He does not know the fishing spots though, he’ll give Thersander that. “Sure - show me where the good fish are, you won’t hear any protests from me. All in all this is a very effective kidnapping attempt.” Zagreus dusts off his hands. “Do you have a rod or do you plan on just diving in after them with your bare hands?”
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Sisyphus almost says, that one was done but don’t worry, I’ve got another– but he holds back, smirking. More fun to save up on surprises, and anyway, doesn’t the guy have easy access to better drugs himself? A gentleman would offer first.
Then Zagreus pulls his head down over his eyes, grinning wide, and whatever control Sisyphus thought he had over the situation– whatever elusive upper hand– abruptly vanishes.
“God,” he says, around the scratchy feeling in his throat. “You look so fucking stupid right now, man.” He shuffles, looks away. Moves his attention to the driver’s seat, with its rows of neon buttons. The interface is, as Zag guessed, pretty fool-proofed. But for some reason it still takes Sisyphus a few seconds and two incorrect tries to get the motor started.
The boat turns on with a subtle purr, barely disturbing the water around it. He knows that will change when they go for some actual speed. At Zagreus’ question he glances up from the control panel, then sends him a look. “Hey, you came onto my boat and started asking questions about my rod, but I’m the bad guy here?” The blues and greens of the interface light up their faces from below, like an aquarium. “But yea, I’ve got some gear stored under the seats. Good shit too. You’ll see.”
A few screen taps later and Sisyphus leans back in the driver’s seat, taking his hands off the panel. “Okay, it’s programmed to take us to the first spot.” He wiggles his eyebrows once, up and down like a cartoon sailor. “Do you want to press the big red button to get us going? I bet you do. Tourists always do.”
alectocarrion:
Alecto thinks again, of the cards exchanged between them. Flipping one here, discarding another there – numbers built into the heavyset way Alecto ground the pen into paper. We have so many fucking calculators, what is this shit? But that was the past, and this was now, and Sisyphus had committed a higher sin than most, the kind to get him discarded here. Alecto wonders, very briefly, if he thinks the same of her. The thought is abhorrent – to think of her in treachery, especially against Tartarus’s heart, to Alecto, is laughable.
She looks him up and down, a grimace pulling the corners of her lips downward as she takes in the scent of him. There’s enough of a skew to his features that Alecto cannot find too much familiarity – but it is his voice that reminds her. “I’m looking at a particularly large one, he’s right there.” Alecto tilts their head to the side, bringing her index finger up to jab into the air towards him. “You’re not very good at looking for rats, are you? Is it because you got too familiar with them?” Alecto crosses their arms over their chest. “No, I don’t really need anything from you. Not from Thersander, anyways.”
– Funny, if you think about it– he has more in common with the little turncoat than anyone else aboard, no? Only her betrayal came with benefits, where his came with a noose. And now– this. Whatever it is. She’s clearly positioning herself as– something, who even knows. Trouble in beat-up combat boots. A vengeful spirit from a past life. Maybe she’ll carve up his secret to Poseidon on a silver platter, ingratiate herself further in the sea king’s good graces. Maybe she’ll push him into the piranha pit herself. Who knows– he wasn’t there, after all, in the aftermath of his crimes. The sense he gets from those he’s spoken to in the interim is that there was quite a mess to clean up. More than a little reason to hold a grudge.
He laughs, once. Sweeps his eyes to the ceiling, and then around the room, thinking, searching. “Hmm.” He slides his hands in his pockets, casual as he can make himself. Tilts his head down to be at eye-level, even though he knows the half-foot of height he has on Alecto doesn’t mean much of anything with this one; knows, logically, intimidation is a dead end with a sharp drop. “Okay, so. I won’t insult your intelligence any further by playing stupid. What do you want, really?” Raises his eyebrows. Adds, almost laughing, “Are you threatening me?”
achillespithia:
After a long day, Achilles opens the door to his room contemplating a shower, a catnap to clear his head, and maybe a drink later on if he feels like he’s accomplished enough. What he gets instead is Sisyphus sitting awkwardly in one of those hard-backed chairs.
Out of sheer reflex he closes the door.
The lock automatically beeps again. He’ll need to reuse his key to get in. He catalogues his feelings, first. Searing rage. Wounded pride. Confusion? Maybe some sadness. Alright.
The key slides back into the lock. This time, he crosses the threshold.
