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Hey guys!
im back!!
I want to first say i’m sorry for being gone so long and next say thank you for sticking with me and continuing to read the fics i have up.
I know it’s been a while but i am back and i mean it this time. not only am i back with new fics but i’m also back to keep you all updated on said fics.
While i do have a few things in the works for you all i am also back open to any suggestions, requests, and constructive criticism on my writing!!
i’m very excited and i hope all you guys are too!!
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9. Birthdays
a lil diddy about birthday traditions
word count: 980
Of all the days of the year, your birthday was the one you were least excited for. Ever since you were little birthdays had just felt worse than everyone said they would. As you got older you thought maybe it was all in your head. After all these years maybe it was you who was messing things up by not letting them be good enough for you. Yet year after year you opened your mind to the possibility of having just one good birthday… and every year it came up short. You had a laundry list of catastrophes that occurred in those fatal 24 hours. Everything from kitchens set aflame to broken bones and even to death… hey, the death of your fish still counted as a con on your list. Every year it went by just like the last; horrible. Until you met Van.
The first birthday he spent with you was probably the most memorable. He had no idea it was a special occasion when he asked you out to eat. It felt nice that in his head it was just another day and yet he wanted it to be special, just cause. You’d went to dinner and ended the night off mini golfing. You remembered how sweet it was that he’d remembered your silly childhood story about being reigning queen of mini golf in your family.
“Listen, i'm not one to steal the thunder but… someone's got to defeat your ego,” he’d said as he handed you a bright purple golf club.
“Its sad how you're joking now but by the end of this i'll be the one laughing,” you jabbed back. He cracked the widest smile that didn't leave his face until the end of the night.
It wasn't until later in the evening that he realized it was your birthday. Your phone chimed and you drew your attention to the balloon covered text from your friend back home.
“Hot date texting ya?” he teased.
“Kind if a tradition for my best friend to text me the hour i was officially born,” you chuckled, “time zones kind of screwed it up the past few years but she gets points for trying.” He looked at you confused. His expression displayed the gears turning as he realized the significance of today.
“What do you mean? Is it- Its your birthday?”
You simply nodded.
“And your out with me?” he put on a cocky grin.
“Oh please, don't think your special. I don't really celebrate my birthday,” you explained. After about twenty minutes of relaying all the horror stories that occured on that anniversary he looked stunned.
“So, is today getting added to the list of bad birthdays?” he questioned. You thought for a moment. The night wasnt over but you had a feeling it could only go up from there. The first birthday that you actually enjoyed.
Three years later and the tradition held strong. Every year Van would take you out and not a word of the occasion would be spoken. The agreement between the two of you held strong. Birthday talk was off limit for those 24 hours every year. No opening gifts, no cupcake with a single candle, no singing happy birthday until the clock struck midnight. That way, you could never ruin the winning streak.
Every year you found yourself looking forward to your birthday more and more, until this year. Each time the big day rolled around Van would take the day off from the studio and spend it with you. This year, however, he was touring. You loved him and his band so expecting him to take that time off was completely out of the question especially for something so childish like a made up tradition. Nonetheless you went to bed the night before feeling sad that such a great run would be over.
The next morning you woke up to a knock on the front door. Trudging out of bed and slipping into a robe you made your way over to the door. Through the peephole you saw a delivery man holding the largest bouquet of flowers you'd ever seen. Upon opening the front door you noticed the large card sat upon the flowers that read “Love, Mom”. You smiled solemnly at the gift.
“Sorry about this, that looks heavy,” you told the delivery man who was still covered by the bouquet.
“That's no problem love,” The voice responded. You stood frozen for a moment. You recognized that voice. The flowers lowered allowing you to see the face of the person holding them.
“Not gonna invite me in? Think i did a good enough job delivering these bad boys,” he looked proudly at the vase of flowers in his hands.
You broke out into a smile as Van walked through the front door and placed the vase down safely.
Before either of you could say anything you threw yourself at him and held him tighter than ever before. The rumble of his laughter vibrated against you.
