snowycarrot

°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ zayne girlie that likes to write requests are open! 𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋

[snowqshi]

exhausted dad!zayne x f!reader

summary : you think having a newborn is easy? well, you're absolutely wrong. After a few weeks of officially being a father to a baby girl, Zayne finds himself twisted in a series of events as a first time dad.

tags : fluff, slight angst, comfort, dad!zayne. mom!reader, pregnancy.

tw : symptoms of postpartum depression

word count : 981

Linkon, 2 AM.

The sounds of a baby's cry can be heard miles away from the Li residence, and it has been like this for the past few weeks. Being first time parents was a tough challenge for you and zayne. with the baby constantly wailing, the couple did everything in their power to calm their baby girl. naturally, nothing worked.

"shh.. it's okay, daddy's here." zayne swayed the baby gently in his arms, softly singing a quiet lullaby to help her sleep, but this little one was stubborn like her mother.

the hazel eyed man did everything he could. singing, swaying, toys, bottle, and pacifier. nothing just seemed to work for him tonight. he sighed in defeat, looking at the wall clock. the short hand still stuck at 2. you fell asleep only 3 hours ago.

zayne felt helpless with the current situation that he's in. Usually, he was able to lull the baby to sleep. he thinks to himself for a moment, and remembered that weeks old babies need to be breastfed every 2-3 hours.

as much as zayne didn't want to wake his wife, he had to do it now. especially after attempting to bottle feed their baby.

"zayne.."

zayne followed the voice that called him to find you rubbing your eyes, implying that your just woke up from a short nap. "I've got it.. It's feeding time."

you walked up to Zayne with a small smile on your face, holding your arms open. zayne gently placed the baby on his wife's arms, holding her whole body in one arm and a hand on the back of the baby's soft head. "I'm sorry, little one just wouldn't calm down no matter what I did."

"it's okay, it was time for me to take over anyway." you sat down on the white rocking chair next to the baby's cot. "go catch some sleep, i promise to wake you when i need help."

zayne nodded and left the room. however, instead of listening to his wife, he decides to brew some coffee for the two of them and heat up a bottle for the baby.

he is reminded of the days when it was just the two of them having late night conversations over coffee and a beautiful balcony view. on the other hand, he wouldn't trade these all-nighters with their precious baby for anything else in the world.

it took zayne around 10 minutes to come back to the baby's room. "i brought us some coffee and a warm bottle."

you looked up at zayne, baby still wide awake. "you didn't have to.."

"i wanted to." he placed the wooden tray on the coffee table.

for a while, the both of you were silent. taking in the calmness of the room despite the obvious energy flowing from your baby. you leaned back on the rocking chair, sighing. "i'm tired, zayne.."

you felt zayne's larger hands on yours, "i know. i know you're tired."

it has only been a few weeks since you gave birth. you didn't feel like yourself, as if you were looking at a stranger in the mirror. this wasn't you.

this was your dream. a life with zayne. married with a baby, a happy home, friends and family that adore you, and a job that you love. but it just felt like you were cheated into thinking that this is what you were truly made for.

you felt your eyes water up, and guilt boiling inside you. "i'm sorry. i know this is what we planned. this is our dream." you held onto your baby, that was slowly drifting to sleep. your throat began hurting, as if its trying to keep you from voicing your inner thoughts because of the fear of hurting the man next to you. "I just-"

zayne got up before you could continue. he gently placed the sleeping baby on his arms and then moved her to her cot. making sure she was comfortable and warm before standing in front of you. he went down on one knee, taking your hand again into his and placing kisses on it, worshipping you.

"my love.. don't feel guilty for telling me this." he looks up with the intention of helping you understand. "you had just given birth, bringing a life into this world- a life so precious, we get to call ours."

"i know, but I.. I just wish I didn't feel this way. I love our baby, and I feel like such a bad mother for even having second-thoughts on a baby that's alive and healthy. I should be ashamed of myself." like always, you held your tears back. not allowing it to show the world that you were weak. that you wavered at the thought of regretting your little one.

zayne got up and bent down to your level, placing kisses on your eye that instinctively shut. "i don't blame you. you're allowed to feel this way. the only solution i can offer you is to stay by your side and walking this journey together." he held my cheek in his palm, wiping my tears away.

"this life that we have now.. it may be hard, exhausting, and sometimes you just want to cry and throw in the towel but i promise to you. i promise to share the burden with you."

you pulled him closer, melting in his comforting embrace. "you swear?"

he lets out a small chuckle, caressing your hair. "i swear on Astra himself."

"you're too good to me." you fix your hair, and wipe your tears away. "I'm sorry for not being brave sometimes."

zayne leans in, his lips close to yours. "I will never let the girl I love be brave on her own." he whispered before closing the distance between you as you shared a sweet kiss that proved his devotion to this life.

the life that was promised.

