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Hiya stranger, Cherry May, 21, RN. Anything else you need to know? More? >> LUCID DREAMER (S)

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Weekend Pigout: Boodle Fight at Kamayan sa Villares http://neverendingthoughts.net/2015/06/weekend-pigout-boodle-fight-at-kamayan-sa-villares/

Weekend Pigout: Boodle Fight at Kamayan sa Villares

I was writing this post about how we celebrated my father's birthday last June 6, 2015 and go on an extensive detail about our car hunting journey and my road to adulthood. I close the post …

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Read about my Roadtrip to Adulthood - Saturday Roadtrip: Pampanga, Philippines http://neverendingthoughts.net/2015/06/saturday-roadtrip-to-pampanga/

Saturday Roadtrip: Pampanga, Philippines

Last June 6, 2015 is my father's 56th birthday. They have been asking me on where we would like to go or eat on that day but I am too busy with work the whole …

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Read about our Weekend Getaway at Luljetta's Hanging Garden and Spa http://neverendingthoughts.net/2015/06/weekend-getaway-at-luljettas-hanging-garden-and-spa-2/

Weekend Getaway at Luljetta's Hanging Garden and Spa

We were supposed to go to Antipolo last May 2, 2015 but Baguio happened,  and I really really wanted to go to Luljetta's because the photos on their website are amazing! Also, the reviews I …

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Monday Motivation: Don't get stuck http://neverendingthoughts.net/2015/06/monday-motivation-dont-get-stuck/

Monday Motivation: Don't get stuck

[Tweet "Growth is painful. Change is painful. But nothing is as painful as staying stuck somewhere you don't belong."]I want to start a series for this blog (which hopefully I will be consistent with) posting about some …

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What You Need To Know about Working Online http://itscherrymay.com/2015/05/what-you-need-to-know-about-working-online/

What You Need To Know about Working Online

2014 is not that bad, I've gone to places, bought new things, provide for myself, share some of my blessings to my family and friends. But the last months of the year I have been …

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My 2015 Goals x Birthday Wishlist http://itscherrymay.com/2015/05/my-2015-goals-birthday-wishlist/

My 2015 Goals x Birthday Wishlist

A goal is dream with a deadline It's almost half of the year and I am only setting up my goal today, which is fine, better late than never right? So without further ado, here are …

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Things I've learned before I turn 23 http://itscherrymay.com/2015/04/things-ive-learned-before-i-turn-23/

Things I've learned before I turn 23

If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it. If you don't ask, the answer is always no. If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place. Live the life you …

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I am Cherry May

A Lost Star in the Universe

Never Ending Thoughts have a new home! I finally decided to get back to blogging and be a little ~*mature*~ and leave all my old teenager posts behind Tumblr! Please please check it out if you're still interested with my colorful, fun and adventurous life...

NOT.

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I finally did it!

January was hella busy! I wasn't able to focus so much on my idea of resignation because there is just so many things to do. Then February came and I've been so determined to finally do it. And I did! I finally submitted my resignation and I am FREE! That moment... That relief... Priceless. I was scared ... So scared on what the future will hold for me. I don't even know what I wanted to do with my life, but I sure know that where I was before, it's not where I wanted to be. So instead of staying and waiting for other opportunities to come, I give myself some space and time to think on what I really wanted. Also, some time to recuperate and get ready for some challenges to come. I am so ready life! And can I just say that there has been a huuuuuuuuuge difference to my general being ever since I got off work? It's just 4 days and seriously, no regrets.

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You are never too young, too old, too poor, too uneducated or too busy to start living your dream

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Step 1 to Clean Slate

Today, I took a leap of faith and did what I have been putting off for so long. I don`t know where this will take me or if this will help with my situation, but what matter most right at this moment is that, I had the courage to do something about my problem. I took a chance and is hoping for something better. Ahhh it feels great to not just complain but also make a move towards change. Hoping for the best! Fingers crossed!!!