“Happy to see me, yeah?,” he said as you pulled back from him. His eyes were sunken in and displayed shadowed bags under them. Odds were he'd taken an odd hour flight to get to you on time. You smashed your face against his and he laughed again against your mouth.
“Take that as a yes then,” he said spinning you around.
“Are you tired?” you asked instinctively as he set you down.
“Yeah, but we gotta do somethin yeah? We've gotta have a good day so the tradition stays alive,” he reassured you.
You smiled at him but shook your head.
“You're here, that's perfect enough for me.” And that's when you realized why every year had presented you with a good birthday. It wasn't about ‘you’ but instead it became about a ‘we’. As long as you were together nothing could go wrong
MASTERLIST
My loves here is the masterlist you’ve all been waiting for kdksks.
I’ll be updating it as soon as each story is posted so you’ll always be able to find the complete collection here!!
Fics
1. warmth
fluff, under 500 words, van
2. Our story pt1
Our story pt2
multiple parts, over 2000 words, van
3. Love Song
fluff, under 500 words, van
4. Study Break
request, over 1000 words, van
5. deleted
6. Kissing Strangers
lil bit of angst, over 1000 words, van
7. The Bet
almost 3000 words, whole band, van
8. Giving In
almost smut, over 1000 words, van
Masterlist? Sorry am just so desperate to read all of ur fan fics. Big Love <3
thanks for reminding me !! ill put one together tonight 💕💕
The fic is beautifuuuul💛💛💛
Thanks a bunch !!! 💘💘
8. Giving In
Word count: 1229
Note: Soooooo... i know i got requests for smut but ya girl just couldnt bring herself to ho that far. baby steps. so id say this is .. smut adjacent.
He exhaled letting smoke fill the space in front of the both of you. His eyes were closed and the back of his head was pressed against the wall you both sat against.
“Think it looks good,” he opened his eyes and waved his hand around the room.
It did look good. Given that it had only been a day of moving in all of your boxes and unpacking every last item it looked pretty damn good. You were too zoned out on the room around you to realize he was getting up from off the bed. He made his way over to your selection of cds and you watched him flip through them.
“Looking for anything in particular?” you asked, joining him over near the window.
He shook his head and kept his eyes down, focused. You began flipping through the row beside his. His hands slowed and he took a step back. The windowsill held a small ashtray that you only owned because of him. After pushing down his cigarette he turned his attention back to you. Despite not looking at him you could feel his eyes on you. His head found its place on your shoulder. He kept his position as you pulled out a cd case and opened it. You pushed the cd into the tray and it began to play.
You had the urge to turn around and face him but you weren't quite sure what would come of that. It had been a while since you'd seen Van. Touring was his life an you knew that, it was part of the reason you never let your relationship stray too far from just friends. The thought that you'd enjoy being with him too much always loomed in the back of your mind.
His hands, previously in his pockets, had now made their way around your waist. You took in a deep breath and closed your eyes.
“Van,” you warned.
His body tensed against your back and he lowered his head to your shoulder, kissing it lightly. His breath was warm against your neck as he moved his head back up.
“Sorry,” he lifted his head up and away from you, his arms then following suit and unwrapping from around you. You quickly turned around and caught his hand. He halted where he stood half facing you.
Your feet moved beneath you they placed you directly in front of him. Seeing his face would have pushed you over the edge so you settled on looking straight on which landed your eye line at his neck. Neither of you moved, your bodies inches from touching while your fingers remained intertwined. He hung his head down, pressing his forehead against yours. Keeping your eyes closed you attempted to steady your breathing.
He whispered your name making you flinch. What were you doing? Every time he’d tried to make a move you'd shut it down knowing it wasn't a smart decision. So why were you doing this?
“I don't know…,” you grasped for some sort of explanation but found nothing.
You had feelings for him, that was always obvious, but in this moment it felt like a wave crashing against your heart. Against your better judgment you stepped closer to him. Strands of his hair fell across his face as he leaned down to meet you at eye level.
“I think you do know,” he mumbled. There was no turning back now. If you kept advancing there was no way either of you would be able to call it quits.
