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Fine, you’re right. I could have been nicer, but to be fair, I was pretty pissed off given the circumstances. Sorry. Is that better? I didn’t get very far with them either. Yeah, it is. I don’t know if a thank you is in order or not. Not sure if it’s a good thing.
It's better, I didn't really care I was just saying, I thought that was your natural mood. You didn't?! What are you doing about your group then? It probably is but, I'll live without one.
She can’t help but form a smile on her lips at the look on his face. “Oh, god, no. I love my meat, trust me. Usually, in the form of whatever’s back home, though. They’re not much into junk food.” Davina tilted her head to the side, pancakes. Those, she liked. Whenever she stayed with Cami overnight, she’d make some for her. “Of course I like pancakes — I don’t live under a rock. Oh! But could we put chocolate chips in there?” It’s odd for her, trusting so easily and making friendly conversation with someone her own age — something she’s been kept from for a few months now. But Davina decides she likes it and could very well get used to it easily. But when he mentions a cult, she can’t think that the witches are a bit like a cult; sacrifices and going after her for a year, and all. Her mood does drop the slightest bit, her facial expression doing the same. “Family matters. Big families get very dramatic.” Gratefully, she accepts the change of subject, wanting to not think about what she ran away from. “Hockey… Hockey, I’ve watched a few games before. But I never really understood sports at all. No time to pay attention to them.” Her eyes wandered, she setting the can of coke down. “Is Degrassi… a school?” It sounds vaguely familiar to her, she remembers Josh telling her that she’d be going. ” —- shit, I think I am. God, I’m going to be so behind.” The young witch doesn’t want to offer him an explanation to that, though, instead standing up as he collects materials. She’ll answer if he asks, Davina decides, but for now —- “Want some help with that?”
He nodded with a smile, he never understood vegetarians or vegans, the best foods had meat in them. He also couldn't imagine a life without junk food, it's the only motivator that got him to do homework. "Chocolate chips sounds good, I think we have some." He scavenged the cabinet and pulled down a yellow plastic bag filled with the chocolate delight. Shaking it as if it were treasure, he placed it near the rest of the ingredients. "I see." It made more sense, it didn't clear it all up, but it was enough for Cam. "Hockey is a pretty basic sport, it's just trying to get the puck in the net, the hardest part is learning how to ice skate, or at least I think that's the hardest part. Yeah, Degrassi is the local school, and I'm sure it won't be hard to catch up. We learnt eh same things as the states and the teachers are pretty lenient, I'm sure you won't have a problem adjusting." Watching her begin to offer help, he smiled but quickly responded. "Don't feel like you have to. I'm not treating you like a guest for that long, should take advantage while you can!"
I wasn’t thinking straight. I just wanted to feel… something other than angry or sad. It shouldn’t have happened, but it did and I can’t take that back.
Well, I should probably unpack or get ready for hockey practice or something. It was nice seeing you, though. Talk to you later, okay?
I didn’t choose him. Not consciously, anyway. It just sort of… happened, if that makes any sense? We were both upset and… I’m sorry, okay? You probably don’t want to hear this.
It should’ve been you. That’s how I pictured it in my head, before everything happened… And I don’t hate you. I was angry and hurt, but I never hated you. Ever.
Yeah, not really..
Right. Can't say I imagined pictured it being you and Zig either.
Well, that's a relief.
You should, Cam. Don’t you see that? I don’t understand how you don’t hate me right now… not after what he said to you. Not after what I did despite that.
… okay. I’ll try.
If you want to know the truth, I'm trying really hard not to.. Okay?! Sure, of course I want to hate you for choosing him of all people, but what right do I even have to hate you? If anyone should hate anyone it should be you hating me. I don't want you to hate me for what I did, so I don't want to hate you for what you did.
Thank you, Maya. Thank you.
Davina paused, head lifting and eyebrows crinkling in confusion until she realized he was joking; oh — how she was out of socialization. Been surrounded by too many people who were centuries older than her. Guess she understood now what Josh meant when he said serious seemed to be her only mode. But the small brunette put a small smile on her face, following him into the kitchen. Blue eyes widened as he listed all the food items; back at home she really only ate authentic food to New Orleans. Davina sat down at the table, lips pursing as she looked up through dark eyelashes. “—- would you judge if I said I’ve never had any of those things you just named?” But she looked down, taking a can of Coke because at least she knew what that was. She blinked up at him as her lips touched the metal, she shrugging as she took a sip. “There was some… stuff that I didn’t want to be involved with back there. I had to get away before I got hurt, I guess. —- but enough about me, what about you? Why are you here?”