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New Year, New Chance

I am writing this post over my phone on the first day of the year while I am laying on my bed not trying hard enough to fall asleep. Time check: 6:14 am

2014 is a good year. It`s not so bad but it is not how I imagined or wished it to be. I was able to go to Singapore (yay for first international travel!), went to Subic and Boracay. I got by, was able to buy myself a brand new phone, got a generous amount of Christmas pay and was able to get everyone that matters to me gifts. But again, it is no where close to how I want it to be.

To be frank, I don`t even know where I got my ideals from. It is not even so bad but half of the year I spent sulking and hating everything so much. I just felt like I am not moving forward. 2 years and I am still here doing things I am not sure I wanted and 2 years hard working and is still here. No changes no increases no nothing it`s depressing.

Even if I always deny it, I will take the blame on social media. I always compare my life with other people`s life. Like how my 19 year old cousin could just buy a brand new phone like it`s nothing, she own a condo, could afford to shop for herself and her family and is living extravagantly. I dont even know how it all happened like that it`s not like she came from a rich family or something, I have totally no idea. Anyways, these youtube people thay can just make and upload videos and doesn`t need to work and would still earn and provide for their family, go on vacation. The bloggers thay can be freelancers and doesn`t need to go get a corporate job. I know I know… Their life isn`t all about how they show it on social media but I can`t help but be jealous over them. At least they have something to brag about even if they are miserable deep inside. This doesn`t make sense but this just how I feel over things.

I`ve high hopes after I passed the board exam. Big big big dreams. I am very motivated to work for my family provide them a big house like what we used to have, get them a car, make my father stop working and then have my own space. It`s not like I wanted to travel the world and buy designer bags and makeup and shoes and all that material stuff. It`s all for them and giving them a comfortable life. It is my goal ever since and I feel like a total failure because it has been 2 years and I still can`t do any of that. It is not like I`d set that after 2 years I should bought them a house, not like that. Baby steps are okay like having enough savings to actually have a house or enough savings for a downpayment. But no. I am no where close to actually doing any of that. I am on a job that is giving me enough money to survive for my everyday life enough extra that I could lend to my family. Lend okay not give, not yet unfotunately.

I don`t know how I ended up being here why am I staying. The question I always ask myself before I sleep is what am I doing with my life, why am I so sad, what am I gonna do with it. I don`t know what to do, where to go. I am so lost in life. And then I`ll wake up and go to work, do things I am sure anymore I wanted to do for the rest of my life, go home and then repeat. It was so….unfulfilling. And it doesn`t help thay I don`t have anyone with me to talk about things like that. Talking with my boyfriend who is so high about how his life is doing fine and how everything will be okay, how that suppose to happen if you don`t start doing anything I don`t even know but somehow if you believe that if everything is going to be alright even if you are not doing something about it, EVERYTHING WILL BE FREAKIN OKAY, just won`t help with the situation. I feel like he would never understand where I am coming from. Or why am I acting like I wanna be the most sucessful person in the world.

Let`s be real and honest here, everyone wants to be sucessful in life. Wants to be on top of the game and have just about anything in the world. I am on it! And I really thought that passing that exam is my ticket to the train leading to my success. Boy I was wrong. I passed the exam and I missed my train and now I am lost. I don`t know what to do and what I wanted in my life. It is depressing that I`ve set all those mighty goals but I have no way in the world to achieve them.

Now here comes 2015, I would want to see it as my new chance to finally hop on my train. I am thinking of quitting my job and find myself. Find what I wanted to do and what will make me happy. This past few months I am not on my best mood. Just unhappy and not contented even if my life is not as tragic as the others. This year I wanted to wake up with high hopes that one day I will get to where I wanted to be and all the hard works and stress and nights of crying myself to sleep will be all worth it and this just part of the game. I wanted to start my life. Reset. And it will only happen if I quit. And I will. With or without a new one. I don`t wanna just hop on another job just because I felt like I needed a back up. I wanna be able to find a job that will make me feel like I want to do it for the rest of my life. A job that will take me somewhere. Not exactly immediately on top but somewhere on my way to it.

I`ve high hopes for you 2015. Please please please be good to me. I don`t want you to be another year of sulking and unhappiness and bad decisions. Please make me happy and hopeful for a brighter tomorrow. Now, let`s start slow and steady by finally sleeping. Goodnight and Happy New Year! The time now is 6:59 am.

