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Tom Bagshaw

I've been having the most fucked up dreams lately and I don't know why.

The other night I had a dream that I was at my Nonna's place (and for some reason, I've noticed that I've had a lot of dreams located at her house) and I was babysitting my cousin from my other side of the family there. But there was a party or something going on throughout the house and I didn't know anyone there. My cousin wasn't listening to me while I was trying to get him to come downstairs, and he started giving me shit for no good reason.

Last night I had a dream about a lot of animals. It started with a blue-jay that somehow managed to make it into my house, and was chilling in the bathroom. and then I found a little tiny crocodile that couldn't have been bigger than a gecko, he was in the basement but eventually we lost him And then there were cats. Like, 8 cats or something.

Maybe it's a sign that I'm going to be a crazy cat lady when I'm older.

I had one of the most fucked up dreams last night, and I have no idea what it could possibly mean.

I remember being in a house that I've had dreams about before, but I've never been there, only this time it was my ex boyfriend's house. I went into the basement and moved some things around, and there was a secret tunnel leading to another part of his house, where he had two women trapped and almost held hostage. I didn't get the faces of either of the women, but I remember one had dark hair. It was strange because I couldn't even get a vibe of what he would have wanted them for. I don't even know how to explain it. But something about that dream just really irked me, and I've been in an off mood all day from it.

Had a really strange dream last night. I was dreaming that I was sleeping at Martie's with him, but then it turned into a different house, and all of my family was there for some kind of a party or something. Then when I was supposed to wake up Martie to see if he was okay with everything or whatever, I couldn't find his room at first. Then I found it and walked in and he was just waking up and seemed kinda pissed. So I left him alone and went back to whatever the fuck the party was. So then I try to go get him again about fifteen minutes later, and he was fucking some other girl.

Needless to say, I didn't wake up in the best of moods today considering what happened last night.

Had a dream that I met Claudio Sanchez again. And that he autographed a bandanna or something for me, and I lost it. I went to start looking for it but I was wandering through a train station and a change room to a pool or something. Ran into my friend Christina, and she just shrugged me off like I wasn't there. So strange.

I remember seeing Matty and my Nonno Bee. I don't exactly remember what Matty was doing, I think he was singing to me like an idiot :). But I remember being at the table with my family, and Nonno Bee was there and he was dancing around and he looked much younger than 105. Anyway, Scene changed

I remember I was in a cab, going down a dead and dark road. I realized that I didn't have the money to pay for the cab fare, so I pretty much tuck and rolled out of the cab, onto the ground, and went and was lying down in the grass on the side of the road, trying to stay as close to the ground as possible so no one would see me.

Some Asian guy came back to me, and I think he was either the cab driver, or some kind of trainee cop. Either way, he was asking me to pay, and so I tried to give the whole crying scene of "Please don't write up a ticket for me, I'm sorry, it won't happen again...blablablabla". The dude basically told me to suck it up and the water works weren't doing anything. So then I turned around, and ran toward him, threatening to kill him. He then stepped back a bit looking terrified and I just said "I'm sorry, I'm fucking crazy"

Then when I dealt with him, I turned around to try and make my way back to wherever the fuck I was going, and a couple of cops came by, as well as people who work for the University, but I have no fucking idea who they were. Anyways, I tried to explain that I needed to go somewhere and they mentioned something about a cab, and I said I couldn't take a cab. They immediately caught on and tried to arrest me for not paying the cab fare. WTF

I had the strangest dream where my family and I were on a mission. I also remember totally hooking up with Johnny Depp hah!

But we were on a mission to find a glass lantern for my friend Matty. We went to some house but we weren't supposed to tell the people it was for a lantern.

I remember going into some kind of barn-looking house, and seeing Maryann and Christina there, smoking out of Jazz Vogtle. I saw that they did this without asking me, and they were being kinda rough with it. So I tried to keep my cool, went up to them and said something along the lines of "guys, if you want to smoke out of this bong, fucking tell me and that's cool. I got that bong in memory of Matt in case you didn't know, and I'm pretty pissed you guys are using it without me and without my permission. Wtf". They then got super fucking pissed off at me, and started yelling back at me at how I was a stupid bitch, and basically they didn't want to be friends with me anymore. It broke my fucking heart because I would do absolutely anything for them. They've been my best friends for such a long fucking time, and it fucking killed to see them mouthing off to me for something that was super important to me.

I remember one scene where I was supposed to be writing a test with my old elementary school teacher. I didn't study or anything so I was trying to cheat off my friend Steve.