Before you could make a concrete decision he brushed his lips against yours. They didn't stay for long. His head dipped again and he trailed small soft kisses across your shoulder. Your breath came out shaky as he kept going making his way to your neck. A moment later you had your free hand on the back of his neck while his was pulling you, by the hip, closer to him.
“If you're going to tell me to stop you need to do it now,” he lifted his head slightly and whispered against your skin just below your ear, “or we won't want to stop it.”
After all these years, all of his attempts to do more than steal a kiss, every moment of weakness you had and kissed back, none of those ever felt like this and you both knew it. It was clear you wouldn't tell him to stop. Now it was simply a matter of letting your need for him take over. You let his hand drop and brought both of yours to his face. For a moment you just looked at him and he did the same. The shadow of a smile shown on his face and that was your breaking point. You crashed into him. This time his kiss was intense, melting you in an instant. While your fingers tangled his hair and your arm wrapped around his neck, bringing him as close as you could get him, his slid up your shirt. The contact of his fingers against your bare torso sent shivers all throughout your body. A part of you was kicking yourself for waiting this long to be close to him, the other part of you didn't have time to think about your emotions as it guided your feet to bring the both of you back towards the bed.
Suddenly, you were off the ground as he lifted you slightly to get you onto the bed. You lay with your back arching in an attempt to keep him close as he hovered over you unbuttoning his shirt. The hem of your own shirt was scrunched up around your ribs. The second he finished with the last button his mouth was back on yours. Your hands pushed his shirt over his shoulders. In an attempt to quickly remove your own top you sat up. He pushed your top over your head and he crawled up on the bed above you once again. You pushed up further onto the bed so that your head reached the pillows. His mouth moved downwards, following a straight line down your body. He trailed kisses down your chest stopping long enough to slide his hands under you and unclasp your bra. Your breath caught. He seemed to notice. Your eyes met and he came back up leveling your faces.
“You. Are. So beautiful,” he paused and left a kiss on your face between each word. His hands held your face as he brought your lips to his.
To your own surprise you pushed his shoulders off of you and placed yourself above him, straddling his hips. Your lips moved steadily against his as you fumbled with his belt. He mumbled your name against your lips. Every time he spoke you could feel your stomach doing backflips.
He sat up straight without stopping your mouths from moving and placed his hand flat against your back. He said your name again and broke apart from you.
“You know I’ve always loved you,” His eyes stayed on your lips but didn't reconnect with them. You forced yourself not to display the goofiest grin you could muster.
“Van I l-“ he crashed against your lips again smiling while he kissed you. He knew you'd say it back and it seemed he was just as passionate about hearing those words as you'd been.
Lets Take a Vote
ok ladies and germs im taking votes for my future writing. what should the pov situation be? i feel like im better with writing in first person but if u guys prefer me writing in the “you/your” way then im down for that. i just dont rlly want to start a new story without clearing that up.
if u guys could either reply to this or send what u prefer in my asks pls pls pls it would be much apreciated!!! 💕💕
6 with Van. Let it be smutty please I'm thirsty❤
kdjdkajd i have yet to write smut but ya girl has no idea what to write so i guess theres a first time for everything ladies