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a/n : longest one yet! i'm really proud of this one, hope you liked it

requests are open and appreciated (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ

[snowqshi]

⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ hi just call me showqshi or snow! 18 , zayne main ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ requests are open! don't be shy and send one ˆ𐃷ˆ

writes fluff, angst and mildy suggestive fanfics/drabbles (occasionally) ˖𓍢ִ໋❀.ೃ࿔

[snowqshi]

nights with soontobedad!zayne

"Zayne." I nudge his shoulder. It was 3am and I felt a pair of tiny feet kicking in my womb, they're growing stronger each day.

Just before I could call his name again, he turns to his left side slowly. "What's wrong..?" his voice laced with concern.

"The baby's kicking too hard.. They woke me up." I sigh and rub my swollen stomach gently.

Zayne carefully sits up from the bed and scootched closer to me. Guiding my body to fit into his embrace.

"I guess we know who they take after.." he mumbles.

I gasp, acting offended by his comment. "Tell me you didn't just imply that our child has a bad personality." With the tendency to overthink, I try not to let it get to me. Especially with pregnancy hormones.

Zayne pulls me closer, "It's true. They're strong and stubborn." His voice was soft and had no mockery. "That's a compliment, by the way."

"Doesn't seem like it to me." I pat my stomach gently, careful not to do it too hard. "Your daddy can be mean and brutal sometimes with his words, don't let it ruin your day. Okay?" I talk to the baby in my womb, that responded with a tiny kick.

I felt his lips on my neck, placing a kiss and blew on it. "I think the kick meant 'Mama, I'm hungry for chocolate and macarons'. "

I chuckle at his comment and hit his leg, "They got that from you, for sure."

a/n: my first drabble :> I should make this into a series

[snowqshi]

visiting the hospital with soontobedad!zayne x reader!

"Okay, so just like during every check-up..." The obygyn approaches me with a glass of orange juice in hand. "I want you to drink this to wake the little one."

I take the glass from her and took a few sips. Surely, the baby started moving which signalled that she was awake. "There you are." I rub my stomach gently.

The obygyn then proceeds to do the routine. Applying the cool gel on my bump, and uses a tool called a transducer to slide across my bump to scan the inside of my womb.

Zayne was sat down next to me, with a tiny smile plastered on his face as he watched me.

According to him, my eyes tend to shine as I watch the monitor show evidence of the love that we shared. It felt like a moment like that was even more special to the eyes of a mother.

"You're doing that again." He moved closer to me, and placed my hand on his.

"Am I?"

"Yeah. You're glowing."

I blush at his comment and looked away. "I can't help it, when I feel her move and kick in there.. It just feels even more real."

Zayne nods and placed a small kiss on my palm and guided it slowly to his cheek. "Well, do I need to tell you over and over again that we're going to be parents soon?"

The obygyn chuckled and moved her eyes away from the monitor. "You act as if you don't do that already. My patient here tells me over the phone all the time before we do these check-ups."

Before I could deny anything, the baby suddenly made an unexpected movement, which made me laugh out loud. The tiny flutters I felt in my womb made my stomach move as I laughed, which triggered more from the baby.

"Z-Zayne! Haha..!" I grip his hand. "Oh my gosh. I can't-"

The obygyn just sighed and looked at Zayne, "So glad we won't have to see each other in a while, the orange juice does too much for her."

"It can't be helped. That's just how she is."

a/n : second post! I hope it followed the request a little bit (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ I've taken such a long break from creating fanfics so it's rusty. Hopefully with a lot of practice, it'll come back to me ^^

[snowqshi]

visiting the hospital with soontobedad!zayne x reader!

"Okay, so just like during every check-up..." The obygyn approaches me with a glass of orange juice in hand. "I want you to drink this to wake the little one."

I take the glass from her and took a few sips. Surely, the baby started moving which signalled that she was awake. "There you are." I rub my stomach gently.

The obygyn then proceeds to do the routine. Applying the cool gel on my bump, and uses a tool called a transducer to slide across my bump to scan the inside of my womb.

Zayne was sat down next to me, with a tiny smile plastered on his face as he watched me.

According to him, my eyes tend to shine as I watch the monitor show evidence of the love that we shared. It felt like a moment like that was even more special to the eyes of a mother.

"You're doing that again." He moved closer to me, and placed my hand on his.

"Am I?"

"Yeah. You're glowing."

I blush at his comment and looked away. "I can't help it, when I feel her move and kick in there.. It just feels even more real."

Zayne nods and placed a small kiss on my palm and guided it slowly to his cheek. "Well, do I need to tell you over and over again that we're going to be parents soon?"