“You just wanted to what?” No niceties, here. He doesn’t feel any urge to be kind. They can leap right over the obligation of uncomfortable small talk. Achilles doesn’t intend to apologize, either. By now he would’ve set his belongings down, maybe undressed or gone to get something from the mini-fridge. Having Sisyphus here details all that. It’d be bold to attack Achilles in his own room, but Sisyphus has done stupider things.
So he stands, stalwart, near the doorway. It’s locked again. The lamps are on, so at least Sisyphus hasn’t been sitting in the dark and waiting for him this entire time. He feels penned in, cornered. “You wanted to what, Xenia?” He could just throw Sisyphus out. But if what Sisyphus wants to relay to him relates to security, or the ever-twisting interpersonal dynamics of those on this ship, he really should hear him out. Achilles at least knows that.
–
As he hears the door lock automatically behind Achilles, the muscle under Sisyphus’ left eye twitches. He swallows, mouth gone dry now Achilles is actually looking at him, waiting for answers. “Um.” For some reason he’d expected he’d have more time before this part. “I wanted to talk to you. In private. And... sober.” And thank the Fates for that, at least. The hangover/black eye combo had been killer that next morning.
“I’ll leave if you really want me to, but I think– no harm in giving me a chance, yeah? Ten minutes to hear me out, plead my case?”
( Kalavria Summit / February 2130 / @achillespithia )
The key to not being turned away at the door, Sisyphus thinks– hopes– is not being at the door to begin with. He’s memorized the Kalavria schedule through sheer unintentional osmosis, what with the weeks of prep and months of planning he was roped into as Pontius staff, so he knows when Achilles is likely out of his room– and likely to come back. He also knows where the master keys are and what his friends in housekeeping will trade for them, all of which leads to him, now, here in Achilles’ empty room. Alone. Sweating. Waiting.
Sisyphus doesn’t sit on the bed because that feels invasive, or... more invasive than he’s already being, instead awkwardly dragging the little chair away from the little desk and positioning it so he’s in view of the door. Then, he sits. Taps out a beat on the armrests. Wonders if Achilles will finally put him out of his misery this time. Who would get billed for replacing the bloody sheets, Achilles or Hades? Who would have to explain–
The train of thought is interrupted by a chipper mechanical beep, and the click of a lock. Sisyphus raises his hands automatically as if to surrender, or field off a blow, even though Achilles is across the room. “Hey,” he says, when he sees his former friend’s face emerge in the door frame. “Hey, sorry, I just wanted to–”
The door closes again before he can finish the sentence, Achilles still on the outside of it. Fuck.
who: @sisyphhean
where: docking bay, pontius. a little past midnight.
when: feb 2130, kalavria
Zagreus just barely recognizes the dark felt cut of the gardener in the low lights of the docking bay. They’re on the upper deck of a small fishing cruiser, chin tipped up - most likely watching the light of the waves kaleidoscope onto the far reaching walls. The boat Zag has rented for this midnight fishing trip is only a few stations down, but can’t help but stop, smile at the sight. Strange hour to be star-gazing at not really stars.
Their first meet cute had ended with Thersander requesting a little discretion for their future interactions and that hadn’t been too difficult. For someone who had so abruptly entered the scene and saved his life, they had exited stage left almost just as quickly. Other than the occasional text while at Xenios, and the final night where Zagreus had helped them with their outfit for Uncle Zeus’ extravaganza, their interactions had been exactly that - discreet to the point of near non-existence. Zagreus had made their peace with never seeing them again… so this was a nice surprise.
“Hey buddy,” His fishing rod taps the railing of the lower deck. Zagreus has got his tackle box in the other hand, bucket hat decidedly in place, and he is sporting the ugliest fucking floral shirt Pontius has to offer. It’s just them on the dock at this hour. “If you’re stealing that boat, you better get going before someone catches you.”
“Hey. Buddy.” Sisyphus unfolds himself from the seat of the cruiser, drops the joint and crushes it under heel. Squints at Zagreus in the low-light, as if he hadn’t already recognized him from his footsteps approaching on the dock. “I work here. I’m the one who’s supposed to be catching you.” He moves towards Zag, stops when he’s within arms reach, one foot propped on the edge of the boat as if to jump back on the dock. Extends a hand as far as it will go. And pulls off Zagreus’ hat. “Sorry, I can’t be seen with a guy in a fucking bucket hat. My cred would never recover.” He peers out at the dark ocean around them. “For some reason, I think your face will be fine without it.”
