Thoughts and Wants

The stuff that runs through my head that I have nobody to say to

[thepersonalquotes]

[thepersonalquotes]

[slotheraptor]

Disliking the company of most people and hating meeting new people makes being lonely a real problem

[slotheraptor]

My life just feels empty, no direction, no one close, nothing that really excites me. The things I love to do no longer bring that feeling of contentedness, and nothing I do makes me feel alive. I'm simply existing wondering what it feels like to be living

[thepersonalquotes]

[regular-love]

[regular-love]

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[slotheraptor]

Broken soul

I build and strengthen my body so that I can endure pain, and so that I can hide my mental weakness and brokenness inside a tough shell. Physical weakness is easy to see, and easy to overcome, but is it possible even to destroy mental weakness?

[slotheraptor]

Would it be okay with you for me to ask you how things are going, to see if you're doing well? Id love to find out, but i'm afraid of making this rift even larger

[slotheraptor]

Alone

Some people are meant to be alone. I don't think anyone is meant to enjoy not having anyone, but there are some who have been selected that can endure the loneliness so others don't have to. Unfortunately over the years I've come to believe I'm one of those people

[slotheraptor]

I used to like liquor to get me inspired, But you look so beautiful, my new supplier. I used to like smoking to stop all the thinking, But I found a different buzz. The world is a curse it’ll kill if you let it, I know they got pills that can help you forget it.

K.flay

[slotheraptor]

What I wouldn't give to stand in that stairwell while we awkwardly didn't say a word to each other again

[slotheraptor]

"Never" is not a thing decided by fate, or some outside force. "Never" is a decision, made by an individual. If a person says they'll never find love, they would be correct, as they have already decided before even trying that never is the inevitable. "Never" will always be a choice, made before any attempt at maybe, ot possibly or will be has ever been made. It is a limit people put on themselves, without realizing it is just that. Do not say something is impossible, or will never happen, because you will always be right.

[slotheraptor]

[slotheraptor]

[slotheraptor]

Fires and smokes, a great way to spend a long weekend evening

[slotheraptor]

Alcohol and cigarettes at my favorite place we wandered to. It seems so different without you around here. I dont know where you are, what you're doing or who your with right now, but i hope you're enjoying every second of your life.

[slotheraptor]

My heart is my armor, she's the tear in my heart, she's a carver. She's a butcher with a smile, cut me farther than i've ever been

Twenty One Pilots