seriously u can leave

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any moment can be a new beginning if you let it

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i changed the url because i dont want 'shower thoughts’ to be the context people read my words in anymore

i got bored of dunking on that stupid shower blog like a week in and the only reason i didnt delete was because for some reason a bunch of mentally ill people ended up relating to my bullshit

so thats what this blog has been for almost four years now; my mentally ill bullshit  and i dont want to pretend otherwise anymore

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you are free now

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fool

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whats the point in damnation if i cant even tell the difference between good and evil

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we are all searching for something we might never find

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i hold a pearl inside my mouth but dare not have it tumble out........ what value has something hidden..... oh layers and layers of truth upon truth upon truth but the lie at its core is still a lie

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redddddddd red blue some green.............. good

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i tried to draw a tree once but looking down i saw only a forest of ink scribble scribble

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all these doubts swell up like an ocean without end n i ask u what does salt accomplish here what is its purpose u cannot gulp it down when it binds inside ur body it only takes away

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i was an island once

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no :)

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stop insulting yourself!!!!

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ive said this before and i’ll say it again

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THERE IS NO FUNDAMENTAL SELF AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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is time real or fake..........  no one knows