This is the second time a meeting with Zagreus has kicked off with a comment about his face. Sisyphus scowls and steps back, shuffling on the plasticky boat carpet. Gestures in front of him. “Well?” And wow, he’s a fucking idiot. Him, Sisyphus. Zagreus too, but Sisyphus especially, and especially right now, especially for this. “I’ll get fired if I let you sink one of the boats all on your lonesome. Let me press the fancy buttons, okay? I’ll take you to a good spot. Lots of fish, whatever.”
@sisyphhean location: kalavria deck. time: first week of february.
“you can carry my things, can’t you?” theseus gestured lazily toward the man, holding out his bag. when in pontius, right? he might be anyone here; more importantly, he might be exactly who he wanted to be, when he was given the opportunity to want. “look, i’m two weeks out of my last spa date, so i’m a bit on edge. you don’t happen to have an opinion on face creams, do you? i’m eager for insider secrets.”
Excuse me? Sisyphus bites back something sarcastic. Surprise surprise, as the sun rises in the East– Theseus is still a prick! “The spas are on the Kalavria deck. Easy name to remember, right? Same as the party and all.” Okay. Maybe that was a little sarcastic. He hauls Theseus’ bag up on his shoulder. “They should take good care of you. Or refer you to an aesthetech for augments, if they determine you’re a lost cause. Room number?”
with: @sisyphhean when: february, 2130 (before the summit) where: pontius, isthmia
When Alecto’s given the information that Sisyphus has not been condemned in the ways that they all thought he was, she is surprised. Not because the information was kept from her, but because Hades happened to have a larger heart than she imagined. Though, as time went and Alecto sat with the information, she decided that it wasn’t Hades’ heart that kept Sisyphus alive, but opportunity. What could one do for you if they were bound by the mistakes they had made? Alecto considers him a flight risk at any rate.
But there’s delight that pours over her when she finds that Thersander, as they call him here, hasn’t a clue that she knows.
She gives it a day, and another, before she corners him.
The augmentation, Alecto has to admit, had her fooled – it was enough of a change for her to look over him with no recollection, but now that she gets a good look at him, she recalls the moments in which cards had been passed in between, as well as the numbers he tried to help her make sense of.
They stand alone, apart from the buzz of lights from the neighboring greenhouse. “You’re not as careless here, are you?” Alecto offers an indulgent smile, stepping around the materials that stand in between them. “You know what they used to say about plague rats, right?”
Sisyphus is– disgusting. Covered in sweat and dust from jogging between crafts all day, unloading luggage and shepherding passengers. By the time he runs into Alecto, he’s long past ready for all the guests to go to bed so he can accordion himself into the nearest chair with a caipirinha and a joint. All of which is to say, after her first question, he laughs on rote. Having partaken in enough paltry rich people small talk in one day than he’d like in a lifetime, the polite smiles that glazed over him like furniture, or worse– lingered too long, a shade too sly.
When his brain catches up to his mouth, he freezes. Too suddenly to pass off as anything but shock. “Uh,” he says. His strategy to get through the day– and all it’s fucking– ghosts– has so far mostly involved not looking anyone in the eye. Now, he looks up at the familiar face and regrets it. “Sorry, I don’t know what you mean? No rats around here.” Tries for a laugh. “I mean, I could probably say something about pest control with all the new guests aboard, but I think I’d lose my job.” Fuck. “Okay. Anyway. Can I help you with something?”
patroclusc:
Patroclus looked at Thersander with eyes interested, there were so busy with work on Pontius that he had little time for anybody warming his bed, except Aphrodite from time to time, but they were both very good friends who had their eyes on different people, when it came to Thersander Patroclus has always tried to be patient and cared where he could. He never noticed anything out of the ordinary, whatever feeling the man had he managed to hid them quite well until he dug a little deeper into Patroclus.
“I’m not cruel.” A whisper, he would never joke about such a thing, since he doesn’t go around sleeping with many people in the first place, work has done him well as a distraction. “I’ve known me for a little longer than a year but I should hope I never showed you any cruelty.” His lips tugged in a smile. “Maybe except for getting on your knees to work on the plants longer than needed.”
As much there was longing in his heart, the Fates have showed him no mercy or peace. So if lonely is how he’s going to end up being, at least he could allow himself, at least here in Olympe, he could have this.
With his hand on the back of Thersander’s neck, he pulled him into a kiss, that was different from his usual gentle self, it was one that clearly said he meant every word he said, despite his head still ringing otherwise with warnings. He ignored it for the sake of feeling something other than pain.
“Does that answer your question?”
