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Soft girls always end up hurt
He tore her heart open and his rigid, destructive hands found chamomile, lavender, and saccharine jasmine.
Her aorta spouted moonlight, out her veins doves flew, and her weakened arteries emitted every last trace of pearl dust.
Cherry wine bursted from her delicate valves. Her aura, with its dim, rose-tinted illumination, cut, bit, fought the virile fists.
But it did not win it never could.
“Existence would be a dull, easily-faded, boring light without your presence. I want us to sail to nothing together. I want the darkness to cover us like a black piece of velvet clothing and I want my soul to merge into yours and finally, disappear.” - Alfred De Musset, Complete Writings
starting point
hold me for a second longer and make this one kiss last
make it mean something, even if we have nothing left,
if we both know that this will end so bad, please kiss me longer.
kiss me like it was meant to be
kiss me like we have never cried for each other before
like we never felt pain
i know im blessed when i can wake up in the middle of the night and your there.
make this last, make this mean something forever
loving you is painful but feeling like this was all for nothing will kill me
if you cant love me forever please let me exist in your memory and when i fade and the one who you do love is all you think about you will feel me, you will still feel that it all started with me
it all started when you were the first person to make me feel like i mattered
it started when we taught each other love, this childish, irresponsible, learning love
i will always thank you for giving me a starting point when no one else did
i will always love you for sending me the right address for love, for holding my hand and filling out the paperwork
you took me out of a box and made me watch the sun rise
i will always hold you longer, kiss you harder.
you were my first, your my beginning, your nurtured me into love
you showed me that it was okay to have a big nose and a weird sense of humor and not so good people skills and still be capable of being any kind of special
even if i dont cross that finish line with you
you will always have the credit of putting me at a starting point and i hope i did the same for you
i hope i showed you that love is all around you, its not all included. sometimes you have to get the batteries
sometimes they don’t work and you have to try again.
i hope you learned that when it does, when it finally doesn’t feel like a failed mission it was all worth it.
because the lights shine so bright and it can be so powerful if you just try,
you brought me to the race now i will help you win, i will guide you and give you water because this is a long one
to be with you forever in this is a dream, to have a middle and end with you is a goal.
but we have to get there and see. and please remember me at the finish line
-ph
Excerpt from the poem “Notes on Depression” by Rachel Wiley, featured in her poetry collection Nothing Is Okay
ME NOT YOU
How can I stay
And watch myself lose you?
How can I walk and watch you run
All that I am
Was because of you
So damn stupid
All the time
For how long
Lord thank you for helping me breathe
Because
If I held him one more time
I wouldn’t know me anymore
Lord why did this last?
Why did I last?
How come you didn’t give up
When I kept pouring another mans cup?
How did I get back to this
Unnatural bliss
I was blind
Too blind
But now I see
Instead of his back,
I see the calm after the storm
How sweet the air is
How green the trees are
The magic put into me when all is done
How sweet is this music I hear
This fruit I eat
My skin I’m in
How the world turns
Turning a dead force into
a live angel
A magic empress
In my own world
You are no longer here with me
In my own world
I am my hero
Not you or anyone before
Just me
Just God
He is within me
Unless the sky is falling
Don’t come knockin at my door
No, no, no
I see me
only
The only one who dreams within a dream
I see me
My strength
My love
Not to coincide
With your lie
-melanie ann
Let Him Leave.
Bury yourself in his love, bathe yourself in it.
Baptize yourself in it if you are willing, but
when he leaves.
Let him leave.
Let him leave with ease.
Don’t beg him to stay,
cry for his love.
Just,
let him leave.
Let him go, for he has already left you.