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When it comes to relationship, I guess I’ll always be the loser.

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11:57pm

2nd Sept 2019

I used to love someone so hard that I never knew I’m capable of loving a person this much, but now, I don’t even know how it feels to love again nor to be loved. These kind of shitty things always hit me hard in the night. 🤦🏻‍♂️

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21st May 2019

2:23am

Subpoenaed to court

Just after my Law of Evidence II today and it was a disaster. Upon finishing, I called my dad and got to know that a subpoena and Statement of Claim was delivered to my house. It’s from the accident case that I was involved in last year. Felt overwhelmed as I don’t know how to react. For now I’ve to be chill so that family will not be worried about me, but still, the wording in that claim somehow sounds severe. Hope it’ll all progress smoothly.

6th March 2019

2:24pm

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“Stop crying.”

The Perks of Being a Wallflower (2012) dir. Stephen Chbosky

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The Perks of Being a Wallflower (2012) directed by Stephen Chbosky

Christmas Eve

It’s a long and well spent day with fam in Hat Yai. Though it was a horror when it comes to walking but still I’m happy because I got to experience my first body massage ever. It wasn’t like what I expected as I thought it will be more of a chiropractic types. Besides, we talked and laughed and that’s what makes me felt like this few days break is totally worth it.

Next, the girl who had crush on me got herself a boyfie few days earlier and I was like dayummmmmmm. That guy is very lucky to have her. She was being very nice to me, and still is though. I hope that she can be happy throughout her relationship.

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10.10pm

24th December 2018

Let go

Saw your story on IG indicating that you already be together with the other guy. I’m shocked and calm at the same time. Perhaps you’ve already prepared me for this all these time 😂😂😂

Well, I have to say it hurts and abit heart breaking. But I think I’m doing fine or will be fine. I’ll always be this guy that you’ll ignore perhaps throughout your life.

But for meself wise, I’ll always love you as the person who used to made my day and I’ll always love you as my friend. Nothing less but perhaps more. Still, it’s nowhere near a couple love. I’m grateful that you came into my life and gave me precious lessons and memories.

I too hope that I can be there for you when you’re hurt or when you’re feeling down by this relationship you’re into. Just as a friend or former closed friend who used to know things about you. I know the chances of it is slimmer than jackpot but still....

Now I can clearly said that I had let go. But the love will always be there. I sincerely wished you sweet and happiness. For one last time, I love you and thank you for the memories you’ve given me.

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9:30pm

17th December 2018

Lost my headphones

Not a good day. just lost my headphones that I bought after god knows how long I’ve work for. By buying it, I’ve learned on how to cherish over thing that you buy with the money you earn, especially a pricey one. At least it’s consider pricey for me.

And yet I’m so fcking clumsy and lost it. I don’t even know when I loss it. The last place that I can think of is a restaurant. I hope I can find it there tmrw.

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3.35am

14th December 2018

One of my greatest weakness, plans. It isn’t that I don’t plan things. On the contrary, I do plans thing and I tends to stick to it too much without any flexibility. This indirectly make me and persons around me felt suffocated. I’m not sure they did or not but I think they should be anyway.

President Dwight D. Eisenhower once said “plans are nothing, planning is everything.” This quote makes me realised that a single plan is insufficient as nothing will always goes as planned. Thus, constant planning is required to allow one to make more flexible decision instead of being like me. If things doesn’t goes as you planned, take a right turn. Perhaps the treasure just lies at the end of that turn.

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8.21pm

11th December 2018

Recalled something that I did three years back then. I’ll and I would try my best to become an honest and prominent lawyer in the future. As it was the prerequisite mentioned. But now in my final year, I’m stuck with two supplementary papers. Sincerely hope that I’ll get passed this hurdle because I don’t want to let my family down.

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5.22pm

17th Nov 2018

2 Supplementary Paper

As expected, I got 2 supplementary papers for my final exam. Today the official result was released. However, I’ve to wait for timetable to be released after 5.00pm.

Just now when I checked the timetable, I need to sit for two exams back to back in two days. The time period is really stressing me up. I would really wanted to complaint that it is unfair. But I knew that I don’t have the right to do so, because it’s my fault for didn’t not study and answer the question properly.

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6.23pm

16th November 2018

I realized that by scrolling back our old convo, it’s a nice way to prevent myself from talking to you again. lol.

It’s a mean shit and I’m still there apologising. What even?! 😅

Can anyone tell me, whether preparing to pay for the food eaten by a person who dressed like hobo is a form of humiliation and a way of looking down of people or not?!

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Today I went to a restaurant and saw an old man wearing some old looking jacket walked into the restaurant. And I was thinking that if he’s not able to pay for the food, then I’ll definitely pay for him. But I’m nt sure whether this is a kind of implied discrimination.

7.41pm

4th Oct 2018

Today I went out for a night drive. I drove for a while and got nowhere to head for. Then I decided to drive by her house vicinity. This place filled with so much bittersweet memory. I regretted for treating her in such a way. I’ve hurted her so much that I despised myself when I think of that. I’m sorry

2.33am

14th Sept 2018

Knowing you can’t sleep at night got me insomnia as well because I’m struggling over my “friendly act” will once again be perceived wrongly. Thus, here we are, back to where we were. Again...

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26th Aug 2018

1.22am

Good deeds of the day

I’ve done a good but weird deeds today. While I was at TBS (bus station). I went to 7-11 for some snacks. Then I saw an old lady who wanted to buy a fishballs stick but he keep looking for her money box, after a moment of hesitation, I decided to pay for her. Then the weird moment is I thought the cashier already took the old lady’s money. So I asked him to return the money to old lady. Who knows that cashier return then change that he supposed to return to me to that old lady. Luckily I pay using 10bucks. 😂😂😂

15th July 2018

6:48pm

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