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INDIE, SELECTIVE, MUTUALS ONLY STEVE ROGERS / CAPTAIN AMERICA
influenced primarily from the cinematic universe with inspirations from the comics. canon divergent and headcanon focused. mature and potentially triggering themes will be explored.
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this blog prioritizes female muses, especially original characters.
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mentally i'm *fart noise* and trying to get my shit together. been a rough past week and i'm exhausted, physically and mentally. but im gonna be around (ish) to catch up on dms and plot
thinking about how steve was prepared to take on thanos and his army all by himself before he knew the others were going to show up, fully expecting to die but at least die fighting.
there are actual tears in my eyes help
› TENSION LINER PROMPTS
"I dare you to try."
"Do you always get close?"
"You’re pushing my limits."
"Stop looking at me like that."
"I’m losing control here."
"You have no idea, do you?"
"I can’t resist you anymore."
"Stay back, or don’t."
"I know what you want."
"This is getting dangerous now."
"You’re too tempting for me."
"I shouldn’t want this, but…"
"I don’t play fair, remember?"
"Careful, you’re testing me."
"You’re just making it worse."
"You’re too close for comfort."
"Do you always push buttons?"
"Stop before I kiss you."
"You’re making it too hard."
"I can’t stop thinking about you."
"I want you too much."
"You know exactly what you’re doing."
"I’m not playing games here."
"You’ve crossed the line now."
"Keep pushing, and you’ll regret it."
"This is dangerous, isn’t it?"
"I’m trying not to care."
"Don’t make me regret this."
"You’re playing with fire."
"You don’t know what’s coming."
"I shouldn’t be this close."
"We’re getting dangerously close now."
"I can feel the heat."
"Don’t test me right now."
"I want you too badly."
"Don’t make me chase you."
"You’re distracting me, you know."
"I won’t fall for this."
"I want you, but…"
"What do you want from me?"
"I’ll never give in."
"I’m trying not to care."
"You’re playing with my patience."
"Don’t make this harder, please."
"I can’t stop this feeling."
"I’m already in too deep."
"You won’t walk away unscathed."
"You’re walking a fine line."
"I’m trying to stay calm."
"What are you doing to me?"
thought i was gonna have more time to write this weekend but ive been way more busy than i anticipated. will try and be here today but my brother and i are going hiking this morning so who knows how beat i'll be. send me memes or yell at me to plot in the mean time.
good morning i woke up thinking about st/eve roge/rs and the way the mcu ruined his ending in endgame. personally, i think it was cheap and lazy writing. steve would have never just up and left the way he did for a few reasons.
1. he had moved on and made a life for himself in modern time. it wasn't perfect and he was mostly focused on work and saving the world. but he had adapted to that life. he had friends and responsibilities. he could have easily retired, met a nice girl, settled down, had a bunch of a super babies, etc. lived a normal quiet life after endgame.
2. he had just gotten his best friend back and it was obvious that bucky needed help readjusting himself. he's recently regained his autonomy and is now living as a free agent in a world he was never allowed to navigate or get used to on his own as the w/inter so/ldier. steve would have wanted to make sure that bucky would be okay more than anything.
3. yes, he loved peggy, but he also knew her as a old woman who had lived her life. she married and had kids and even said she lived a full life. she had worked hard during her career, and it's not like she had some tentative marriage where she just settled down and “made do” with the husband she had. she loved him. and chose him. and steve knew that. he wouldn't go back in time and stay with her, knowing he'd take away that future from her. steve deserves to be selfish sometimes but he's not THAT selfish.
that is why endgame ending is not canon for my steve. it's just not something that would happen or something he would do. it's completely out of character and i refuse to accept it as canon.
oh and another thing ☝️ he would have to live with that guilt for the rest of his life, knowing he went back for peggy and stopping the future she had from ever happening. her life with her husband? gone, never happened. her children? they don't exist. i don't believe that is something that would settle with steve very well. especially since he saw all the pictures she had as an older woman, her children, her grandchildren, the trips she took, the adventures she had. there's too big of a "what if" in going back for her; what if she doesn't have as much of a fulfilling life with him? is that something he could live with? no, i don't think so.
wrote a couple things but my laptop died plus i need to go run a few errands. come yell at me to plot, throw me memes. i'm around on mobile sort of.
