But like woah, that headcanon wasn't supposed to be sad but then it turned out that way because i finally figured out things i've been wondering about for a while now-- Emmanuel is not creative because he was not meant to be creative. He was meant to be a pawn that fought in God's wars and that would obey every order without a question for he wouldn't have his own thoughts and ideas that would lure hm into doing something else. Somehow he did no turn out quite as he was meant to be and so no pawn happened, but neither did he ever gain any creativity or imagination whatsoever. He doesn't do that. There is othing like free will for him because he doesn't see it, he can't see it. He is so attached to Father because he feels like he had lost his meaning of life and that's it. He does as he was 'programed' to-- he is kind and he tries, he really does. But that is because he thinks that is something Father would have wanted him to do. That is why he is so naive and impressible. Someone come and tell me something nice about my muse or I'm going to cry.