Bright lights and flashing signs.
Neon shouts of lookatme lookatme lookatme, don't you see you're mine?
How does one rest with such vibrant distress? How does one wind down with time spinning you around?
A trapped mistress to the chorus of attention, quarter for your thoughts- though the value depreciates.
Dime, nickel, nothing but a cent.
Flashing lights in your brain, nothing's the same, look back ten, twenty, the answers are shocking and slimy.
Yearn for the forest, to rest in the breeze, letting me be at peace.
Nothing screaming at me.
I crave absence of what has become, away from the cries of the young.
Want my voice to have weight in the paid silver sleight.
The world moves quick ahead, leaving me behind in its stead.
Forgotten, lost, worthless, a victim of the circus.
Still I sit down, though my tightrope tilts, and I close my eyes, and the world around me stills.








