I GIVE IN SO EASILY.

18 . COLLEGE STUDENT . SWIMMER

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✖ ⁞  SOMETHING SO SIMPLE moved him in such complex ways. the hand across his shoulders made him feel needed, the hand tangled in his hair and nails playing against his scalp made him feel wanted. his skin tingled lightly with the sensation the teasing caused, making the boy huff against soft skin. his arms curled around her body and pull it closer, he needed to feel something, feel her, because right now he didn’t feel much of anything but empty.

        ◜  accepting.  ◞  ɴᴏɴsᴇxᴜᴀʟ ᴀᴄᴛs ᴏғ ɪɴᴛɪᴍᴀᴄʏ

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Reblog if you enjoy 100%, completely platonic threads.

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TAKES CUTE ASK & CAUSES PAIN!

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✖ ⁞  HE IS A BROKEN BOY in need of someone with tough hands, someone able to handle all his sharp edges and cracks, to glue him together into a semblance of the boy he was. it was so rare for people to care for him, and trevor had been gifted a sickness from such a young age. affection was tainted, at least with most people, and his parental figures were far too absent to notice the fractures in their child’s persona. this left the poor boy spiraling out of control.

right now he felt anchored, still by a heavy hand that kept him from floating off. it was this security that had allowed the weary child a bit of sleep. he hadn’t meant to curl up on the man, but everything had weighed him down, and he couldn’t face it alone. his eyes closed to the world, allowing him for a time to just be without worry of what people thought of him, or if he was wanted and desired for more than a body.

       ◜  accepting.  ◞  ɴᴏɴsᴇxᴜᴀʟ ᴀᴄᴛs ᴏғ ɪɴᴛɪᴍᴀᴄʏ 

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✖ ⁞  THE SMALL BODY UNDER HIM doesn’t belong there, he has no right to the wild thing, but she is here in bed with him, and trevor is thankful for it. she allows him closer than she should, and all he wants to do is show her how much he cares. it wasn’t supposed to be like this, he came over to comfort her, and now they lay in the aftermath of what could have been a bad choice.

at her question he smiled down at her, fingers still brushing through her hair. ❝ are you okay with it? ❞ trevor was never sure if he was in the wrong, before now he had overstepped his bounds with others. maybe he was in the wrong here, he just couldn’t help but want to be closer to her. ❝ as long as you’re happy, i’m happy too. ❞ leaning down he placed a kiss on her chin.

        ◜  @moonsworn.  ◞  X

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Nonsexual acts of Intimacy - Select from the following for my muse to respond to...

♔ : Finding your muse wearing their clothes

♕: Holding hands

♖: Having their hair washed by your muse

♗: Your muse falling asleep with their head in my muse's lap.

♘: Cuddling in a blanket fort

♙: Sharing a bed

♚: Head scratches

♛: Sharing a dessert

♜: Shoulder rubs

♝: Reading a book together

♞: Caring for each other while ill (specify which party is which)

♟: Patching up a wound

♤: Taking a bath together

♧: Your muse playing with their hair

♡: Accidentally falling asleep together

♢: Forehead or cheek kisses

♠: Your muse adjusting their jewelry/neck tie/ etc.

♣: Back scratches

♥: Your muse crying about something

♦: Slow dancing

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NATURE AESTHETICS.

bold the natural aesthetics that appeal to / apply to your muse.   repost, do not reblog. feel free to add any natural features you see fit !

fluffy white nimbus clouds. dark grey cumulonimbus clouds. rainclouds. a hurricane. light spring breeze. a sherbet-colored sky at sunrise. hazy yellow skies. deep blue ponds of fresh water. blankets of sparkling snow. tornado winds. monsoon flooding. rich, orange sunsets. soft, purple clouds at dusk. heavy hail. the rumbling of thunder. icy sleet. gentle snowfall. moss-dusted tree bark. pink sunset clouds. grey winter skies. navy blue skies in the daytime. cool mist in the morning. leaf-bare trees. giant ocean waves. the full moon. a cracked, dry desert. rolling hills of prairie grass. sweeping waves of briny seawater. rocky, steep ravines. rippling canyon walls. spindly, cave stalactites. creeping, green ivy. lush canopies of leafy trees. dense, white fog. a peaceful creek of clear water. flowering cacti dusted with dew, catching light in the morning sun. a bubbling, hot pool of volcanic sulfur. sharp, grey mountainsides. fossils nestled in chunks of rock. a white sand beach. deep imprints of animal tracks in the dirt. soft, squishy moss. uniform rows of birch trees in winter. delicate mushrooms popping up in spring from beneath the decay on the forest floor. tumbleweeds jerking in the faintest wind across the desert landscape. light rain. summer wildfires. a mixing of hot and cool air before a storm. silent lightning in the static of summer heat. a windy blizzard. thick flakes of snow tumbling down from the sky. a tree standing alone in a barren, yellow field. a desert of loose sand and tall, orange dunes. a pure blue sky. a river of molten rock. a grove of flowering trees. twisting, mangled roots sticking up from the muddy ground. bitter, cold winds. tumultuous skies of stormy clouds. branches of lightning ripping across the sky. a foggy swamp. the tree-bare foothills of a mountain range. sandy brown cliffsides. rocky coastlines. the violent shaking of an earthquake. the mysterious sound of ethereal trumpets in the sky. the lights of the auroras borealis and australis. a black sand beach. a lone tropical island in the reef of shallow, aqua waters. underwater volcanic vents. a herd of migrating mammals. tree branches growing heavy with ripe fruit. light streaming down through the clouds. a field of lush grain wading peacefully in the summer breeze. the sound of insects and frogs teeming in the night. natural diamonds nestled in coarse desert sands. a frozen lake.