The obygyn chuckled and moved her eyes away from the monitor. "You act as if you don't do that already. My patient here tells me over the phone all the time before we do these check-ups."

Before I could deny anything, the baby suddenly made an unexpected movement, which made me laugh out loud. The tiny flutters I felt in my womb made my stomach move as I laughed, which triggered more from the baby.

"Z-Zayne! Haha..!" I grip his hand. "Oh my gosh. I can't-"

The obygyn just sighed and looked at Zayne, "So glad we won't have to see each other in a while, the orange juice does too much for her."

"It can't be helped. That's just how she is."

a/n : second post! I hope it followed the request a little bit (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ I've taken such a long break from creating fanfics so it's rusty. Hopefully with a lot of practice, it'll come back to me ^^

[snowqshi]

visiting the hospital with soontobedad!zayne x reader!

"Okay, so just like during every check-up..." The obygyn approaches me with a glass of orange juice in hand. "I want you to drink this to wake the little one."

I take the glass from her and took a few sips. Surely, the baby started moving which signalled that she was awake. "There you are." I rub my stomach gently.

The obygyn then proceeds to do the routine. Applying the cool gel on my bump, and uses a tool called a transducer to slide across my bump to scan the inside of my womb.

Zayne was sat down next to me, with a tiny smile plastered on his face as he watched me.

According to him, my eyes tend to shine as I watch the monitor show evidence of the love that we shared. It felt like a moment like that was even more special to the eyes of a mother.

"You're doing that again." He moved closer to me, and placed my hand on his.

"Am I?"

"Yeah. You're glowing."

I blush at his comment and looked away. "I can't help it, when I feel her move and kick in there.. It just feels even more real."

Zayne nods and placed a small kiss on my palm and guided it slowly to his cheek. "Well, do I need to tell you over and over again that we're going to be parents soon?"

The obygyn chuckled and moved her eyes away from the monitor. "You act as if you don't do that already. My patient here tells me over the phone all the time before we do these check-ups."

Before I could deny anything, the baby suddenly made an unexpected movement, which made me laugh out loud. The tiny flutters I felt in my womb made my stomach move as I laughed, which triggered more from the baby.

"Z-Zayne! Haha..!" I grip his hand. "Oh my gosh. I can't-"

The obygyn just sighed and looked at Zayne, "So glad we won't have to see each other in a while, the orange juice does too much for her."

"It can't be helped. That's just how she is."

a/n : second post! I hope it followed the request a little bit (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ I've taken such a long break from creating fanfics so it's rusty. Hopefully with a lot of practice, it'll come back to me ^^

[snowqshi]

visiting the hospital with soontobedad!zayne x reader!

"Okay, so just like during every check-up..." The obygyn approaches me with a glass of orange juice in hand. "I want you to drink this to wake the little one."

I take the glass from her and took a few sips. Surely, the baby started moving which signalled that she was awake. "There you are." I rub my stomach gently.

The obygyn then proceeds to do the routine. Applying the cool gel on my bump, and uses a tool called a transducer to slide across my bump to scan the inside of my womb.

Zayne was sat down next to me, with a tiny smile plastered on his face as he watched me.

According to him, my eyes tend to shine as I watch the monitor show evidence of the love that we shared. It felt like a moment like that was even more special to the eyes of a mother.

"You're doing that again." He moved closer to me, and placed my hand on his.

"Am I?"

"Yeah. You're glowing."

I blush at his comment and looked away. "I can't help it, when I feel her move and kick in there.. It just feels even more real."

Zayne nods and placed a small kiss on my palm and guided it slowly to his cheek. "Well, do I need to tell you over and over again that we're going to be parents soon?"

The obygyn chuckled and moved her eyes away from the monitor. "You act as if you don't do that already. My patient here tells me over the phone all the time before we do these check-ups."

Before I could deny anything, the baby suddenly made an unexpected movement, which made me laugh out loud. The tiny flutters I felt in my womb made my stomach move as I laughed, which triggered more from the baby.

"Z-Zayne! Haha..!" I grip his hand. "Oh my gosh. I can't-"

The obygyn just sighed and looked at Zayne, "So glad we won't have to see each other in a while, the orange juice does too much for her."

"It can't be helped. That's just how she is."

a/n : second post! I hope it followed the request a little bit (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ I've taken such a long break from creating fanfics so it's rusty. Hopefully with a lot of practice, it'll come back to me ^^

[snowqshi]

ahhh u know how sometimes they’ll ask mama to drink smth like orange juice so the baby is more active during the ultrasound?? imagine the baby is soo active and does smth silly ໒꒰՞╥˕╥՞꒱ა agghhh and reader starts laughing and baby is just banging around bc of it- which only makes reader laugh even more </333

yes i’ve thought abt this before…

how do u think zayne would react in this scenario ૮꒰っ ̫ _ ꒱ྀིა

I've heard of this before! I will definitely start writing up another drabble (and possibly a longer one) around this ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა ! Thank you for this ask! <3

[snowqshi]

nights with soontobedad!zayne

"Zayne." I nudge his shoulder. It was 3am and I felt a pair of tiny feet kicking in my womb, they're growing stronger each day.

