𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓭 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽

indie the 100 oc • est. 2017 / rebooted 2023

[stellarstolen]

STELLARSTOLEN. indie delinquent oc from cw's the 100. est. 2017, revamped 2023. written by brea, 21+, she/her. other blogs: @knifc & @arzodae.

CARRD│MEMES│INTEREST TRACKER

[stellarstolen]

me, but i actually finish iconing ye.llow.stone, a concept

[waldenborn-deactivated20240621]

sleep seems to be a luxury that many couldn't afford anymore; a solace that they all seek with waiting arms and yearning hands. just barely outside of helo's grasp, as he claws and damns his way to just know the peace of not having to be awake for a few hours. he nods his head at her question, a brief flutter of his inky lashes against his sun kissed cheeks, evidence of what happens when he spends too long outside guarding the walls as one of his many new duties since returning to arkadia. down along the halls, helo can imagine those that came crashing down unforgivingly, sleeping in their comfortable beds, tucked away in the peace of the night. "they don't understand what it was like down there," he murmurs, hoping maia would understand what he means. mount weather.

[stellarstolen]

It was so easy to get angry these days, to lash out. Fighting for your life did strange things to a person, and they’d all done more than enough of that, even before the mountain… She tried to distract herself, joined the guard instead of retreating back to the library where she’d just be alone with her own thoughts. Didn’t help as much as she hoped. Just meant more face time with people’s pity. No one talked about what they’d been through, but it was always there under the surface. If only it were so easy to forget. “It’s like they just expect us to be normal. Like it’s an inconvenience to them.”

[atgalaxye]

@stellarstolen , starter call : RAVEN & MAIA

BEING BACK ON THE ARK ISN'T EASY FOR ANYONE. they all were part of the hundred which already speaks of a sour past with the place, and emori and echo are completely unfamiliar with the environment. so it's an adjustment period for everyone. she pushes a second glass towards maia filled up to a finger with a brown liquid. " bellamy found an old bottle, " she explains. she hasn't drunk hers, yet. already back for a short period and she's looking down an alcoholic drink. past already haunting her. she's not her mother, she knows that. but back in this place... even finn's ghost seems more present. the prospect of a spacewalk again though, that's nearly enough to outweigh everything negative.

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          She took a sip. The burn down her throat took her right back to Jasper and Monty’s moonshine, that Unity Day when they all thought things were looking up. It was almost funny now, how wrong they’d been…One end-of-the-world after another, until they stopped being able to outrun them. At least most of them hadn’t. That was the worst part, the guilt. She could deal with this place, the ghosts up here she’d mostly made peace with, it was the ones that followed her that she couldn’t shake. “It’s not so bad.” After a moment, she gestured at the glass as clarification. “The drink I mean. Everything else is…” No need to finish that sentence. “At least Monty and Harper are having a good time,” she added with a short laugh.

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i just caught up on silo and i feel like a new verse is incoming...

[ohbeauregard]

You tackled those demons.

[waldenborn-deactivated20240621]

night time is usually whenever helo is able to salvage whatever scraps of peace that he can find; every bodies are usually tucked away in bed, the heat of the sun no longer beat down on his skin, and he can have the training room all to himself. he spent several hours beating against a makeshift punching bag, as a desperate attempt to quell the screams that echoes inside of his skull. when he finally realize that he needs to rest, he starts to make his way down one of the halls inside of the wreckage of arkadia, and stumbles upon @stellarstolen. "couldn't sleep?"

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          The nightmares would fade over time, at least that’s what Abby had said. Things will get easier, you’ll forget, just focus on training, focus on building this new life. She was so tired of listening to everyone else’s thoughts on where she should be. They hadn’t been there. There was no point in going back to sleep, she wouldn’t be able to. So, she’d walk the halls until the sun came up if she had to. She jumped when she saw Helo, surprise momentarily jarring her out of her own head. “No,” she answered flatly. “But what’s new?” After a moment, she added, softer, “Guess you couldn’t either?”

[stellarstolen]

@spacek1ng said ──── ❝ we all have something left to lose ❞

          She’d lost so much, just since coming to the ground. Some of those faces would haunt her forever. She hadn’t done enough ( hadn’t been enough ) to save them. But, Bellamy was right, there were still things worth living for. People worth living for. If she were gone, it was one less person watching out for those that were left. She still had battles left to win. 

          “It’s so easy to get lost in the past, and lose sight of what we’re fighting for. We’ve made it so far, there’s no giving up now.”

[raelynnnix]

I’m just glad you’re better.

