submis-dom

A sometimes submissive, sometimes dominant woman who likes to play. I have a gorgeous man, we have gorgeous children, great jobs and lead a mostly vanilla lifestyle but always in the background - my 'kinks'. He knows I need the games, he's happy to join in, together we stay happy (and horny) but this blog is just mine.

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I have a day off today, the house to myself. I woke, stretched and had a look through Tublr before getting in the shower. As I'm standing there, the water cascading over my body, the soap making my hands silky smooth, I can feel my pink nipples harden a little as I move my slick hands over them. The tingle between my legs is getting stronger, my hardening clitoris starting to throb her desire for a touch. The window is open a little and the cold air on my warm body and erect nipples sends shivers down me - not of cold, of pleasure. The cold is making my nipples so very hard that they almost ache, I gently pinch and nip them, feeling a direct link to my aching pussy. I am breathing a little heavier, my hands moving over my tummy, my hips, back up around my neck and again over my full breasts and sensitive nipples.

Finally, I allow my hands to move down between my thighs and seek out the wetness that is way more than just the shower. I find my hard nub - the centre of my pleasure and slowly circle it, moaning with pleasure at the delicious feelings I'm giving my body. My pussy lips are swollen, like buds blooming so I slip two fingers inside. It feels so good! Slowly at first, in and out seeking out the little mound inside that gives me the deep release of a squirting cum and rubbing over it so I feel the pressure build. Faster, moving in and out over that area that makes my muscles clench and my eyes close, feeling the pressure build and moaning freely as the fluid I've not released for months comes gushing out of me and my hips become still so my fingers can massage my spot till I'm empty. It takes me a minute or two to recover but my throbbing clit is desperate for her turn, for the pleasurable pressure that will finish me off and make me cum hard and fully. So I stroke her. I stroke and I circle, pull back the hood and touch her directly, feeling her swell and throb and tingle and ache. I use the shower head on her, aiming it directly on her so the pressure makes me jump but takes me closer and closer to an orgasm, closer and closer to a hard, hip thrusting, panting, pulsing cum. I go back to my fingers and bring myself to the edge, so close! Teetering between the release, the discomfort and the desire to feel that ecstacy of falling over into heaven. One more touch and I'll cum. I'm panting, moaning, crying out but I stop and move my hands away. This orgasm - this intense cum I'm needing will be taken from me by my man - if he allows it.

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Kissing and running your hands over his body, talking and giggling. Stroking his cock and telling him how perfect it is (and it really is). Telling him how much you love tasting him, feeling him, making him cum and getting wetter as he tells you that you're always so wet, your pussy is always ready for him, engorged, like a ripe cherry and that little nub, hard begging to be rubbed till you can't take anymore. "I need to feel you inside me". Climbing on and feeding his hardness straight into your needy pussy, no waiting, no teasing, you need it too much. Immediately your juices are literally flowing out of you, warm and musky all over his cock, his balls, his thighs. You're Cumming continously for minutes, the tummy clenching g-spot cum, over and over, squirting over you both as you ride his glorious erection. Him telling you to stop, he's too close too soon and then with a moan he's thrusting his cock deep into you and shooting his hot seed deep inside because last night was about pure lust and our love for each other.

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She hasn't had an orgasm for three months, today marks the anniversary. 12 weeks! 92 days of being teased and denied. Oh she's cum, she's cum through nipple stimulation, through his fingers pumping her throbbing pussy till she ejects her juices over his hand squirting out before dribbling down her arse to leave a huge wet area on the mattress. He usually ties her arms for this. Above her head with a cushion under her shoulders to push her tits out, hard nipples stood proudly on display, sometimes with a little flower shaped clamp around each one keeping them achingly hard. He traps her legs wide open too, knees bent and secured to straps that run under the bed then her ankles too allowing him full access to her sex. He can keep her like this for hours, feeding her water regularly and always tapping her palm, waiting for the squeeze on his finger to tell him she's ok and happy to continue.