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CHARACTER TRUTHS.

bold = always / often ; italic = sometimes.

tagged by @cultbred tagging @ anyone who wants to do it

1. smoking: the action or habit of inhaling and exhaling the smoke of tobacco or a drug. 2. binge drinking: the consumption of an excessive amount of alcohol in a short period of time. 3. drug abuse: the habitual taking of illegal drugs. 4. nail biting: a common body language sign of anxiety/tension. 5. lip biting: a common body language sign of anxiety/tension. 6. night owl: a person who is habitually active or wakeful at night. 7. early bird: a person who rises, arrives, or acts before the usual or expected time. 8. negative attitudes: a philosophy of approaching life with criticism & pessimism. 9. positive attitudes: a philosophy of approaching life with optimism & confidence. 10. swearing: the use of offensive language. 11. superstitious: an irrational belief that an object, action, or circumstance not logically related to a course of events influences its outcome. 12. inspecting fingernails: a common body language sign of boredom. 13. scratching your neck: a common body language sign of uncertainty. 14. foot and finger tapping: a common body language sign of stress/impatience. 15. nose touch: a subtle body language sign of deceit. 16. flipping hair: a common body language sign of craving attention. 17. twirling hair: a common body language sign of flirtation. 18. cracking knuckles: a common body language sign of readiness. 19. hands behind back: a common body language sign of confidence. 20. finger pointing: a common body language sign of authority. 21. hands on hips: a common body language sign of readiness. 22. hands in pockets: a common body language sign of mistrust/reluctance. 23. frequent touch: a common body language sign of warmth/familiarity. 24. throat - clearing: a common body language sign of rejection/doubt. 25. jaw - clenching: a common body language sign of hostility. 26. eye - rolling: a common body language sign of irritation. 27. head - tilt: a common body language sign of interest. 28. whistling: to emit high - pitched sound by forcing breakthrough a small hole between one’s lips or teeth; usually to a tune. 29. humming: make a low, steady continuous sound like that of a bee; usually to a tune. 30. perfectionism: refusal to accept any standard short of perfection. 31. photographic memory: the ability to remember information or visual images in great detail. 32. paranoia: a mental condition characterized by delusions of persecution, unwarranted jealousy, or exaggerated self - importance, typically worked into an organized system. 33. exaggeration: a statement that represents something as better or worse than it really is. 34. intuitive: using or based on what one feels to be true even without conscious reasoning; instinctive. 35. quick - witted: showing or characterized by an ability to think or respond quickly & effectively. 36. interrupting: breaking the continuity of a conversation with one’s own statements. 37. doodling: to scribble or make rough drawings, absentmindedly. 38. irritable: having or showing a tendency to be easily annoyed. 39. gambling: to play games of chance for money; bet. 40. travel - sick: suffering from nausea caused by the motion of a moving vehicle, boat, or aircraft. 41. sensitive: having or displaying a quick & delicate appreciation of others’ feelings. 42. melancholy: a feeling of pensive sadness, typically with no obvious cause. 43. chewing gum: the exercise of chewing flavoured gum which is not intended for swallowing. 44. fidgeting: to make small movements, especially of the hands & feet, through nervousness or impatience. 45. skeptical: not easily convinced; having doubts or reservations. 46. neat - freak: compulsively obsessed with cleanliness. 47. gossiping: divulging personal information about others. 48. prim: feeling or showing disapproval of anything regarded as improper; stiffly correct. 49. abbreviating: giving others nicknames/shortening names/giving pet names. 50. having a catchphrase: having a sentence or phrase typically associated with a specific person.

[latenightcornerstore]

Under your hands, I bloom into ache– and heat and want. And heavy breath and mouth and mouth and mouth. I melt, all syrup on your fingers. You could almost spin me into candy floss, except for this weight on your hips: this body and how it buckles for your body.

SPUN SUGAR by Ashe Vernon (via latenightcornerstore)

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redruined.

it had started just two weeks earlier, though it felt like much longer. she’d been filming a piece she’d been commissioned to do on campus when she’d seen him. she wasn’t sure what it was about him that had drawn her attention, maybe it had been his smile, but he had stood out from the crowd and she had been transfixed. once the job ended, she’d been finding reasons to hang near the campus, perfectly legitimate ones, she assured herself, and today, she was upping the ante.

she was sitting outside at a cafe that she knew he usually passed on his route back from class. now was her chance to garner his notice, maybe even speak to him. she’d like to at least learn his name.

maybe he’d feel the same connection she had.

✖ ⁞  SWIM PRACTICE WAS ROUGH but he needed to be pushed, they were going up against the best school across the state in a few weeks, and trevor needed to be in peak physical condition. the extra laps had caused his body to ache like crazy, his muscles feeling like he was run over.

today the walk home was going to be a low one, with at least one stop so that he could rest for a moment. which is why he stopped at the cafe today. he needed food and a place to sit, get some coffee to wake up his brain. it would also be a great place to do his homework, since home wasn’t always the most relaxing environment for him.

taking a seat he placed an order with one of the waitresses and started pulling out his books, managing to drop a mess of papers from his backpack as he did so. ❝ shit... ❞ scrambling to pick them up, his focus was on the scattered items rather than other patrons.

       ◜  @redruined.  ◞

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I want the K

✖ ⁞  WITH A BOLDNESS BORN OF ALCOHOL, trevor leaned in, arms wrapping around the girl, lips pressed to her neck eagerly yet still tender. he was a good boy, one that loved to worship those he wanted to love him. rae caused him to crave her attention, he wanted so desperately to garner her favor. this was how he thought he could, wooing her with kisses and roaming hands, attempting to give her pleasure by sacrificing his body at her alter.

          ◜  accepting.  ◞  ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ ᴋɪssᴇs