[breamemes]

obsidio sentence starters

❝ that’s the point of all this. that’s why we’re here today. to tell the story for everyone who can’t tell you themselves. to shine a light. to speak for the dead ❞

❝ apologies for interrupting your beauty sleep. fuck knows you could use some more ❞

❝ you think this isn’t a battle? this is a fucking war ❞

❝ we all know damn well they’re going to shoot every one of us sooner or later ❞

❝ you and your caution can get fucked, __ ❞

❝ we all have something left to lose ❞

❝ if i ever knew you, i don’t now ❞

❝ there was something about him that made me feel…alive ❞

❝ we make an amazing team, as far as lying goes ❞

❝ being stabbed doesn’t feel like you’d think. it actually feels like being punched. isn’t that weird? ❞

❝ how about we all put it back in our pants, admit we’re on the same side and start working together instead of acting like a pack of fucking schoolkids ❞

❝ just once i wish someone would say “i have good news and fucking awesome news” ❞

❝ i’ve never seen a man march to his own funeral before ❞

❝ you fall in love enough, you’re gonna be nothin’ but scar tissue ❞

❝ she seems unpredictable, and, if i may say, overly fond of profanity ❞

❝ you’re unpredictable, i’m fond of profanity. we get the job done ❞

❝ don’t you want to be a part of what happens next? ❞

❝ we fought our way through hell too ❞

❝ they’re treating us like kids. like what we did was nothing ❞

❝ i’m not like you ❞

❝ it doesn’t matter what we used to be, all that matters is what he is now ❞

❝ i don’t think the boy i knew is left in there ❞

❝ i know we can get out of this. that might sound stupidly optimistic, but where there’s life, there’s hope, you know? ❞

❝ no one who lives in our memory truly dies ❞

❝ you want to give up, do it on your own time. i’m not done fighting yet ❞

❝ i told you to fuck off and die. that’s the sort of thing that can lead to a grudge ❞

❝ you can either sit back and watch it happen or help us do something about it ❞

❝ christ, don’t give me that desktop calendar bullshit, we’re in a war here ❞

❝ i will break his nose. i will break his smug fucking FACE ❞

❝ i remember a time when i didn’t harbor dark thoughts like this. do you remember that time, __? ❞

❝ every morning, the moment when i wake up, everything’s okay for a few seconds. and then it comes crashing down on me, crushing me beneath its weight, as the memory arrives ❞

❝ i always hate it when people tell me i look tired, because really it’s code for ‘you look like shit.’ but there’s no other way to say it ❞

❝ at least our lives will have been worth dying for ❞

❝ you know death. it’s utility. it’s necessity. ❞

❝ ‘right’ is whatever the people who’re standing at the end say it is. ‘right’ is decided by the people who win ❞

❝ a soldier’s first duty is to their conscience ❞

❝ things always look darkest in the dead of the night ❞

❝ i’m trusting you with my life, but one way or another, my life is going to end up on the line ❞

❝ i wasn’t sure you still cared ❞

❝ some must die that the rest might live ❞

❝ i’ll remember you, you’ll always be a part of my story ❞

❝ if they could see us tearing at each other’s throats, they’d be fucking laughing, do you understand that? ❞

❝ if all you want to do is fight, anyone and anything, then they’ve already won. it’ll all have been for nothing ❞

❝ i’m everything. i’m furious. i’m guilty. i should have seen this coming. i’m guilty because i’m hurting ❞

❝ i’m defending the only family i have left, i’ll do whatever it takes ❞

❝ you still have people who care about you ❞

❝ you are what your actions make of you, not what other people say you are ❞

❝ i get the impression maybe no one’s ever told you they’re proud of you, i am. ❞

❝ i can’t help feeling like i should have done more for you ❞

❝ what we’ve been through together–we’ve seen every part of each other ❞

❝ this is forever ❞

❝ the concept of fortune is nonsensical, reliance upon chance is a certain recipe for calamity and an exercise in simpleminded delusion ❞

❝ you really need to work on the pep-talk thing ❞

❝ i am sorry, __. for what i did, for what i am ❞

❝ every story needs its villain, and its hero, and its monster ❞

❝ yeah, i know, i’m fucking incorrigible ❞

❝ how the fuck am i supposed to feel? you’re leaving me after all this? ❞

❝ i see what i am becoming, and i am starting to frighten myself ❞

❝ how do you sleep at night? how do you live with yourselves? ❞

❝ everyone deserves a second chance ❞

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tbt to that biker gv where everyone was hot and also a terrible person i miss her

[bodybebangin]

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i'm gathering screencaps and i would just like to know who decided that everything kelsey was in was gonna be super depressing?