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1. Can you just back off? 2. I’m right here, okay? You’re all right. 3. Lock the door. 4. Keep it up and see what happens. 5. Don’t touch me right now. 6. That lipstick’s not gonna stay put for long. 7. Baby, just breathe. 8. This is a terrible idea. 9. For fuck’s sake, just shut up. 10. It’s too early for this. 11. If you keep squeezing that hard, you’ll break my hand. 12. I’m just stressed. 13. What did you break? 14. It’s four A.M. 15. I don’t need you anymore. 16. What an interesting conclusion. 17. And now you’re naked. Okay. 18. What are you wearing? 19. You’re overreacting. 20. I can’t believe you don’t even know my eye color. 21. And you thought I’d be okay with that? 22. You can’t keep doing this. 23. I’m so sorry. I can’t even tell you how sorry I am. 24. Why do you smell like smoke? 25. Why do you smell like a walking liquor bar? 26. Why do you smell like perfume? 27. Is there someone else? Don’t lie. 28. You took advantage of me. 29. If you think you’re getting out of this that easily, you’re sadly mistaken. 30. You put us both in danger. 31. I don’t understand you. 32. You’re just asking for it. 33. I could just choke you right now. 34. You are everything to me. 35. This is gonna hurt. 36. I don’t deserve this. 37. You can’t just fix everything with a kiss. This isn’t a booboo. 38. Can you slow down? 39. It feels deeper this way. 40. Did you just stick your fingers in my mouth? 41. Your family is in the other room! 42. I’m begging you. 43. Hey, you’re safe now. It’s over. 44. Where is all of my underwear? 45. I almost died. 46. This isn’t just one of your little jokes. 47. What did you do to your hair? 48. You’re scaring me. 49. I think I drank too much. 50. Well, this was unexpected. 51. It’s too late for that. 52. I didn’t mean to hurt you. 53. It’s your birthday. It is your birthday, right? 54. You’re just gonna leave me here? 55. That’s mine. You’re not taking it. 56. You made that more sexual than it should have been. 57. I’m not just gonna wait around for you. 58. That’s my only clean shirt. 59. Did you use my cologne? You smell like me. 60. I feel like I might be sick. 61. I can’t believe you would do this. 62. Don’t underestimate me. I’m a seasoned pro. 63. Your mom says differently. 64. Did you steal this? 65. I thought I lost you. 66. I think you need a shower. 67. Call an ambulance. 68. I can’t talk about this anymore. 69. Can you put your mouth here? 70. You taste like toothpaste. 71. A little manky-panky. 72. I’m going to absolutely wreck you. 73. Don’t ever say that again. 74. I don’t really care what you think. 75. I can’t do that. 76. This is a train wreck. 77. Do you need some tissues? 78. You can fuck right off. 79. You’re still gonna go, aren’t you? 80. I cannot believe you forgot. This was important to me. 81. If you buy that, I’m leaving you. 82. Can we just start fresh? 83. Don’t forget the condoms! 84. I feel like I’ve been split in two. 85. I’ve never felt anything like that. 86. You’re driving me mad. 87. This is completely different. 88. Can you believe the moon tonight? 89. Wait, why are you crying? 90. You’re making this hard for me. 91. I hope you rot in hell. 92. I think you’re an angel. 93. Do this for me and I’ll do anything you want. 94. I’m gonna take good care of you. 95. Let’s see what you’ve got. 96. I went easy on you. 97. I’m getting better, right? 98. Read my fucking lips. 99. You make me happy. 100. I can feel your heart beating.
right then! im getting back into the swing of things so if u guys wanna send me numbers itd be much appreciated!!
Heyyy, I was just wondering if you had a masterlist and if you do, do you have a link for it? x
Hey!! Sorry i currently dont but ill be making one within the week! Im getting back into writing again so ill need some organization as the stories pile up!! 💕
its been so long since i wrote anything guys im sorry!! im back now though so expect some fics flying in soon !!!!
7. The bet
Prompt: A submission from @smother-me-in-lippy
Word count: 2866
“You sure this is okay?,” Jane asked nervously, “it's such short notice i would have told you sooner i just-“ i cut her off by grabbing her shoulders and shook her.
“Jane, it's completely fine. Don't even sweat it,” i said, reassuring her. She sighed and nodded.
“Okay, cool. They'll be here soon. Just got a text saying they were off the plane.”
We were standing in the kitchen when she ran in, franticly yelling, saying her friends from back home we're coming to visit. We’d only been roomates for a few months but id known jane since freshman year of college. I knew if her friends were good by her standards they were sure to be good company. I didn't know much about her hometown friends other than she'd been secretly in love with one of them throughout the years. I couldn't lie, i wasn't quite ready to let her live that down.
“Oh, also, were going out to that bar, you know the one from andy's birthday last year?,” she paused and waited for me to nod, “just to catch up and all that so be ready!” she spoke so quickly i wasn't sure if she was nervous or excited. Maybe both.