Just before I could call his name again, he turns to his left side slowly. "What's wrong..?" his voice laced with concern.

"The baby's kicking too hard.. They woke me up." I sigh and rub my swollen stomach gently.

Zayne carefully sits up from the bed and scootched closer to me. Guiding my body to fit into his embrace.

"I guess we know who they take after.." he mumbles.

I gasp, acting offended by his comment. "Tell me you didn't just imply that our child has a bad personality." With the tendency to overthink, I try not to let it get to me. Especially with pregnancy hormones.

Zayne pulls me closer, "It's true. They're strong and stubborn." His voice was soft and had no mockery. "That's a compliment, by the way."

"Doesn't seem like it to me." I pat my stomach gently, careful not to do it too hard. "Your daddy can be mean and brutal sometimes with his words, don't let it ruin your day. Okay?" I talk to the baby in my womb, that responded with a tiny kick.

I felt his lips on my neck, placing a kiss and blew on it. "I think the kick meant 'Mama, I'm hungry for chocolate and macarons'. "

I chuckle at his comment and hit his leg, "They got that from you, for sure."

a/n: my first drabble :> I should make this into a series

[snowqshi]

⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ hi just call me showqshi or snow! 18 , zayne main ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ requests are open! don't be shy and send one ˆ𐃷ˆ

writes fluff, angst and mildy suggestive fanfics/drabbles (occasionally) ˖𓍢ִ໋❀.ೃ࿔

[snowqshi]

nights with soontobedad!zayne

"Zayne." I nudge his shoulder. It was 3am and I felt a pair of tiny feet kicking in my womb, they're growing stronger each day.

Just before I could call his name again, he turns to his left side slowly. "What's wrong..?" his voice laced with concern.

"The baby's kicking too hard.. They woke me up." I sigh and rub my swollen stomach gently.

Zayne carefully sits up from the bed and scootched closer to me. Guiding my body to fit into his embrace.

"I guess we know who they take after.." he mumbles.

I gasp, acting offended by his comment. "Tell me you didn't just imply that our child has a bad personality." With the tendency to overthink, I try not to let it get to me. Especially with pregnancy hormones.

Zayne pulls me closer, "It's true. They're strong and stubborn." His voice was soft and had no mockery. "That's a compliment, by the way."

"Doesn't seem like it to me." I pat my stomach gently, careful not to do it too hard. "Your daddy can be mean and brutal sometimes with his words, don't let it ruin your day. Okay?" I talk to the baby in my womb, that responded with a tiny kick.

I felt his lips on my neck, placing a kiss and blew on it. "I think the kick meant 'Mama, I'm hungry for chocolate and macarons'. "

I chuckle at his comment and hit his leg, "They got that from you, for sure."

a/n: my first drabble :> I should make this into a series

[snowqshi]

⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ hi just call me showqshi or snow! 18 , zayne main ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ requests are open! don't be shy and send one ˆ𐃷ˆ

writes fluff, angst and mildy suggestive fanfics/drabbles (occasionally) ˖𓍢ִ໋❀.ೃ࿔

[xycrowlo]

hi I made things

credit appreciated but not necessary

[luvzayne]

“hey, caleb.” 

“yeah, pips?”

“could you stand for me?” he complies, walking over to where you are, albeit a little confused.  

“spin for me.” caleb cocks a brow at your demand but does as you say. 

“what’s this for, pipsqueak?” you only smiled as you circled his frame, poking slightly at his arms and waist, caleb scoffed but let you do as you pleased.

“hm… clap to the beat of your favorite song, right now.” you crossed your arms, waiting for him to follow your instruction. 

with a split second of hesitation, caleb amps your request, going as far as to hum his favorite song, a familiar tune you always hear when he’s cooking at home. 

the next five minutes were spent with you making him do silly commands, at that point, caleb stopped questioning you and did what you said. 

“—okay, now give me a kiss,” caleb smirks, dipping down and pulling you onto his chest, lips smacking against yours. 

he pulls away with an exaggerated mwa! 

you giggled, patting his arm before sitting down on the couch once more. 

“so…” caleb sits down beside you, arm wrapping around your shoulders as he pulls you flush against him. 

“what was that all about?” 

you give him an innocent smile, tilting your head slightly. 

“nothing!” you chirp, intertwining his free hand with yours. 

“just reminding you who’s in charge.”

[luvuxa]

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