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“No, you’re not. You could be if you wanted to, though. Just a little bit,” he says. Gears up for more cyclical flirting, the usual song and dance, but really he should know better, over a year into this working relationship. Shouldn’t be surprised when Patroclus kisses him immediately and the relief is palpable, Sisyphus thinking oh thank Chaos as he relaxes into the touch, focus shifting from his spinning mind as attention sinks into instinct. The anxiety of the past few days in Olympe twisting into a new kind of frenetic energy, pushing him along from one action to the next faster than he’d normally move, smooth as if he’d practiced for this. Attention narrowed to the moment in front of him and nothing further.
Sisyphus doesn’t answer the question. Not in words. Returns Patroclus’ kiss, pressing down onto him, one knee braced against the bed for balance. Pushes him flat on his back so he can move up to straddle him. “Well.” The free hand not holding him up works at his buttons, his lips at Patroclus’ neck. “Time to see how you compare to my imagination, then, Cirillo.”
END.
hephaestusgalani:
Thersander leans into his touch, eager, and Hephaestus’s lips lift. Disarming, endearing, this Thersander. Always wondered why the deckhand seemed to gravitate towards him since he joined Pontius, but never wondered too hard, maintained a healthy baseline of skepticism. Reminded himself that not everyone came burdened with ulterior motives, not unlike himself.
“It looks like it hurts,” Hephaeustus muses, eyebrows creasing. Can’t help his tenderness; he’s never liked to look at pain in the face, and Thersander is too pitiable like this, moping and wounded and needy. “I suppose anyone would be considered, least of all your supervisor. Do you find he prods too much?” He chuckles as he pulls out a cotton ball, wets it with saline solution, jesting, “How did you know I wouldn’t ask you any questions?” Presses gently on a scrap that runs from cheek to jaw, notes the sculpt of it.
“Fates. How horrifying.” He lifts his brow, mouth falling open. “Did they steal anything? What could they possibly want with someone like you? Have you ever had a quarrel with anyone in your life? I can’t imagine it.”
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“It does hurt.” Sisyphus huffs. “And, see, the difference between you and Patroclus– I can’t ignore his questions. He’s my boss. If he asks me something I don’t want to answer, well. I’d better think up something good enough to pass muster, and fast. If If you ask me something I don’t want to answer, I’ll just have to, hmm...” A searching look to the heavens, half a roll of his eyes. “Find some way to distract you, I guess.”
He gets a sense the line was a bit cheesy but he can’t fully tell, not beyond the pounding in his head. The sting of Hephaestus cleaning his wounds. When he closes his eyes, sags further towards Heph, it’s not even really an act anymore; he’s tired. And no one touches him like this anymore, softly, carefully. Not wanting anything back.
His eyes flick open again at the line of questioning. He looks up at Hephaestus from under his lashes. “Yeah, see, now you’re sounding like Pat. You not taking my threats seriously?” He tries to think up a way to move back into the territory of euphemisms. Back to why he called Heph here in the first place. Instead, he reaches up absently to rub at his cheek with his knuckles, then hisses when he hits a tender spot. Narrows his eyes like his hands have personally betrayed him. “Nothing stolen. What have I got to steal? And, yes, I’m sorry to break it to you, Mr. Sweet-and-Honorable, but I have indeed ‘quarreled’ before. A good bit of it, as a teen. Boredom, boys, etcetera. Some as an adult, too. Mostly good-natured stuff.” He thinks of a few hard nights in the casino, the time he didn’t wait for security to intercept a fight and got a fist to the collarbone for it. Of hazy, drunk evenings on couches, wrestling in jest, then something else entirely. “Not all of it, though.”
kharos:
( TW gore & body horror )
“Dreams? Oh, sadly I haven’t dreamt this.” For a delay in the wavelength of visible light, for a static frame in a series of frames; Sisyphus remains a hairsbreadth from touch. It is this delay that daubs away on Charon’s fingertips. It is this trace they touch to their mouth, finger pad brushing against teeth. As though this trace can be sipped, sampled, judged on its tangibility and texture. “Have you, my dear? We only remember the dreams we wake from. Do you wake with the chill of the morgue in you?”
Charon’s eyes mimeograph their smile. “Well. My jokes are rather tasteless today. Forgive me. It would be a waste to see you in a coffin, Sisyphus. Especially— I suppose because I’ve already seen it once, and you know how it goes: repetition and the malaise of boredom. Come to think of it, did you see your own funeral? If not, you should remind me to send you a recording. It was such a graceless affair. Pity inducing. Zagreus—”
They blink. Their eyes flick away. An abrupt reshifting of priorities: Charon pauses their speech long enough to find the second closest bench (Parian marble, early 19th century Art Nouveau, engravings of peacocks in a line). It’s only after they’re seated, ankles crossed and palm curled over the edge of the bench, that they appear to recall Sisyphus.