Then I remember being at my store while I was working, and trying to start a jazz band at the same time.

I think I remember seeing a few other people within these dreams, but I dunno anymore.

I remember being in some kind of house that wasn't mine, but was supposed to be. It was a different looking residence that I lived in last year. Looked nothing like it, but I've had dreams about this alter place before.

I remember seeing my mother. And she was balling her eyes out saying "It should have been ME at that AA meeting, not her."

NO fucking idea what that's supposed to mean.

I also remember swearing under my breath, and some woman got super pissed off at me for it.

For some reason, I had to wash my laundry by hand...But in a toilet. Yeah. I know. Sounds gross. Didn't seem gross in my dream though. It almost seemed like that's how it was supposed to be done. Whatever, anyways.

So I was having difficulties washing my stuff in the toilets (obvs.), and the person that was running the place was trying to kill me for some strange reason. Not sure what I did to piss them off but whatever.

I can't really remember what else happened though. Strange as fuck. But I do remember near the end of it all, I was freaking out about the fact that my comforter got destroyed or something like that. And then it was near the end of my dream that I realized how dumb it was to try and wash things in a toilet.

I remember being over at my friends house. Then my mother called me at an insane hour in the morning. Then I saw my friend Fern. We were at my Aunt's house and I was really upset over something. He was there trying to comfort me, when out of nowhere I was like "Okay just shut up for a second and let me think". Fern took that the wrong way, and took offence to it, but I didn't mean it in a rude way like that. He then left and didn't want to speak to me anymore.

Thanks to Winnie who helped me remember my dream from last night.

I remember being in a movie theatre with a bunch of people from Sauga and from Guelph. I don't know what movie we went to go see, but everyone was there. My neighbour (who I can't fucking stand) asked me to use my phone, so I gave it to her. She started walking away with it and I was all "wtf dude". Then I remember seeing this guy Steve. Steve is a total jackass whom I don't speak to anymore because he's a disgusting human being on the face of this earth. But I remember seeing him there (before he got all fucked looking) and was just staring at me. Then someone walked in the theatre and got mad at me and said that I left a bunch of shit somewhere. They gave me my "belongings" and it was some kind of sports comforter, a binder...and I think that was it.

After the movie was done, all of us were running to get to some kind of arena to be safe from zombies (go figure, zombies). It took me for-fucking-ever to find everyone because I kept falling down because I'm a clumsy fool. Anyways, once I got back to everyone in the arena, my old high school gym teacher told me that I took too long and shit

THEN I remember going to my high school for some kind of graduation. It almost seemed like it was a graduation for like 5 or 6 different high schools. The only person I remember seeing from that part of the dream was this guy Conor. I don't talk to Conor anymore. I haven't spoken to him since like, elementary school. Weird.

So when I took a nap the other day, I had a bunch of different dreams. One including my mother walking into a bedroom that wasn't mine, but I just so happened to be in.

After, I was at my friends house. Apparently I was sleeping in the dream (dream within a dream...whoooaa haha) and when I woke up (but still in the dream) I was only wearing a shirt, but I was sleeping in my friends house when all their friends were there. The girl that was there was laughing and me and making fun of me saying that she pretty much saw my nude self (ew). I felt awkward so I was getting my shit together to leave. Strange thing was though, later on in the day, I met someone that looked exactly like her.

Anyways, I don't exactly remember what else happened in my dream from my nap. All I remember was that there was another paralysis dream. I also remember, the only way I was able to tell if I was still dreaming or not, I started scratching my arm. When I couldn't feel it, it was a dream; and that's how I was able to distinguish between my conscious and subconscious self. I do also remember telling myself "Sam! You're dreaming. Lucid dream, lucid dream, lucid dream". But it just didn't work. I remember debating to jump out the window but then I was too scared to, and then my knowledge of my being in a dream was gone.

I had another L4D dream last night

I had a dream that I was in a zombie apocalypse like in L4D, and I was kicking ass.

Then I remember this guy Jason (who I used to have the BIGGEST crush on when I was like 14) came by. I was in the backyard of some house, and he came by to give me something. All I remember was him hitting on me. Made me feel special hahaha! But then I remember getting paranoid thinking that he was going to kill me or something.

I dunno. I'm slightly retarded. I want to sleep.

I had a dream that I was studying at my house (but again, it was my house BEFORE the renovations) and my ex boyfriend was there with his roommate. My other friends were there too. But then the scene changed, and I was sitting in a car with everyone that was there, then another guy came up and started hitting on me, and my ex (who's the kind of really jealous type) didn't seem to care what was going on.

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