Fire & ice
for you are fire
your flames leave endless ashes
carried by dry heat
leaves me choking on the debris
romanticizing your flares with hot glares
never in one place too long
everything you come by you burn
ignited in your own chaos
with time you go cool, as the night
your flames flooded by waters
carrying the ashes of bridges burned by you
the tides collide and carry them away
to safety
to where i wish it would’ve drifted me away,
too
i imagine there’s an endearing warmness there
nothing like this smoldering air that’s suffocating me
all i needed was your warmth, not your burn scars
i tried not drowning in your
treacherous waves
when you were only steady in your ways
i grasped for air to much
didn’t i
im trembling from my own betrayal
to myself
i allowed you to be so hot & cold
as if i couldn’t feel the glaciers
while i lie on your chest
as if i didn’t feel the furnace rising in temp
-tations with my leg hung on your hip
you desire anything & everyone else
as we’re intertwined
your eyes give you away every time
for you are ice
-shitty words by a shitty person w shitty feelings for another shitty person 🚯