Captain America: The First Avenger (2011) | dir. Joe Johnston
Steve Rogers
art school
dabbing a cut on the lip
he didn’t have the heart to tell her it was completely unnecessary for her to be fussing over just a split lip. and he didn’t want her to stop, truth be told. even if he did heal up quickly it was a rarity that someone ever took care of him like this, and there was something familiar and nostalgic about it. something he missed since taking the serum. so he let her, sitting against the back of her sofa as she dabbed his lip with some cotton and alcohol. he let his long lashes flutter shut as she tended to him before saying.
“ thank you. ” it was a simple saying, but one he didn’t say empty. “ you, um— ” he cleared his throat, finding the confidence that had been dormant for so many years. “ —you’re good with your hands— i mean. you know what you’re doing. ”
/ @depictedblue
The petite blonde stepped into the coffee shop and offered a genuine, caring smile to the man she picked out of the crowd. "Thank you so much for meeting with me, Captain Rogers," she hummed, her voice low as she sat at the back table in the corner with him. "My name is Karen Page. I really appreciate you..." She knew her invitation had been rather vague, but she'd been honest in her email. She needed help.
he felt a bit cramped tucked away in the back, hands wrapping around a cup of steaming black coffee. the atmosphere was quiet and surprisingly private, a nice change from his usual haunts. he scribbled the name of the coffee shop down into his little notebook to remember to come here again. he smiles at the woman who approaches him, standing as she sits down before taking his seat again.
“ please, miss page, just call me steve. ” he says, extending his hand to her as they shake. “ i won’t lie your message definitely caught my attention. i know you’re with the paper, but your message seemed pretty frantic. ” he leaned forward more, curiosity and concern blended in his blue eyes. “ what’s this about? ”
/ @xthedevilyouknowx
❛ i’m real. i’m here. ❜
the soothing tune of her honeyed voice had quelled some rising panic that he was feeling building in his chest, but not the suspicion. it was one thing to wake up completely confused and in a strange place, but it was another to feel completely out of time. the radio claimed to be playing a new song, but it was at least a year old according to his memory— a song that had played as he and the howling commandos celebrated taking down, yet another, hydra outpost. even the air didn’t feel quite right, even the girl before him stood out of place, trying to soothe a freshly awakened super soldier whose last memories were nose diving into the piercing ice cold waters of the north atlantic.
“ you’re real. ” he confirms, blue eyes narrowing suspiciously. “ but none of this is. ” he says, motioning towards the staged room, slowly standing up from the squeaking bed he had been strategically placed on. “ is it? ”
/ @espercr
❛ why does it feel like this is goodbye? ❜ ( peggy. Whoops )
at the end of the day it still felt like he didn’t always know left from right. not when it came to peggy, not when it came to being captain america— the dancing monkey turned war hero. and he had a suspicious feeling that going on this mission might take a turn for the worse, his gut yelling at him to put the shield down and not go. not if it meant leaving his best girl behind. but he had his duty— his moral obligation to see this through and to save those men.
“ it’s only goodbye for now. ” he said, a weary half smile on his lips as he looked down at her, a gloved finger brushing away a rogue stand of dark brown hair. “ when i return i’ll cash in that dance you owe me. ” the words left like a prayer, but it was hard to get past the twisting feeling in his gut. that maybe that dance was just an empty promise. “ promise. ”
/ @ghostscribes
temp CARRD is up
friendly reminder that steve canonically went to art school when he was 19 for a year. i headcanon that he wanted to obtain a degree but wasn't able to afford to continue his education there, therefore not completing it. he learned a lot though and hes very grateful for that experience. now, enter modern timeline steve and him casually taking community college art courses in his down time. yes, thank you.
