the.daisytomlinson this is the fourth time Iâve tried to write this. No words will come close to explaining how broken I am, once again. My precious sister. My heart is bleeding. I keep imagining and praying they have the wrong person. Not my sister, my best friend.
it was only a few weeks ago that we were sat on the sofa bed at 3am drinking tea, eating French fries and chatting about the future. You told me about all your plans. We were excited.
I pushed you away when you tried cuddling me, I thought I would have so many more chances to do that. I would cuddle you a million times over if you were still here, with me. Protecting me from this cruel world.
I can still feel your arms wrapping around my waist and your lips kissing my head. I can hear your voice. I want to hold you, keep you safe. Tell you how much you meant to me and how much I adored you. Iâm frightened without you. Youâve left me feeling alone.
Mama needed you. i hope you are happier up there with her. make sure you donât forget about us. keep us in your conversations.
i have two angels now, watching over me. i canât wait to make you both so proud of me.