#;;ask box

[surrenderedsoul-blog]

"I'm good at hugging the soul~"

Is that so? I would agree to it but I tend to wish to know identities before hands on put on me.

[ombre-du-vampire]

How do you pronounce your name?

uh-zhay-nee

That is the proper way to pronounce it.

[surrenderedsoul-blog]

What is Rhoshamandes' best quality?

Only one? That is hard to narrow it down, though Everard would disagree and say having to pick through trash to find treasure is the challenge here.

It may sound untrue due to other things I or others have said but Rhosh was an amazing listener. Even when I was a mortal he would allow me to speak endlessly while he just looked at me. Nights would be full of me recounting a book to him or speaking of what I learned and he just would stop everything to hear me speak.

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How would you describe Rhoshamandes' other fledglings? Is Everard your favorite?

Everard is like a sunrise and sunset

Eleni is the stars and night sky

Eugénie is autumn

Allesandra is winter

Everard is who I am closest to, we've bonded more than the others ever allowed.

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What do you think caused Rhoshamandes' obsession with your family's bloodline?

I hardly know myself, after I was turned we just simply did not leave. It was as though he stole my humanity bit refused to tear away my home. Perhaps it was my desire to see them and know they were well that drew his attention, I cannot say truthfully.

Each of us caught his eyes in a way that no other had before.

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What would you like to tell Everard that he would not want to hear?

There are not many things I wish to tell him that he wouldn't let me say if I deemed it necessary but I do not believe I care to tell him things he does not wish to hear.

I do wish I could tell him the jealousy I feel as he becomes intertwined with another, how I despise knowing his presence here brings him suffering but I'm far too selfish to ever let him escape. Sometimes I wish to scream and cry how I wish he'd hate me and not offer me gentle love when my hands continue to be around his throat.

Nothing of what is truth and isn't filtered through the veil does he wish to hear from me.

I am not who anyone wishes to hear speak inner truth.

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🎨 - Are you an artist? If so, would you be comfortable sharing some of your work?

// In a way, yes. I cannot draw to save my life but I love crafting. I'm a cosplayer and have a deep love for tormenting myself by learning how to make everything myself.

Of crafts I know well: sewing, paper quilling, chain mail, and leather painting. I also help my sister dye my poodle (named Lestat)

Below are some examples of the different things I've made through the years.

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How do you reconcile being a good person while also being a vampire?

I think you've asked the wrong person. I am not a good person, I cannot explain how to both be a vampire and a good person when only one of those are true. Perhaps ask Eleni she's a kind person.