It only took about twenty minutes before the front door was bombarded with knocks. I stayed in my room finishing getting changed while i listened jane yell out “im coming!” After slipping on my shoes i went out to join her.
She reached for the handle but turned around first. “Behave,” her eyes went stern. I faked a shocked look.
“Who me?,” she only rolled her eyes and cracked a smile.
Almost as soon as the door opened jane was thrown over someone's shoulder. Screaming filled the room followed by laughter. I watched her get carried and thrown on our couch.
“Mate, let us hug her first,” one of the boys said.
Janes head popped up from the other side of the couch and she glared at me.
“Told you they were insufferable,” she blew a piece of hair from her face. Everyone's eyes shifted to me. Clearly no one has noticed me yet.
“Actually from what i remember that's not what you were sayi-,” i began. Her eyes went wide.
“Nope! I said i hated them all!” she got up and shoved the boy who picked her up. The rest of the group made their way other and hugged her with hellos.
“Janey, i missed you,” one said. I knew their names but not whos face went with which one. After quick greetings jane came over to where i now sat on our kitchen counter.
“Okay, okay. My roommate,” she gestured towards me, “You've all heard plenty about.” I cocked a brow at her but she only smiled mischievously. “And this is Benji, Bob,” she pointed at each one as she named them, “Bondy, and Van.” I smiled politely and each of them nodded or waved my direction. “You can all get to know each other later. For now you can keep your bags in my room but youre all sleeping in here,” she said, referring to the living room. The boys made their way into her room with bags in hand.
“I'm gonna need to hear what you really said about us if we're being forced to pile in a tiny living room for you, janey,” Van, the tallest of the group, said. He looked from jane to me as if to say “you up for it?”
“Oh it would be my pleasure,” i nodded. Jane slapped my arm when he’d turned back around. “So which one is it?” i clapped my hands like a giddy child. “Is it him? Van right? Hes cute. Actually they all are,” i looked back at them. “Seriously jane what the hell was in the water over there?” i attempted to excitedly yell while still whispering.
“Keep it down,” her eyes told me if i didn't shed kill me right then and there. “And no, its not van. Im not sure i should tell you! Knowing you id be outed in half a damn second!”
“Please, please!,” i begged,”There's only four of them you know. Process of elimination, jane.” I attempted to persuade her but was cut short when i heard them entering the living room again. She gave me look to keep my mouth shut. I mimed a lock and key against my lips and we turned to face the group.
“We goin out now? I could go for drinks and some food about now.” This one i knew as bob. Jane had told me his parents were friends with hers, that they'd grown up together.
“After you,” she motioned for the group to exit our apartment.
The car ride was stuffy but we managed. The one nicknamed bondy was squished between van and benji in the backseat and was very vocal about not enjoying it.
“C'mon, you're actin like we haven't lived on a bus together and been this close before,” van nuzzled into him to further annoy him.
“Exactly, and i don't need to be in close quarters with you when were not on tour,” he moved vans head with his hand and laughed.
“Quit your complaining, we’re here,” jane announced. The car filled with cheers and sighs of relief as we all climbed out.
Our group was much larger than the usual groups that walked into the bar leading us to be sat at a booth a ways away from the actual bar area. We slid in with jane, me, and van on one side. Bondy sat across from jane while bob and benji faced me and van. The space was limited but we made due. Before the waitress could hand out all of the menus we all decided on drinks. Once everyone had a drink in hand they catching up commenced.
“Haven't seen you take shots since that party,” bondy said while cheersing shot glasses with jane, “You know, the one where you almost jumped of that roof.” I nearly choked and bob burst into a fit of laughter.
“You did what?” i leaned over the table to see her without van restricting her from my view. She rolled her eyes and shot daggers at bondy.
“She's never going to shut up about that now, thanks,” jane said to no one in particular.
“Im not even going to protest that.” I hit the bottom of my shot glass to the table and let it slide down my throat. Van laughed at my wincing expression.
“Cheers then, yeah?” He did the same to his glass and drank it. The others followed suit. We kept up with the drinks and telling embarrassing stories, mostly about jane. Eventually we left the booth and moved our way over to the bar.