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Singapore - 3 months of preparation, 5 days vacation

It was an amazing feeling to finally be able to travel. I haven't been anywhere outside the Philippines, let alone ride a freaking airplane so can you imagine my joy to finally be able to convince my boyfriend to go to Singapore? Ahhh worth the 3 months of preparation and stress.

November 2013, I found a good deal at Cebu Pacific for our roundtrip airfare. it wasn't a piso fare but it is a very good deal you can't say no to. I didn't book it immediately though, but I became obsessed with checking their site every once in a while to check for a much cheaper deal, but to no avail. We are really thinking of waiting for a piso fare to happen since our travel dates are 3 months later, but I am a paranoid parrot so I convinced the boyfriend to avail the tickets already I even paid for it to be sure! Teehee

Meeeh more talks if you click Read more!

Initially, our plan is to rely everything to a travel agency for the accommodations, itinerary, everything.... but the cost is just too much. The plan is to save by not booking into a 5 star hotel and splurge with FOOD FOOD FOOD!! So, I searched for a travel agency located in Singapore to book our tickets for Universal, Gardens by the Bay, Adventure Cove, Singapore Flyer, Cable Car, etc to save time by not falling in line plus they offer a whole lot of savings! Con is you have to pick up your tickets in their office or have it delivered into your hotel. But since we stayed in a hostel (yep we did more to that later) and they don't deliver to hostels, we picked our ticket to their office. If you're going to Singapore and want to DIY your trip and wouldn't like to join group tours because hassle, you can buy/reserve your tickets at Travel Delight I am not affliated with them or anything just wanted to share to you guys just in case! Plus they're very flexible in terms of payment options!

We stayed on a hostel, it is out of the picture at first because boyfriend doesn't want to stay on one. But I am persistent, I don't care where I sleep because I am going to be out and about all day and my things don't need 5 star hotel accommodations! We stayed at The Inn Crowd located in Little India and it was amazing! They're very flexible with our payment options too and we didn't stay on dorm rooms, we booked for a double bed and got a room with 2 double deck beds just for us! I am not even complaining! Free breakfast is amazing, we get to know people from around the world, wifi is fast and reliable, we were even able to print our boarding pass in there and the showers are also nice and clean. I have no complains whatsoever, if possible during our next trip I wanted to book to a hostel again it is an amazing experience!

I created our day-to-day itineraries, being a little too specific especially with time. How many hours are we supposed to spend in this attraction, the travel time, what time are we suppose to get up, it was fun and stressful to Do-it-Yourself an out of the country trip, some say it would be much expensive but I disagree I am pretty sure we saved a whole lot from it that we have lots of budget for food and gifts!

I shall post a Photo Diary of Each day of our stay in Singapore I just have to sort it all out first! 

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Sometimes I wish I made more friends so I can talk to somebody right now and they can comfort me and they will make me feel better. But I did not so I have to just let it out online hoping someone may listen or talk to me. Because I could use some talking right now....

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Singapore trip with my boyfriend last March 12-16, 2014. Just the kind of vacation i needed! A lengthy blog post about it soon! Just sharing some of our photos with you guys!

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Take me away!

I really need to get away from my job for a while. Fast forward to March please.

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Good morning Ma'am.. :) Have a fruitful year ahead. ^___^) Hm. Pwede po ba malaman yung basic thing for creating bracelets like DIY Arm Candy / Charm Bracelets that you posted. I just want to learn how to make those stuffs. ^_^) Thankyou in advance. Godbless po. :)

Sorry for not checking my messages and not immediately answering your question I haven't checked Tumblr in a while. Anyways, all the supplies I used in creating my DIY arm candy are from Quiapo! Everything you need are in there and they are also cheap! And in regards to what specific materials, it depends on what kind of bracelet you like to make. I suggest you browse some websites for inspirations so you'll know what you need and don't end up buying everything (ehem ehem) I actually still have lots of supply with me because I hoarded all those cutesy stuff. You don't need a lot if you are not going to sell the, and are only for personal use! Hope this helps! Also if you have any other question please email me at [email protected] Thank you!!!