A lost soul at its finest.

Love, namaste, and all that other bullshit.

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you ever look at someone and your heart jus gets overwhelmed with how much you love that person, it’s so pure & happy it’s the best feeling

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Georgia O’Keeffe in Santa fe, by Tony Voccaro and Pelvis Series, Red with Yellow, 1945

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having me open up is a privilege im willing to revoke at any given time

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What my heart being stolen looks like.

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b , I need some advice/help. So I'm really trying to get my self esteem up but it's hard. I love makeup but I'm not a fan of wearing it . I don't have the nicest clothes , or at least I lack fashion sense. Idk I just want to look nice and feel nice . Wjhy is that so hard ? It's like I have no motivation to help my appearance /:

Babes!! Don't be so scared! There are no rules to fashion or make up. I didn't start wearing make up until I was 18 and trust me I was looking like a straight clown!!! My eyebrows were so thick and dark! It's all a learning process but in today's day YouTube is very helpful with all its beauty gurus. It's all about finding what you're comfortable with. For example it's still hard for me to wear heavy make up and certain clothes. But it's all honestly from the inside!! Self love and self confidence will really help! You just gotta not give a damn what anyone thinks or says about you and what you look like because as long you feel good that's all that matters!!!! I'm going to working on a Chanel that I hope will help!! Don't be a stranger next time babes so I further support you with whatever you need.

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I can't believe I tried ending my life twice this past year. I can't believe I wanted to do it since middle school. I haven't been alive, awake, or have felt anything but pain this past year. Last week something shifted and I began to recognize other emotions besides pain. I went and got a new tattoo, regained a friend, and have continued to bë. I stopped doing all of that the moment it became my mission to show it to other people.

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Just appreciating my skin glowing this morning from all of the love I allowed in after blocking it out for so many years!

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I have my investors finally. I have the funds for what I what finally. I have my dreams coming to reality finally. I kept fighting and I kept fighting. Here I am today with my head high.

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I will always resent you. No matter how much time goes by. No matter if I have a family and I'm extremely happy with him. I will always resent you for what you did to me. You destroyed me internally for life. It's been almost two years and I still haven't been able to be whole. And yes, I'm somewhat responsible for sticking around but damn, your words were so enrolling. But you did what you did cause of you. Not because of me. Not because I didn't love you enough. Not because I was mean to you. You did what you did because you're just as fucked up as you left me. All of this has nothing to do with forgiveness. I forgave myself and you a long time ago but due to you still being a lying piece of shit I continue to resent you. Since you love stalking my socials so much I hope you understand this; the consequences of your actions have been completely losing me. Friendship and all, you lost me in all.

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“Gut feelings” are guardian angels

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