“What was I saying?” Again, Charon blinks. Only this blink is held longer. Charon tilts their head with eyes still shut. “Ah. Zagreus. He was so willing to have death absolve you, though perhaps he would have preferred your life. Still, who could have guessed atonement could be so effortless? They interred you in a black bag. They had to, my dear, you see— your death was so wretched not even a face remained; not one acceptable to mourn. No doubt Zagreus thought your last hours brimmed over with all methods of suffering and anguish. Eyelids removed, skin flayed out of flesh, cuts incised and ribs extracted one by one. Conscious all the while, naturally! Nerves ingeniously razored by some chemical concoction— the full cornucopia of suffering, laid out in surfeit. The black body bag, a feast for imagination. Pity inducing, yes, quite… pity inducing.”
A pregnant silence. A stencilled recreation of bereavement.
Charon stirs.
“Regrettable for anyone to meet such an end. Quite regrettable. Inevitable though, mhm? You’d agree.” It’s a pleasant statement, ignoring the context. It’s a tone that says: isn’t this such a pleasant conversation between equals. “Well— do you agree, my dear? It was your death, after all. You should have the final say.”
–
Sisyphus loses: he flinches first, and early. Makes it through the chill of the morgue, the coffin, the question about his own apparently graceless funeral. Keeps up a placid face, if a bit wooden, until the first real strike comes: Zagreus. At which point Charon suddenly, conveniently, remembers his own tongue, and shuts up. The moment Sisyphus wants to hear more. Of course.
Not that it’s something he should want. Self-destruction via the old Head of Finances, isn’t that a new one? Self-punishment via colleague? Few weapons could wound with more precision or efficiency. Charon has always been too fucking good at this, knowing where to press and in what order. Making himself tough to look at, but impossible to look away from.
Sisyphus scowls but stays quiet, a feeling like cold water dousing him from temple to heel. Waits to see if Charon will give him more, waits even as he knows he’s playing into his hand, balancing on his every word. Making himself all the more unprepared for the words when they do come, one by gory one. By the end he’s stepping away, disgust warring with horror, images flickering through his mind like faces in grisly candlelight.
And to think of all the years they were friendly. All the times he saw these same weapons turned on someone else, some common enemy, never expecting it might one day be himself in their position.
Well, do you agree? “No, actually. Never. Not to any of it, not from you.” He doesn’t know what he’s saying, if it makes any sense. Starts backing away again. His hands are braced in front of him like he’s expecting an attack, or a fall. “Do you feel lighter, with that off your chest? Now you’ve given it to me, filled me in on the news? Yeah. Yeah, no, fuck.”
Another time, another place, and he might have kept up this ruse. Fought to stay polite and calm and hold onto some little piece of his pride. In Olympe, though? With his old life, old sins so close at hand? He laughs once, a sound like gurgling blood. “Fuck this. I don’t need to be here. Bye, Charon.”
END.
zagreusrhea:
There’s a planter box right outside Zagreus’ room. It’s the first thing he sees when he cracks open the window each morning and the last thing he sees when he closes it each night. The soil is unturned and nothing grows there… yet. (He guesses this spare bedroom doesn’t get much use.) At the sight of it, Zagreus thinks he could plant a few seeds in that dirt, pinch the earth, see if some berries grew in that place, dark and ripe. He bets they would. The grounds of Xenios is covered in blooms, and while there’s plenty to said about the masking of things, Zagreus likes to believe that most things tend to tell you what they are from the outset if you just looked at them right.
He supposes he could venture out to the Agora tomorrow for said seeds, but the itch has taken a hold of him now and with all these flowers, he knows a spare few can’t be far. He’s seen some of the gardener bots roam the ground of Xenios during the day, sometimes heard them watering the plants as they fell asleep. He’s seen them prune plants, dig into the ground, sow seeds. They’re different than the bots from his youth of course, but that’s no surprise. Shit gets upgraded all the time. So Zagreus zips up his Palehorse hoodie and steps out into the night in search of seeds.
Yes, he’s high. But that’s neither here nor there.
(Not a lot, just a little.)
(A skosh.)
