There’s isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think about you
I find something funny and my head races towards sending it to you but I can’t
Shouldn’t
A song comes on that I know you’d like and after halfway composing the message to send it to you I stop
My heart longs to be wrapped in your embrace but somewhere between distance and timing, I know I will never feel your warmth.
Other times, my hand trembles at the thought of the absolute honor it would be to slightly graze yours
I’ve lost something more than I think you’re aware of. Not just a friend or a lover but a piece of my soul that longs to be around your energy. The absolute freedom of being in the presence of someone who truly understands me
But I will respect you, your boundaries and your wishes.