j.a.n.

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[spacedreamsbabe]

🤓🤭 some facts about me. hew🥰

I just delivered a baby girl in August. ♡ i'm on maternity leave with her and it's heavenly.

Im Greek🇬🇷 and my yia-yia and papou (grandma and grandpa) moved to Canada (my current home) in the 60's. 💙❤🖤

Im in university for i-dont-know-what. ^-^

I think its okay to be sad ♡ beautiful, even. Sadness is vast and encompassing and straightforward. Its calm and quiet. Dangerous, but in a gentle way.

Im in love with a man. Sometimes its really hard. Sometimes coping feels impossible when i cant make sense of us. We're engaged - the connection is just too real. But thats for another post...

If anyone ever wants to talk, im always here with open arms. ♡

Last fact. Im so full of love i feel like it drips and leaves trails as i venture through life, leaving puddles in the streets as i drive down them. Especially when im sad. I care a lot. But i think thats a good thing.☆

Ok. Thanks. Goodnight. Am here if anyone is lost and needs good vibes. God speed.

[spacedreamsbabe]

in the end, we’re all just naked and inevitably ignorant humans who are never as concealed as our egos believe us to be. Don’t you know that you can never not be yourself?—because you are all you know. Don’t you know—even when you hide, your soul never intended to exist on this Earth in any way that isn’t honest? You are more whole than you give yourself credit for; you’re more naked than your ego will let you accept.

-j.a.n

[spacedreamsbabe]

—hoping that I’d get high enough for the atmosphere of my comfort zone to be miles beneath me

high enough to weave through the asteroid belt that is my insecurities,

dodging each doubtful thought

like an expert mermaid navigating the depths of a nighttime ocean

-j.a.n

[stardustsomehowconscious]

To understand the broken and remain unscathed, keep my deepest heart open, and carve the strongest of lands ◇ Your stare makes me feel chosen, I crave only your hands, but your actions make me broken, do i not fit in your plan? ◇ Your mind is an ocean, and I dont have a chance, in remaining unspoken, my deepest feelings are yours, ◇ I cant miss out on your soul Baby tell me why I feel cold I dont play games but my soul is old and I recognize indivuduality more than messy souls

j.a.n.

[stardustsomehowconscious]

Stars and dark matter, Creation and destruction Abilities of the cosmic mind, We love in celebration ~ before and after suggesting we have nachos ~

[stardustsomehowconscious]

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[stardustsomehowconscious]

Emotion rolls in like waves; desire to compare from a sedated ego that no amounts of compassion can put to rest. Emotion carries me like a wave; desire for connection from a cosmic heart that no amounts of ego can quench

[stardustsomehowconscious]

When u in that creative flow n get a feel of the powers at be 😥

[stardustsomehowconscious]

I walk toward a lifetime of elevation that lies before me like a pathway lined with open roses

[stardustsomehowconscious]

Some are consistently themselves, but the minds - the souls of some dance around possibility like Aboriginals dancing around a flame; never-ending movement, riding a wave that is not visible to those not in it. Nothing can go wrong. Nothing can hurt you, even your demons have grown joyous in the avoidance of reality - or is it the acknowledgment of reality? Why do we dance?

j.a.n.

[stardustsomehowconscious]

After your passing, I realized I would never be whole again, so I learned to embrace my holes

[10secondstosayitall]

I’m just so broken and there’s love spilling out of every wound and I have nowhere to go. I found a home between your bones but I’m not welcome anymore. why don’t you let me in? how many times should I knock before I stop trying? how many times can I drive drunk without dying? I’ve been picked apart and thrown away but here I am standing in front of you after sewing myself back together for the eighteenth time. I love you. don’t you know that? how does it feel to have my whole being at your fingertips? how does it feel knowing I want to collapse into your collarbone when you look at me? I should’ve known that people cannot be homes. They will bring rain and have no interest in sheltering you.

titled “when literally all your thoughts just come pouring out”  submission #368 (via 10secondstosayitall)

“I love you. Don’t you know that? How does it feel to have my whole being at your fingertips?”

[stardustsomehowconscious]

"Singing soft grunge just to soak up the noise" - Lana Del Rey, West Coast

[stardustsomehowconscious]

Often i find birds in my chest flying north toward my mind for seasons of warmth

[stardustsomehowconscious]

I could write a poem, but it would be more like a hymn

My love for God’s world exceeds the arts and enters a realm that's far more real

[stardustsomehowconscious]

I live for the dreams where I float under a morning sun in waters that are an extension of my subconscious; shifting gracefully to outer energies and clear as my mind’s eye, liquid crystal, making the sunlight glint off in perfect reflection

j.a.n.

[stardustsomehowconscious]

Stardust strands dancing in the vitamin rich bath water!💖🌌🌊🌙