He finds one of the gardener bots by the fence. It is just as he is trying to crack open the bot like a walnut to get at those seeds that a fucking man wearing what is possibly the most eccentric (read: ugly) blazer appears from fucking nowhere and snatches the bot from his hands. Had Zagreus even been the slightest bit more buzzed the suddenness of it all would have knocked him off his feet, there would have been a good chance he’d accidentally have plunged his knife into the closest body part of the attacker. Instead, his pet project gets snatched away from him. “Hey!” He exclaims - and then doubles down the exclamation again when his pen knife also gets stolen. “Hey!”
There’s a visible pout. “Are you the fucking - the fucking security system or something? Give me back my knife?” His own exasperation causes him to speak over the stranger. Their words blend together. “Look, I get I could just buy some, but I thought - hey, that bots probably got some seeds in it! Why not just steal a few -“ Their muddled speech becomes its own cacophony. “Die? Now I just think you’re being dramatic -“ Maybe a harmony.
Finally Zagreus catches the word ‘security’ and it all clicks. Oh. He squints at the bot. Yeah, yeah now that he’s looking at it -
it’s nothing short of a miracle that he’s not dead.
“Oh, these are the -“ Oh. It’s becoming increasingly clear that this tall stranger with the bad blazer definitely just saved his life. Zagreus lets out nervous string of laughter. “I’m uh, well, thank you?” The silence lands thick between them. Should he just keep apologizing? Thanking them? Instead: “You shouldn’t have told me that bit about the machete though. I’m going to be out here tomorrow with the largest kitchen knife I can find just to see what happens.”
It’s a joke and he tosses a glance to the other to make sure they get it. He’s not sure they do. “I’m sorry, it’s the nerves. Thank you, seriously, thank you. I’m kind of embarrassed. You don’t even want to know what I thought those were.”
Bad time to be high, really. But it somehow makes Zagreus even more honest than he usually is. If such a thing were possible.
“What kind of ammunition do they put in these anyway? How big exactly, was the hole in my chest about to be?” He wants to take another look at the, now that he knows what it actually is, now that the initial ‘oh fuck’ of it all has warn off. His hand drifts back towards the machine, held just out arms reach. It isn’t lost on Zag that the other still has their pen-knife, just as it isn’t lost on Zag the stranger put themselves directly between the explosive and Zag without thinking twice. “I bet it’s the same tech as the casinos in Tartarus. Built kind of like an eyeball right?” The laser meant to shoot from the pupil, motion sensor in the cornea. It’s a reskin of the same old thing at the end of the day. Art imitates life and apparently so do security systems.
–
Sisyphus nods along with Zagreus’ meandering speech, eyes going wide in exaggerated imitation of Zag’s as the realization hits. “Mmm. Mhmm. Yeah, it’s clicking now, isn’t it?” Oh, he’s so high. Sisyphus would recognize that glazed look from a mile away. “Don’t worry about it. You can pay me back by not doing that kitchen knife thing.” He resists an insane urge to boop Zagreus on the nose, see if he tips over. Gets distracted by his eyelashes on the way to his nose; adds, absently, “Y’know, if you really want to know what would happen, look up the company on Tala. I'm pretty sure they have some ads that show the bots absolutely fucking up some crash-test dummies.”
Sisyphus thinks they’re through the worst of it. Then Zagreus says, you don’t even want to know what I thought those were, a throwaway line, a little piece of nothing, and Sisyphus is bowled over by a feather once again: shocked by how much he realizes he does want to know, wants to squeeze as much from this moment as he can, hoard it like some precious stone. The warmth and delight of the encounter, the sheer familiarity of that wild brain cartwheeling across the grass, shaking seeds from security bots.
On auto-pilot, he steps between Zagreus and the bot when he sees him reaching for it. Taps his knee with the toe of his boot. “Hey. Quit that. I can spend all night explaining the carnage to you, use all my prettiest and goriest adjectives, if you’ll leave that thing alone. How many lives have you got left in there?”
Then– the mention of casinos is an unwelcome shock. Sisyphus steps back so quickly it’s his turn to bump into the bot. “Wouldn’t know about that.” He fiddles with the knife in his pocket. Almost loses a finger when he presses the release button by accident, but he hardly notices. “Mmm, probably not though. These are pretty cutting edge, don’t know how– yeah. Who knows!” He shrugs. Laughs, a beat too late. Frowns, at himself. “Okay, like.” Deep breath. Get your shit together, Xenia, you freak. It’s just a ghost from the past, what's the worst it can it do? Send him to the gallows via his dad, maybe, or worse– look hurt about it. “Can I help you with anything else?” Way to sound like the fucking– concierge. “Where exactly are you trying to go?”