“You want anythin?” Van asked, turning to me as the bartender waited for him to finish ordering. I wiggled my glass in the air for him to see.
“No, thanks though.” The others were talking to jane a few stools down. Somehow we’d wound up slightly separated from the group. Van leaned on the counter and gazed at me.
“So how’d you and jane meet?” he questioned.
“Four years ago. We got put in the same dorm hall. The only two with single dorms and no way to make friends i guess. I saw her knocked out on someone's couch at a party and couldn't bring myself to leave her there.
“What about you guys? What's the story?” i took a drink from my glass and looked at him.
“Bob introduced us. We’d known of her, they were friends for a while an all, but,” he lowered his voice and leaned in, “i'm pretty sure bondys had a thing for her since they first met.”
“Its him!” i said a little to loud. Jane peeked her head over to us. I smiled and van innocently waved at her. She looked suspicious but leaned back towards the bar anyway.
“She's been talking about how in love with one of you she is but i wasn't sure which of you it was.” His eyes grew and he smiled.
“I thought it was you but she said no,” i shrugged.
“Woah, what's wrong with me?” he asked pretending to be offended. I laughed and shook my head. “This is class, we know and neither of them will admit it to each other.” He turned his body to face them and we watched them laughing at something bondy had said.
“We should tell them right?” i asked as we faced each other again.
“No way, i want to see how long they avoid it.” He shook his head.
“Come on, id wanna know if it were me!” i protested. He stuck a hand in his pocket and pulled out a coin.
“Right then, heads i win tails you lose.” He smirked. I rolled my eyes at him and snatched the coin from his hand as he laughed.
“How about this, twenty says jane admits it first,” i challenged.
“No way, hes in too deep to keep it in any longer.” I stuck out my hand. He hesitated but shook it. “Deal,” he smiled. We moved down the bar closer to the rest of them after deciding that being within ear shot would be beneficial to our bet. Nothing came of jane and bondy while we were in the bar, unfortunately. Our secrecy only lasted about an hour before bob and benji had added to the pot.
“I say they wait, at least until we've got a longer break in tour,” benji chimed in. Bob shook his head, “i say they've already admitted we just don't know about it.” Me and Van argued with his guess.
“No way bondy didn't tell me!” he countered.
“I would be able to tell if jane had spilled it to him already.” Bob simply shrugged and added his twenty to the pile.
Somehow we managed to get benji to drive us home. I hadn’t drank much but i wasn’t confident enough to risk driving us. Since benji drank minimally to avoid a hangover tomorrow morning he elected himself as DD. The car felt a lot smaller this time around, although that was probably because i was now in the backseat. Van and bondy sat in between me and jane, all squished in the back. Bob had the brains to call shotgun before the rest of us. I was deliriously staring out the window when i felt Van smacking my arm to get my attention.
“I have to tell you something,” Bondy began, looking at jane. I felt my eyes grow and Van put a hand over his mouth.
“I’m the one that kept watering down your drinks to piss you off that one time we celebrated your birthday in london,” he admitted. Without thinking Van cursed out loud. Jane erupted into laughter due to this newfound knowledge and i did the same as van slumped into the seats realizing he hadn’t won the bet. Bondy looked at him, confused by Vans defeat.
“I knew it!,” bob turned around in his seat, “She blamed me for that! I cant believe you let her stay mad at me for weeks after that!”Now bondy was laughing at bob along with jane. Amongst the commotion Van turned to me.
“Who gets the money if no one wins.” I was stumped for a moment. The car stopped and benji turned off the ignition.
“We save it for their wedding gift.” I caught him smile at me before i climbed out of the car.
As we each downed glasses of water bondy collected extra blankets and pillows from our hall closet. Him and jane set them up on the living room floor while me and Van sat, feet dangling, on the kitchen counter.
“Is that what you meant earlier then?” he asked suddenly.
“Earlier…?” i questioned.
“Yeah, about what you’d heard about us.”
“Among other things. Mostly just telling me to shut up about her little crush though.” I smiled and watched as bondy pushed jane onto the couch. She laughed and hit him with a pillow.
