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Hey Krystal. You won't remember me at all and that's okay. That's actually why I'm typing this anonymously. You were a big part of my fandom life back in the day. It's been a really long time since I have been on tumblr. I just randomly decided to log on and check things out. We interacted quite a few times in the distant past but I wouldn't say you ever knew me very well. Just some random tumblr user from back in the early 2010s that dropped off the internet when work got in the way and life did its horrible thing of becoming a lot in your mid to late 20s. We're both in our thirties now and as you know, life changes very quickly. There's no real point of me typing any of this out. I guess I just wanted to let you know that even all these years later, this random person who followed you back when I first started my account at 16, still from time to time, wonders how life is going for you and is still cheering you on. I wish nothing but the best for you, all the happiness you could ever ask for. I also hope this doesn't come off as creepy. I guess I was just being nostalgic. I no longer really follow fandom life but maybe one day it'll find me again. Best of luck in all of life's adventures.

xx

what the heck tumblr!!!!! why doesn't it notify me with the bright red little "1" message icon when i've got a new message!!!!!! this has been sitting abandoned in my inbox for months now!!! i'm in such distress!!!!!!! anon!!!!!!! come back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's unlikely you'll ever come back and see if responded, but in the off chance you DO... I'm sure I'd remember. i'm almost positive i would. i remember so many people, and think of them all the time. i can even remember the first friend i ever made on here, serene. and marine! that was like early 2011 when i was "illuminatedbystars" LOL. anyway, i remember people very well (almost creepily so!). so if you ever wanted to come off anon so we could be nostalgic and reminisce together, PLEASE DO! I BEG OF YOU!!!!!!!! i'd probably cry of happiness. i miss so many of my old acquaintances from the old days. i keep in touch with a few of them in instagram and it's fun to see their lives now and think of how we all met on this site as kpop fangirls lol.

honestly, the sadness and nostalgia of those old days makes coming on here difficult for me sometimes. it's not the same. everyone is gone, living their lives, tumblr has "died." there's a graveyard of inactive blogs in my following list. no one's here anymore so nothing pulls me back on here. except sometimes when i listen to some debut era exo or something and i come to look at my old blog and read some old replies and all the silly essays i used to write...lol i make myself sad and nostalgic on purpose every one in awhile.

anyways, I wish nothing but the best for YOU as well, mysterious old friend of mine!!! and i'm so sorry for not replying many months ago.

#anonymous #reply #i feel so sad and nostalgic too