Scream Into My Screen

I write the words that waterfall out of my being! Please leave comments of what you feel after reading, let’s get deep👽

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Elagant Triangles

Beautiful boundaries of illusion

Which will fill my contusion

Reasons lift like smoke through the ceiling

of our leaky roof dreams

Floating on a raft

made of love

The greatest inventions

coming from above

I require your assistance

with this ever-changing glove

We float through the estuaries

While the canaries quit coal mines

and fly before our soul finds

Protecting us with every

ruffle of their feather

It could have never been better

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We have each other

I saw the light and it was so bright

The rainbows made me a shield

and taught me how to never yield

I learned how fire can dance in my hands

without being burnt

There was a plan

but no one gave me the blue prints

So upset and so alone

after being so grown

by your very own

If my angels can

grow demon wings,

did they ever wish to grow that way?

I like to look at it all

and love it in my call

It burns me that I have hurt you,

just like it burns

when you share everything

but the reality of the moment.

I was mad in places I can’t reach

I was furious

Has no one been where I’ve been?

Is there no template or Plan B

Why can’t we see the way we did?

Was what I did really horrid?

Why aren’t there teachers?

Did you want me to hurt you?

I love you

more than love itself

You talk of time running out

and dare me to do more than pout

but to your word I am devout

I don’t know what time is

but is it expecting to much?

No expectations or requisitions

So what is your position?

You seem like you’re scared of something

I wish I could experience your side

so I don’t have to hide

and I’d know where to step

past our latest misconcept

I don’t know how

but I know now

There is much left to be found

Inventing and implementing

Where should I touch you

to house the spirits of

we will rise

and compromise

as the weather bends to gravity

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An open window never lies

as the truth of the trees

waltzes through an enigma

Of first time offrendas

You’re ashes will catch wind

as fast as your deceptions

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What they said

Poverty of heart

The latest state of the art

They’ll bleed you dry

and say it’s your last run

You will never hum

as the arch of moments past

Declare your efforts a bust

No way to transform

this liquid to guts

Anger acts like a moat

around everything you hold

deer, in the headlights

of dissolved nature

Breathing in their silent cues

You will never dance again

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There is so much to have

and so much to sense

what I have

I want to share with,

You

I smile and I yearn

to pass it on to you

I see you in the eyes

of everyone I touch

When will I be enough

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Labradorite is my favorite crystal

When you look up the crystal

Labradorite, it gives you a definition

“A mineral of the plagioclase feldspar group; found in many ingenious rocks”

How dare they speak

with uncalculated wisdom

with irony as dry as words like the sun

“plagioclase feldspar,” refers to pale colorless crystals

and ingenious means clever and inventive

while it sounds like

their saying not genuine

When you look into the face

of labradorites embrace

you can taste the mirror

of your egos demise

you can hear the color

of immeasurable structure

we can hold bands

in unity of all sightfull hands

You may find yourself looking for definitions in a book as broke

as the Dick in Dictionary

Forget it and

experience your mind

as never knowing what a mind is

Feel yourself painting the truth

of your own words

and you will truly know what

Labradorite means.

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They pick my sacred thoughts

away like the flowers in perfect bloom

They feed them to the butterflies

so that may encourage

the symmetrical design

of how planets align

They flap their wings

and as their wings flash

They emit the dance

of sacred knowledge

with no laws to abolish

the secret truth is played

before your face

On wings

of kaleidoscopic mirrors

You think on you is only one see’er

but no such thing as rear

Emit your seeds of deliverance in to the backs of the flys with the most impermanence

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They hallowed out

the mystic caves of mind

They couldn’t let me remember

around such swine

Like a cavity you get on your teeth

it had to be filled

right down to the wreath

that’s been impostered as my face

The taste of my craters of knowledge,

being drained of my art to feel the grand

and to be filled

with the poisoned milk of the bland

Scavenging on the floor of the damned

I dig for the fossils

you let fall from your hand

So many clues to what I knew

and wonder what it’s like to be you

With no craters to look through

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To & For’s Irony

We give this world,

To marrow.