[breamemes]

gemina sentence starters

❝ if you guys can roll out any kind of cavalry, now’s the goddamn time ❞

❝ if it was the last saturday night before the destruction of the universe, i’d still have plans to wash my hair ❞

❝ it’s hard to believe a criminal mastermind could be this gullible ❞

❝ damn your blinky eyes and condescension ❞

❝ please excuse me. i’m off to end my pointless existence in the dark void of space. tell mother i love her ❞

❝ i brought you here to see a whole sky of different stars ❞

❝ whatever has you chasing me, it’s nothing to do with who i am. because you have no idea who i am ❞

❝ you haven’t angered any goddesses recently, have you? ❞

❝ for a guy who asks me out a lot, you’re pretty good at standing me up ❞

❝ for a girl who turns me down a lot, you’re awfully good at pretending like we’re married ❞

❝ this is not the time to quote crusty old war strategists ❞

❝ i’m gonna stomp his jelly beans so hard his kids will be born crooked ❞

❝ how can you be one of us if you’re cut in two? ❞

❝ whom do you serve, your ego or your mission? ❞

❝ fuck the smartest move. they’re going to kill us. i’m not volunteering to be next ❞

❝ i’m going to take them apart piece by piece ❞

❝ i can’t see tomorrow from here, can’t imagine anything after this ❞

❝ patience and silence had one beautiful daughter, and her name was vengeance ❞

❝ strike the shepherd, the sheep will scatter ❞

❝ this is not a democracy. this is a war ❞

❝ odds are we’ll get killed and nobody’ll know we tried, but we can’t just leave all these people here to die ❞

❝ i’m gonna get shot, you know that right? and when it happens, just so you’re aware, i’m gonna expect a kiss as i die in your arms ❞

❝ there’s this moment, this tiny moment, in between the time you decide to pull a trigger and the time the death arrives. there’s just you and everything you’re about to take away. it’s too big. it goes forever ❞

❝ you don’t have to pretend it’s okay, you don’t have to find a joke about it ❞

❝ don’t become the monster ❞

❝ i am not what i once was ❞

❝ i’m told bravado is impressive under certain circumstances, but i’ve yet to find them ❞

❝ i have no enemies, only obstacles, and it’s time i start removing them ❞

❝ if the guilt attack you got right now was warranted, you’re goddamn right i’d be the first one to call you on it. this shit isn’t on you. none of it is ❞

❝ everyone in this thing has lied to me except you ❞

❝ if ever under god there was a time not to fuck with me, now is it ❞

❝ hold your breath. listen. and i will show you the components of calamity ❞

❝ i was thinking, and i realize now might not be the time and all, but i was thinking when this is over, maybe you might want to go out somewhere? dinner. or coffee. or something ❞

❝ you are as quick witted and as beautiful as your are deadly ❞

❝ you ever get the feeling you forgot something real important? ❞

❝ you want to get your head in the fucking game or keep cracking wise? ❞

❝ fuck your apologies. people are dead because of you ❞

❝ there is no us, do you understand? there’s nothing between us. nothing ❞

❝ you cared about me. i know you did. and i still care about you ❞

❝ it’s not about what you say. it’s what you do that matters here ❞

❝ probably safer to say ‘screw the drama’ and just kill the bitch ❞

❝ you might get only one shot. so shoot ❞

❝ no, don’t you dare ask me that. i’m not kissing you goodbye ❞

❝ look, i don’t mean to sound like a bitch, but i’ve got his blood all over my hands from where he died in my arms ❞

❝ i know this is an impossibly stupid question, but are you…is there anything at all i can do? ❞

❝ say “please” you little bitch ❞

❝ i don’t want to shoot you, but- scratch that. i do want to shoot you. feel free to give me a reason ❞

❝ we can’t stop. i want to. i just want to lie down and wait for it to be done. but we can’t ❞

❝ i wanted to tell our story. i wanted people to know ❞

❝ so you’re saying there’s another universe where i took my mother’s advice, and i’m a professional musician living it up in new vegas right now? ❞

❝ keep running that mouth, i’ll show you what fucked up feels like ❞

❝ i already kicked your ass and tied you up, i can gag you too ❞

❝ first, i want you to remember that i have a history of disobeying your direct orders and turning out to be right… ❞

❝ not to be a brat about it, but let’s just reflect on the fact that i’ve been right a lot of times ❞

❝ jesus, this is insane, i shouldn’t be talking with you at all ❞

❝ do you still believe in god? after everything that has happened? ❞

❝ to protect you is all i have ever wanted ❞

❝ your word is worth absolutely nothing ❞

❝ you really want to insult the only one of us who’s getting on top of them? ❞

❝ the universe itself depends on you…no pressure ❞

❝ it may comfort you to know that your death, while astonishingly violent, will likely be mercifully swift ❞

❝ you’re kind of an asshole, you know that, right? ❞

❝ your pep talks fucking suck ❞

❝ you must be strong, the price of failure is incalculable ❞

❝ never really learned when to fold, but you can win with a pair of 2s if you act like you’ve got aces ❞

❝ it’s great to be good, it’s better to be lucky ❞

❝ so, what’s a girl gotta do to get a lift around here? ❞

❝ it’s not about what i say, right? it’s what i do that matters here ❞

❝ you really think “impossible” was going to be a problem for us after all that? ❞

[stellarstolen]

not me forgetting to change the info in the pinned post when i copied it over from my other blog

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                                                    “I wasn’t much of a petty thief.                                                     I wanted the whole world or nothing.”                                        the 100 oc || indie || selective || written by brea

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