“What about me, any juicy gossip heard through the grapevine?” i said, wiggling my eyebrows. He cracked a smile.
“All good things,” he reassured me. A silence followed, i cleared my throat and looked away. He jumped off the countertop and stood in front of me, both hands on either side of where i sat. I hadn't realized how tall he was until he remained eye level with me even as he stood. His hand moved from where i sat to my sleeve.
“I like this,” he said referring to my shirt.
“Stop you're making me blush,” i said sarcastically. He shook his head.
“I mean i like you, you're different,” it seemed normal but he said it as if he'd never met anyone he thought was actually different before. I laughed hesitantly.
“I don't know if i should say thank you or be offended.” I hadn't realized how close he was to me until my voice came out as a whisper.
“I meant it as a complime-,” he started.
“Were going to watch a movie, come on!” Jane yelled from across the room. He kept his eyes locked on mine.
“Can i change our bet?” he asked. I gave him a questioning look and he continued. “You win, you get your money i win… we go out. Just us,” he proposed.
“I'll think about it.” I smiled at him before sliding off the counter and ducking under his arm.
The night went on with the five of us spread out on the floor in front of the tv. I offered up my room to benji so he didn't have to hear the rest of us while he was the most sober. Bob fell asleep in an instant and i checked out almost right after. The tv was on low enough for the rest of them to watch while i drifted off. I wasn't sure how much time had passed when i felt someone shaking my arm. I groaned and rolled over to face them, keeping my eyes closed.
“What?” i mumbled. I heard quiet laughter.
“Come on,” someone whispered. I opened my eyes to see van standing over me shaking his hand for me to grab.
“What the hell i was sleeping,” i whisper yelled.
“Just come on,” he said urgently. Against my better judgment i wiped my face with both hands and reached up to him.
“Where are we goin-,” he shushed me and led me over towards janes room.
“Look.” He pointed and kept a childish grin on his face. I followed where he was pointing and looked into the room. Jane stood near her closet, it took me a few seconds to realize what i was seeing but when she spoke it all became clearer.
“We should tell them,” she whispered a little too loud.
“What if it's weird? Ive never been in this situation before.” The voice registered almost instantly as Bondys.
“I know but, i want to tell them. You and i both know if we dont tell them soon one of us will slip up.” My eyes grew and i turned quickly on my heels and ran straight into Van. He stepped back a little too quick while still grabbing my arm to keep balance and we both went tumbling to the ground. We froze as we both realized the amount of noise that was made from the crash. I scrambled up and grabbed his arm, dragging him into the nearest room. We ended up in the bathroom with Vans back against the door and my head on his arm. I was trying my hardest not to audibly laugh. He began slipping down the wall with me following to the floor. I looked up at him to see one hand over his mouth and the other still on my arm. His eyes were filled with tears and his body was shaking with silent laughter. The sight if him losing it only made it worse for me to keep it in. Suddenly, we heard the door creak open outside and someone stepped out.
“What was that?” i heard jane whisper.
“Probably came from outside,” bondy said. Me and Van exchanged cautious glances and stayed silent until we heard the door close again. I let out a sigh of relief and rested my back against the cabinets under the sink. I smiled, mostly to myself, for a moment. I felt like a kid again, mischievously laughing and hiding from adults.
“I guess this means bob wins,” he sighed, defeated. I thought for a moment.
“Double or nothing says they wait until you all leave to tell us about them,” i said, sticking out my hand.
He smiled, “Same odds?” He and i both knew jane wouldn't be able to keep it in for that long. I wouldn't be surprised if we woke up tomorrow to her yelling it from the balcony.
How about your friend is friends with the band and they’re visiting so your friend invites them to stay at your place for the time being and you and Van hit it of during the time and the first that they arrive they go out and he’s impressed by her outfit being very outgoing Sorry if it’s to much to ask for and to write. Btw love your writing
Thank you!! Yes i can absolutely do that ill get right on it!💕💕
if anyone would like to send in requests pls do so. Ive been feeling so uncreative recently and have no ideas on wheat to write about :/