Marrow, may you grow

the flesh that witnesses

the sky and the ground

in all it’s innocent glory.

May the flowers of life

blooming through your

quaking structure

capture the pulp

of our labors.

We stand in time,

For Ever.

Ever, may you hold strong,

the double ended anchor

holding the circle of life open.

May you witness the seconds of time

as every moment connected to each other

and in that, a singular united entirety.

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Time-ond is a type of Diamond

Remember the timeless steps

winding around every stone

never left unturned

As we voyage through every

angle, the tangles in our time-ond

like a diamond, crystallized and proud

but always turning, never churning

For what do you have left to be yearning

we will cater to the arch or your foot

like a waiter growing like bark

around your suit

The roots seem deep but

oh how they sweep across the skies

collecting what no longer can be defied

All in the time-ond eye

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I wish I was dead

Like the boy who cried wolf

but who would believe these bites

reign from dragons

You know I believe you had a hand in this

You just wanted what was best for me

as you stole the best of me

and turned your head

blaming me

I’m the one who came to your lair

and trusted the foreboding air

why did you save me at all

I can’t hear the curtain call

but when rolls went haywire

was it not you who started the fire

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Ineffable Pain

I can’t wait to die

and be rid of this pain sty

Like the Loch Ness monster

clap and take a picture with this pain

It doesn’t leave marks pain

Unbelievable pain

In the hallways of my mind pain

Makes me loose my breath,

this is all I am pain

This Loch Ness monster pain

No one can believe it pain

So when I feel it pain

Part of me jumps up and down

with binoculars pain

Trying to prove it hurts pain

Couple seconds and it’s gone pain

Laying in bed wondering

when it’s gonna happen next pain

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Absence of love

I don’t know how it works

but I do know

this absence of love

is like a big rug

covering the light of what’s true

You placed it in plain view

We step on it and dance on it, slip on it

This absence of love

is so hefty

I can only come to understand it as

predeterminedly placed

They can take away memories

can they give them too?

I wonder how many rugs

you’ve thrown on love

Am I the only one?

So calculated, so precise

Something like your eleventh spice

This absence of love

has nothing to do with me

I can taste the dirty flavor

of long lost willingness to savor

Did you think it would work?

It’s astounding,

this absence of love

who am I without my

speedometer of passion

I feel like you stole my engine

took off my doors

shattered the windows

sunk me to the bottom of the sea

I can’t see anymore

I have to strain my heart to remember

who I am

and sometimes I can’t even reach

This absence of love

is one of the greatest discoveries

I’ve come across

Because it is so vast

It is remarkable to feel the ground level

of our love

Like standing at the bottom of a skyscraper that is beating

inside my chest

It may have got destroyed

but I’ll always know how

to touch the sky with you

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I wish I could ask someone to kill me

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Bioluminescent

I went on a kayak tour tonight

There was something in the water

called plankton

They produce bioluminescence

so when you paddle through the water

the wake lights up

Like when he sings to me

and lights up my soul

There are millions of microbes

and after being touched only once

they fall to the bottom to let others shine

Waiting patiently for their turn to glow

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Reflection

They really tell me to go to hell because I make a sandwich

What are they seeing

reflecting off my unconscious decisions

As they stand in front of me

and tell me to go to hell

Who are they saying that to?

What would ever

make someone so esteemed

that requitable

Are they not to be held in high regard

You’d think they could find something more productive to say by now

Twits

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Do not become bitter, to your unknown

Could you know by my words

what I mean

when I say the sunset is heavenly

Don’t be scared of words like God

Have you felt the wind of the river

mask your face, your arms and your toes

Could you relate to my words

if I give you a memory

of orange skies

and melodies you cannot bring home

like the rocks and shells of ancient forests

There is a place where we

fly so close together in a round shell

that is so divine

it must be the sun