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　　SAM(uel)　　or　　manhattan.　hayden.　willow.　sebastian.

#†̥̈ ༙༙　sam.#†̥̈ ༙༙　ben.#†̥̈ ༙༙　annie.#†̥̈ ༙༙　jared.#†̥̈ ༙༙　abigail.#†̥̈ ༙༙　cate.#†̥̈ ༙༙　britney.#†̥̈ ༙༙　johnny.#†̥̈ ༙༙　dean.#†̥̈ ༙༙　juliet.#†̥̈ ༙༙　nikki.#†̥̈ ༙༙　blurry.

samwspn

sam wesson appreciation post

sorry i’ve been gone so much, got caught up in so much shit. everything’s getting better now, i’ll be back. don’t mean to make you feel abandoned.

— d.w

AHH hi hi hi welcome back!! i hope you're okay and that you had fun while you were gone!!!

#†̥̈ ༙༙　singlet identity.#†̥̈ ༙༙　sam.

strangerslap

none of the people i value value me to the same degree that i value them, if at all. i try not to let it affect me but there are some people that i just can't seem to let go

strangerslap

i'm logically okay with being secondary and tertiary and so on because i understand that i have flaws that would make me being their primary choice difficult and straining but still. i'm not what they need even though i'd like to be and there's nothing i can do about that. it still hurts emotionally even if i understand it from a logical point of view

strangerslap

actually no i don't care they can go fuck themselves. if they're gonna lead me on and pretend to be buddy-buddy with me while actively treating me differently from other people and isolating me from their interactions with them then actually they suck i hate them.

strangerslap

i remembered i have bpd i think i just need to shut up and chill. this will be gone in like an hour and i'll love them again even though this keeps happening with them gah whatever

#†̥̈ ༙༙　singlet identity.#influences ‎ ‎ ː ‎ ‎#†̥̈ ༙༙　sam.

strangerslap

none of the people i value value me to the same degree that i value them, if at all. i try not to let it affect me but there are some people that i just can't seem to let go

strangerslap

i'm logically okay with being secondary and tertiary and so on because i understand that i have flaws that would make me being their primary choice difficult and straining but still. i'm not what they need even though i'd like to be and there's nothing i can do about that. it still hurts emotionally even if i understand it from a logical point of view

strangerslap

actually no i don't care they can go fuck themselves. if they're gonna lead me on and pretend to be buddy-buddy with me while actively treating me differently from other people and isolating me from their interactions with them then actually they suck i hate them.

#they're making me want to self isolate from discord #i hate them so much #i think i'm having an episode #whatever #†̥̈ ༙༙　singlet identity.#influences ‎ ‎ ː ‎ ‎#†̥̈ ༙༙　sam.#†̥̈ ༙༙　nikki.#†̥̈ ༙༙　britney.

i'm tired. but i don't want to go to sleep because i'll miss everything

#it'll be more of a reason for people to be neutral leaning negative about me #†̥̈ ༙༙　singlet identity.#influences ‎ ‎ ː ‎ ‎#†̥̈ ༙༙　sam.

strangerslap

none of the people i value value me to the same degree that i value them, if at all. i try not to let it affect me but there are some people that i just can't seem to let go

strangerslap

i'm logically okay with being secondary and tertiary and so on because i understand that i have flaws that would make me being their primary choice difficult and straining but still. i'm not what they need even though i'd like to be and there's nothing i can do about that. it still hurts emotionally even if i understand it from a logical point of view

#†̥̈ ༙༙　singlet identity.#influences ‎ ‎ ː ‎ ‎#†̥̈ ༙༙　sam.#†̥̈ ༙༙　nikki.#i want to self isolate so bad right now #<- influenced by ‎ ‎ ː ‎ ‎#†̥̈ ༙༙　britney.

none of the people i value value me to the same degree that i value them, if at all. i try not to let it affect me but there are some people that i just can't seem to let go

#†̥̈ ༙༙　singlet identity.#influences ‎ ‎ ː ‎ ‎#†̥̈ ༙༙　nikki.#†̥̈ ༙༙　sam.

going to make a collective name hoard post.. yay!

#for reference:#every now and then we undergo intense systemflux episodes #and there's this singlet identity that emerges in the light of that #and we usually use that to build our collective identity #if this makes any sense #†̥̈ ༙༙　singlet identity.#<- tag for when this happens!

koiagain

”Get out of ur comfort zone” i have never been comfortable Ever in my life

koiagain

anxiety disorder more like Ummmm more like stupid fcuking scared disorder

got some new books!

english latin dictionary, dictionary of law, two medical/anatomy dictionaries, penguin dictionary of psychology, a little book of language by david crystal (repurchase since i lost my other copy before i could finish it..), and a couple others i can't remember (will update when i get home to check)

#i got the psych dictionary and another one today #the others are from the last two months #i also got some retro sours #†̥̈ ༙༙　sam.

addison-spn

guess who’s birthday it is today….

i want to post more on here but i'm not sure what..

#†̥̈ ༙༙　sam.

vampyr-ism

Freaky Sammy

silvergrasshopper

Dean being a provider and an enabler for Sam's addiction. When Sam finishes a hunt or behaves like a good enough boy and begs him prettily enough on his knees — all doe-eyed and clingy — maybe, just maybe, Dean will take out his flask filled with demon blood as a reward. He'll tip Sam's head back and slowly pour it down his throat, watching as he gulps it down greedily. But he can't go too fast, no, he has to behave, show restraint, be grateful that Dean's doing anything for him at all — that he's getting a reward at all. After Dean decides he's had enough, he'll let the blood drip down Sam's face — likes it when he looks all bloodied up for him — and slowly wipe away all the blood while Sammy's still on his knees like the good baby brother he is.

vengeful-fawn

#demon blood sam winchester

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