[t-3-3-p-5]

There’s isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think about you

I find something funny and my head races towards sending it to you but I can’t

Shouldn’t

A song comes on that I know you’d like and after halfway composing the message to send it to you I stop

My heart longs to be wrapped in your embrace but somewhere between distance and timing, I know I will never feel your warmth.

Other times, my hand trembles at the thought of the absolute honor it would be to slightly graze yours

I’ve lost something more than I think you’re aware of. Not just a friend or a lover but a piece of my soul that longs to be around your energy. The absolute freedom of being in the presence of someone who truly understands me

But I will respect you, your boundaries and your wishes.

[t-3-3-p-5]

Goodbye my friend, I will miss you. I wish I could’ve gotten a warning. I loved you from the moment you turned to face me in that Burger King with your plaid skirt on. We had some beautiful times together and then fell out of sync. I realize I haven’t been fair with you over the last few years and for that I am truly sorry. I hope that you find the happiness and love you’ve sought this whole time, I’m sorry we could never give it that second try. ❤️🦓