Yesterday, he pulled her swollen labia open, clipped them to ties around her thighs and using his tongue, his fingers, ice, a vibrator and a pin wheel, he teased her clit for 4 hours bringing her to the edge of orgasm over and over again before letting her calm down and then bringing her back to the edge. He said it would take 3 months to cure her of her need to cum twice a day, rubbing herself to orgasm first and last thing if he wasn't there for her to get herself off on. He said she needed to be less selfish as a lover and remember his needs too. He'd produced a chastity belt and whenever he wasn't there, he locked it on to her. She had changed, she now gets him off whenever his cock demands attention, she sucks him and strokes him, opens her legs and guides his big, hard cock inside her sopping wet pussy. In fact, there's very little she won't do for him now. She's naked at his request, she cooks and cleans and loves taking care of him, she's always ready when his cock is hard and he needs to empty his balls. Perhaps he was right, 3 months denied an orgasm, 3 months of constant arousal. Aching, throbbing, pulsing, wet pussy always reminding her how long it's been since she last had that beautiful release. Today is the day her torture should be up, today is the day he has asked her, as she kneels at his feet, his cock hard and ready "my little one, do you want to cum today or do you want to permanently give me your orgasms? If you want to cum, you may lay on your back and within minutes, your denial will be over. If you wish to give me control of your pleasure, tell me you choose me and make my release your new release". It has taken me 20 seconds to choose and as I lean forward I say "I choose you, Master" and my lips close around his cock seeking our pleasurable release.

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Last night was something else! 14 times he made me g-spot cum. 14 times!! One after the other, a minute or 2 break in between then another, and another. 13 of them were on his fingers! Some were so intense I felt the splashes on my feet and face then the last while riding his cock. All day I'd waited to feel him inside me, all evening I'd been touching, sucking, stroking his throbbing sex. On my knees in front of him as he sat on the sofa, his hardness between my huge tits wanking him to the edge with them then sucking on him, tongue swirling, eyes on his. He told me he felt so lucky he'd married such a dirty bitch. The whole time, my pussy dripping wet, engorged and my clit aching for a touch. I've still not had my 'proper' orgasm, the clitoral one that gives me the relief I'm craving and I'm loving how absolutely horny and ready that is making me. I feel very submissive and very alive.

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My current mood is horny. I mean really, REALLY horny. I'm off work, my boy is wfh and constantly busy. I've taken back all the household duties, cooking, cleaning, washing, and I'm really enjoying being the little woman. So much so that I'm also enjoying stroking his cock each night as he crawls into bed exhausted. I have sucked him dry, swallowing each delicious, creamy, sweet pump of cum like my very life depended on it. I've stroked him till his balls have emptied their hot seed all over his tummy, then I've licked him clean, turned him over and cuddled him till he slept the sleep of a satisfied man. I've sat astride him, riding his rock hard cock till I've squirted my warm cum over him, pushing him over the edge to fill my dripping wet pussy with his liquid love and cleaned him up before sending him off to a deep sleep. Each time, it's all about him - not me, him. For now, I'm his VERY hot and horny little woman and he is my man.

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"How would you like 365 days of feeling this horny? Feeling your cock throb with the need to cum every. Single. Day! At first, I'll make sure to get you hard, stroke and suck your cock till you're on the edge of orgasm, just once a day for the first 2 weeks. Then as you start to get needy and your body expects that daily stimulation, I'll increase it to twice, two weeks later... three times a day until, week 10, you are edged five times a day. Sometimes I'll do it and you'll be restrained so I can take my time, sometimes I'll help you and sometimes, I'll watch you bring yourself to the edge and the fight in your eyes as you snatch your hand away and pump your hips into thin air, your desperate cock throbbing and dribbling. Of course, I will be so turned on by your desperation that I will need to cum - lots. Your pleading, your groans and sexy, horny moans turn me on baby, I love hearing you."

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I'm absolutely desperate for bed tonight. Not for sleep but because I am aching to cum. I have been wet and drippy and throbby since yesterday afternoon and just to add to that, I've scrolled through Tumblr a few times. I also went to sleep last night cuddled in so close to my boy, the whole of the front of us touching, my leg over his hip, his leg up against my wet pussy and I felt his thick cock grow hard against my thigh. I throbbed!! This morning while he was in the shower, I had a little edge (it's not just him who likes the thrill of being horny and denied and all day I've wanted to just fuck him! The we both enjoy denial, the difference is, I get to end mine when I feel the need - he doesn't.

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Edging for 2 hours, him watching me, sometimes he's allowed to stroke his cock, sometimes I strap his cock to his thigh with a vibrator on very low. He watches, I stroke and rub my swollen clit, slide my fingers inside and rub that precious spot till the juice runs out of me. All the the time, he's desperate to taste me, smell me, lap up my spilt pleasure. His aching balls needing to empty, so long, so hard and horny. Thinking about how desperate he must be, how long he's been denied ends my 2 hours and I cum, hard and long. One of us is sated - the other will wait.