Campbell turned his head and poked it out from behind the fridge door to look at Davina with his face crinkled in confusion. "None of 'em?! What do you eat?" He asked, concerned. "Are you like a vegan or whatever?" He asked, knowing damn-well nothing in the house was vegan proof. Sliding the coke can towards her, he tapped his fingers a few times on the countertop thinking what they had that she must have tried before. "Oh! I can make pancakes! Everyone loves pancakes, do you like them? You must have tried them before, do you want some?!" It was one thing he picked up how to cook, and the one thing only. He wasn't a culinary chef, not n the least. Whatever comes before beginner, he was that. Not even his pancakes were all that praiseworthy, but they come out edible, which is all that counts. Gathering materials and listening, he instantly wondered what she wasn't revealing, he didn't want to pressure her but did feel inclined to know. "Hurt? Like what, a cult or something?" He was joking, but realizing it was a possibility he quickly tried to put that awkward sentence behind them. "Me? I'm here to play hockey. They brought a few people here to play when they got the rink at the school, or they got the rink because we were coming. I don't know how the whole situation really works but basically I'm here to play with the Ice Hounds. Are you going to be going to Degrassi?" His eyebrows inched upwards as he looked back to her, wondering if they'd be schoolmates as well as housemates.
And then some. You’ll see, eventually. Most members of staff are at least a certain level of corrupt.
Alright. Tomorrow, then. See you around, new kid.
Oh..
Tomorrow, see ya!
No, no, no… not like this… I never wanted to hurt you like this. God, I’m such a horrible person. A stupid, selfish, horrible person. You deserve so much better…
Maya, stop. I don't blame you, I'm not mad at you. I'm hurt.. But I'll get over it. Don't say that. You had sex with Zig, I dumped you over text, I tried to kill myself and then didn't talk to you for a year. I'd say we're pretty much even, in fact I'd say you still have a right to kill my dog. I'd like it if you didn't, but..
Honestly, Maya, don't get worked up over it. It happened, it's over. Don't say that, the fact that you're this upset really shows me how much you regret it, and I appreciate that. Just please be that strong girl I used to admire so much, please be strong, for me.
Cam…
I wish I could. I’m sorry… I never wanted to hurt you… I’m so sorry.
..No, don't apologize. It's fine, I understand. I hurt you, you wanted to hurt me. You wanted to be wanted because I made you feel unwanted. I brought it on myself. Don't be upset, it's fine. I'll get over it eventually.
How can I not? It is my fault. My fault for not saying anything when I had the chance!
You don’t… hear the things they say about me. They’re right, though. I’m sorry… you hate me, don’t you?
Even if you did, it wouldn't have helped! Nothing helped, okay? I tried it all, literally. I even tried killing myself, that's how you know that nothing would help. I'm still recovering, I'm still required to go to therapy. Not even real doctors know what's wrong with me, nothing you could have done, nothing, would have helped.
They're not right, okay? Sure you made some lousy choices but that doesn't mean you're a terrible person. It just means you had a rough patch and you can fix it. You just have to let yourself.
I'm not happy. I don't hate you, I can't hate you after what I put you through.. But, it hurts. It definitely hurts.
Because it wasn’t your fault. You’re not weak… you were sick. I blame me because I should’ve known something was wrong and I should’ve handled this whole thing better. I knew you were lying when you said you fell off the catwalk and I could’ve said something then but I didn’t. I just… pretended like everything was fine. But it wasn’t fine, was it? Maybe if I had said something, you could’ve gotten help earlier…
Because… you don’t see the way people look at me now… I can’t just go back to being how I was before, even if I tried. You’d hate me.
There was no way you could have known how severe it was, I lied about it all the time. Although you could see right through it, you still wanted to believe me, I wanted to believe me too. It wasn't fine, but nothing you could have done would have helped me. I would've just kept lying. Don't blame yourself, you didn't cause it, you couldn't have stopped it. Don't blame yourself, don't.
Your going to let people who don't understand what you've been through determine if you can be the old you. Who cares what they think. Their boyfriend didn't dump them through a text and then tried to kill himself. They have no right to judge, none.
Oh.. Zig..
It’s… stop. Stop blaming yourself, Cam. You were sick and I was just… stupid and selfish like always!
I don’t know if I can go back to being the old Maya… Does it matter?
How can I not blame myself? I'm the weak one. I'm the one who couldn't handle it, I'm the one who made you feel worthless and unwanted. Sure maybe it was my rain or whatever but it was still me. I did it. You were upset! Who could blame you?!
Why not?
I guess not..
It was stupid but I wasn’t really thinking straight and I just wanted to feel… wanted, you know? Even if it was only for a little while.
But not like before.
Yeah, I get it.. Sorry that I made you feel like you weren't, you were. You really, really were. I'm sorry, I really screwed up. I thought it would make everything better. it just ruined everything.
Who knows? Maybe. Just because those things happened doesn't mean you're only those decisions, you can change that. You can be the old Maya, you can be the new Maya. Either way, I still want to be your friend.
Did I.. Know them?