So.Shes.Me

[ She is stronger than you think. ]

[soshesme]

Silent cry

Sometimes no matter how happy you seem to be no one really knows. How you cry silently at night. The kind of cry where no sound comes out but your tears. Not wanting anyone to find out. You cry so hard but only your tears stream down, mouth is screaming but no sound comes out. You take the pillow and muffled the sound of your heart beating loudly. Making sure only you can hear it. Not realizing sleep took over. Another day, another smile to show others. Then night looms over and the silent cry begins.

[soshesme]

Sometimes

Sometimes people just ignore you because they are done with your sorry ass. They don't want to deal with your stupid drama. But hey, whatever. If they don't want to listen then fine. Don't force them. Just talk to someone else who will.

[soshesme]

IT

It hurts right here... 🖤

But I don't think you know..

And you will never know..

Because I will keep it in..

I will only show what everyone wants to see..

A smile.. laughter.. happiness..

Can you feel the pain..?

Can you feel my pain through my smile..?

I choose to keep quiet..

So you won't know..

Stay happy.. have fun.. you're better off that way..

[soshesme]

How

How do you let go?

How do you not care?

How do you pretend that it doesn't affect you?

How do you move on?

[soshesme]

Ang busy mo :( ingat ka lagi beshyy :( ❤️

Oo nga ehh :( ikaw din beshh! Ingat ka lagi!

[soshesme]

Besh!!!!! 💕

Besshh!! Ano naa?! Haha hi miss youu!

[soshesme]

Just

I just want that heartfelt kiss on the cheek or forehead. No lust. Just a sweet and genuine kiss.

I want a tight hug that will last me a lifetime. The hug that says it all. I love you and i'm not letting go.

[soshesme]

Apat

Apat na sasakyan. 16 crazy loud adult-ers. 8 hours drive. In 1 condo. With 3 rooms. 4 beds. 3 bathrooms. In 3 days and 2 nights. It was one crazy hell of a trip. Madaling araw umalis. Nakarating ng mid-morning. Diretcho beach. Only had 4 hrs of sleep for the whole 3 days and 2 nights. Definition ng team no sleep. Hahaha. Best vacation ever. Umalis ng hapon. Dumating ng madaling araw. Natulog ng 5 hrs. Pasok ng 7 am. Zombie sa trabaho. Weekend getaway pa more.

[soshesme]

Ganun

Bakit ganun?

Pag may pasok ang hirap gumising. Yung alarm sumisigaw "6:45 am" pero yung utak ko "sabado ba ngayon? Feeling ko sabado eh. Sabado talaga ngayon. Walang pasok." Yung katawan ko "I am one with the bed!" Kahit monday na monday.

Pag wala namang pasok, aba 5 am palang gising na pati kaluluwa ko. Matindi! Nasaan ang hustisya.

[soshesme]

Hi beshhhhh

Beshhh! Kumusta?? Long time no talk ah, nagpapayaman kaba? Haha

[soshesme]

Ano pang name niyo ate? - admirer

Hahaha tumigil ka Hules

[soshesme]

Hindi

Hindi nag breakfast, hindi na nanghalian, hindi nag baon kaya napa bili ng pagkain sa gutom. Mesherep sya. 🤤 Gusto din sana ng sushi kaya lang ang mahal, dito nalang tayo. Tacos is lifee.

[soshesme]

Late night drive with the homies. Getting some presh er and clearing some eds. Nag drive ng isang oras para kumain, nag drive ng isang oras pabalik.

[icyouinmydreamland]

“I think it’s the books that you read when you’re young that live with you forever.”

— J.K. Rowling (via goodreadss)

[soshesme]

Ang

Ang sakit.. bukas na sila aalis para sa beach trip ng tropa. 😩 Ang unfair! Lahat sila present at ako hindi. Lecheng classe to. Kaya nakakasagabal ang pag aaral sa roadtrip ng tropa eh 😭😂 (joke lang). Sige enjoy lang kayo, malunod sana kayong lahat 😭😂 (joke lang ulit). Love you guys. Have fun ah, pasalubong ko. Wag kayong makakalimut sa naiwang luhaan. 😭

[soshesme]

Yung

Yung lahat ng mga ka batch mo nag asawa na at may mga anak na. Tapos ikaw ayon, nakahiga sa kama, pagulong gulong. Nag iisip kung anong kakainin. Nag iisip kung gagala kaba o tatambay lang.

[soshesme]

Pass the happy! 💖 When you get this, reply with 5 things that make you happy and send this to the last 10 people in your notifications! 💖

What makes me happy... 1. My 5 months old mongrel "Lukas"2. Foodtrips with the boyfriend. 3. Jollibee.4. Ramen-sushi-korean bbq-tacos-noodles-takoyaki-5. When you get to help other people out of the goodness of your heart. I thank you. @theraspberry-girl thank you! ❣️