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His veiny, hard, throbbing cock is what I'm needing. Fucking me, slowly and deeply. Pushing in to his balls, holding for a second then pulling out - almost all the way before sliding his hardness back in. Like he's using my wet, engorged pussy to wank into, his own pace, his own enjoyment. The sounds of the pleasure I am feeling are just a verbal aphrodisiac for him, driving him closer to emptying his aching balls deep inside me. His warm seed so close to burying itself in the soft, warm, wet core of me.

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Being woken at 6am with an urgent urge. Wet, needy and with a firm cock gently nuzzling at your arse. Perfect. Going back to sleep for a few hours after because you're both on holiday - priceless.

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19th September 221 days. I sucked my boy's cock till he shot his blue balls down the back of my throat. He writhed and twisted, he moaned and panted, he didn't know how to deal with the intensity of it. He was too sensitive to touch within a minute - that never happens to him, usually I can continue to suck or stroke him till he's completely soft or ready to go again.

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When you sit on the sofa and you literally can't think of anything except having his cock in your mouth. Using a warming oil to wank him to the edge over and over and over. 201 days - will I end his beautiful misery? I'll decide once I have him throbbing on my tongue.

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Time for an update I think. The holidays have been busy and my boy and I have been quite relaxed about things until the last few nights. We've not been able to keep our hands off of each other and things have got really quite passionate in the bedroom, the lounge and the hot tub! (Those jets are incredible). I've sucked, licked and stroked my boy to the edge of explosion many, many times - enjoying a few orgasms myself. Last night, we played, we explored each other's bodies and then I suggested he turned his back to me so we could sleep. Of course, I couldn't just finish - I rarely can because turning him on drives me wild so I did what I knew would bring him to the brink within seconds... one hand on his throat, my lips and teeth on his neck and my left hand pumping his solid cock. I whispered that it has been 197 days since he last had a full, pumping, throbbing cum and that it would be 200 days on Saturday so I may force an orgasm from him and relieve the ache. I pumped his cock till his entire body stiffened and then I sqeezed his cock and put my hand over him so he throbbed and pulsed but there was no release. We lay like that for almost 5 minutes till he softened and I let go. The tiniest amount of cum kind of spat out, then nothing! I'd caused orgasm but no release. I had to smile at his face, he had no clue what had just happened to him and whether it had felt good or awful. I told him that if I chose to let him cum on Saturday, on his 200th day, I didnt want it to be a disappointment as it often is after that time so I would be milking him before but that he'd be empty - not satisfied. I've also suggested we do 2 thirds of a year as that is only another 34 days after Saturday. He seems less keen on that idea. Now, I need to go and tease the lucky boy for an hour or two, I have my own itch that needs scratching at least once before the morning.

#mynympho

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I don't have the best body in the world (I don't have the worst either). I was once hourglass, curvy, large breasted with womanly hips. 3 children, middle age and a love of all things unhealthy has added to those curves... substantially. No matter though because to my boy, I am truly a goddess, the sexiest woman he's ever known. He loves me sleeping naked, his cock grows just at the sight of my body... he knows the tricks it has. He knows how I use it because no matter what size or age, sexy is sexy and a skilled, amazing sexual being will make you horny when you know.

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157 days. That's how long my poor boy has been without an orgasm. It's been hard, I mean imagine having to lay next to him, stroking that cock to the edge over and over and then stopping?! I mean, it's probably not great for him either but then it's not his pleasure I'm too concerned about. I want his hard cock inside me but he just wouldn't last for more than a minute now so I have to settle for his fingers or the dildo. Ha, he does look so sweet as he sits watching that pink silicone in the place where he wants his cock the most, moving in and out of my dripping wet pussy and driving me towards the cum that he wishes was his. He's far more generous with his oral administrations too, it seems a denied cock causes him to crave the taste of me - I'm not complaining. I'm still not sure when this will end yet, as I say... it's been hard for me (and throbbingly, achingly hard for him) but I think I can soldier on a while longer.

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134 days he's gone without an orgasm. Poor man is really feeling it now! Do I relieve his ache and make him cum tonight or keep him needy...?

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I had the most deliciously powerful orgasm last night. He didn't! He did have a spill though so I suggested that means he can go another 122 days till he needs another one. He didnt seem keen on that idea.