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Dean.

you were just jamming to your MOTHER'S DEATH SCENE

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confession # 175

Today is the 3 year anniversary of the death of the guy I had a huge crush on for several years. The first few weeks I thought I'd never get over it, but today, I am okay. This was a turning point in my life, I think I would be a different person if he was still alive today. I remember praying to god that I would take his place if it came down to it. He had so much to live for, he was so young. I still think about him, what It would be like if he was still here, If I'd still go weak in the knees every time he looked at me with those blue eyes. I do miss him. I keep his album of songs he wrote in my box where I keep everything special to me. I know if i listen to it, It'd break my heart. But i keep it anyway. 

Hope you're enjoying yourself up there Joe. We all miss you very dearly.  Ill see you again one day, I know it.

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Soooo, My boyfriend bought me the Vans I said that I liked. Hawww hes so sweet!

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That butterfly feeling you get when you see them:)