Kinda Here

[somewierd]

I'm gonna make a pinned post. Because, idk, I haven't made one yet so probably anyone who stumbles upon my blog won't know anything about me. So I'll inform people.

You can call me Rose! I'm a trans girl just posting about random thoughts I have from time to time, whether that be about games I'm playing, or about things I feel!

Terfs and transmeds dni. Any gender experience is a valid one, ok?

Edit: some people like having age pinned, so hi, I'm 22

also, if you want reblogs, you should follow my alt, @somereblogs

[somewierd]

At the point again with Strawberry Jam where I just feel I can't keep going anymore. Which I've hit a few times with the transition to each higher up lobby but never had this feeling mid lobby before. I just can't do World Abyss.

[somewierd]

heard both drama and cool things about the new gameoverse show so went to check it out and it. got me bored. to be clear I'm sure it's well written but the way it goes about the story I'm just not interested in I guess

[somewierd]

oh my god I finally cleared this map. that's all yellow grandmaster maps done for me!

now for red

[somewierd]

Been holding on to this clear video for a while and decided to actually post it somewhere. Strawberry Jam Starfruit Supernova Expert Heartside Clear. so many fun words!

[somewierd]

me when I fight numbers

[somewierd]

this one room took me maybe way longer than it should've

and I'm not even done with the map yet gosh

[somewierd]

god should've given me the ability to purr when I'm comfy

[somewierd]

so funny sometimes to see body selfies posted by someone I follow and go "oh neat" and then scroll down to see people going feral over it

[somewierd]

like I know why but it'll never stop being funny to me when Steam makes wild connections to say a game is similar to something you've played. "we think you'll like this rhythm game because you've played a platformer and a farming game before :)"

[somewierd]

Me before Violence layer: maybe I'll try getting a P rank on every level after I've beaten everything!

Me after Violence layer: wow! I'm gonna be incredibly happy if I can just manage to beat this game at all!

[somewierd]

Watched a vod of someone playing Ultrakill, really enjoyed watching it. My takeaway was "wow I really enjoy watching Ultrakill!" Watched someone else play Ultrakill and that shifted to "wow I really enjoy the energy of that one specific streamer"

[somewierd]

Cool map. Wish I liked it more, but not really for me sadly. Glad I finally beat it though! It was at least satisfying to clear a room still.

The map had an idea it wanted to execute and it executed it well! Unfortunately, I just don't like this type of gameplay.

[somewierd]

I feel kinda bad that I just, can't get myself to like the original version of Waiting. I heard the version in the full game first and liked it, and didn't know there was a different version for a while.

But then I saw some people say they miss the demo version of the song, so I went "demo version?" and listened to the white label version and I, don't think it's bad, I can respect that people prefer it. But I really just can't get myself to like how the vocals sound in the white label version. Is that just me?

[somewierd]

Tried making an actual song for the first time ever. Probably comes with all the flaws any first song ever has but, kinda just proud I made a full song at all

[somewierd]

Me yesterday afternoon: ok you know what I'm curious about this Expedition 33 game. seems fun and people go crazy about it. gonna buy it and try it!

Me 3 hours later: well I have to go to bed now. but thank god Expedition 33 finally finished downloading!

[somewierd]

I do think this is a pretty good map. However, I also do not think I enjoy theo gameplay in general very much, so I was very excited to finally be out of this map.