morgan

tw sh/m3ntal 1llness | she/her | online diary?? | if triggered don’t report, block

[starryeyedb1tch]

it’s been years, stuck in this labyrinth of issues. why do i feel like i haven’t made an ounce of progress when it’s all that occupies my mind?

i feel as though i’m still thirteen, digging through the garage in hopes to luck out on a rusty box cutter, and a bottle of booze to temporarily wash away any coherent thoughts.

[starryeyedb1tch]

i sit in the grass, smoking my thoughts away until all that’s remains is an ashy blur.

recovery doesn’t seem like an option anymore, it’s comforting to wallow in my misery.

[starryeyedb1tch]