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[thievinggentleman]

// looks like my bad luck strikes again. today’s been riddled with anxiety and jokes in poor taste.

in short, my parents and i got into a conversation about me moving out. well, my parents don’t seem to think their jokes are in poor taste, but i did.

the plan right now is for me to move out of my mom’s and into my dad’s temporarily. i wouldn’t be charged rent or anything of the sort. but it means i’d have to leave behind all my belongings aside from my clothes, possibly a dresser, and my laptop/drawing equipment. oh, and of course, my cat.

their joke, while knowing this fact, was to say, “oh, we’ll have a real big garage sale!” and the first thing that went through my head was “NO???” -- i got momentarily panicked over this, even though i knew full well they wouldn’t do anything of the sort.

well, i got real upset, they yelled at me for taking their joke too seriously, made me feel like complete garbage and i wound up crying for an hour, eventually having a panic attack and finally calming down to my cat purring.

bottom line is: i have a lot of stuff. i collect stuff, and a lot of it has a crapload of value to me. i wouldn’t have paid for it otherwise.

the mere thought of them selling it was enough to send me into a frenzy and... i’m still having issues keeping calm.

this entire week’s been me on edge, stressed beyond belief. i think it might be time for me to hit the hay for now. i’m sorry i’ve been so slow on here. i promise, it’s not the muses having issues, it’s me being overwhelmed with life and crap.

might be time to take a vacation from the internet, to relax a little and try to find something else to do with my time for a bit. we’ll see about it...

thanks everyone for being so patient with me. ;w;

[thievinggentleman]

is there a personality difference between the different jacket color lupin's do you think??^^

// i personally see slight differences, yes. for example, red jacket and blue jacket. red is much more bubbly and goofy whereas blue takes things a little more seriously, while still keeping himself light-hearted and funny.

pink and green, pink is like red jacket, a wacky roller coaster of craziness, whereas green’s a little more serious and perhaps edgier in some instances, especially seeing as it originally drew a lot of inspiration from the manga in many of its plots. their personalities are often reflective of the feel of the show.

boiled down, Lupin is always Lupin no matter the jacket color or incarnation. he’s still the monkey-faced goofball who has a million and one tricks up his sleeves.

[thievinggentleman]

// is tumblr eating posts for anyone else...?

[thievinggentleman]

// why did jigen get so mad over lupin buying cookies? i dunno, but i’ve been giggling like a friggin’ idiot all night over it. XD

[thievinggentleman]

I know Im probably just being annoying at this point, but.. I really do miss talking to you. The only reason I haven't come out is. Because... I'm afraid if you do know who I am, you'll just get mad all over again. But, I still do miss you. As a best friend, and an artist buddy. I don't want to cause anymore trouble though, so I'll just... be quiet. Goodnight! :')

// to be honest, any anger i have with anyone has died down for awhile now. if you’d like to give it a second go, please, by all means, come off anon and let’s chat! hit me up on IMs! i’d love to talk. maybe we can patch things up somehow! ;;

[thievinggentleman]

We may not talk anymore, but I wish you all the luck at the interview man!

// thank you! ;; we should talk! whoever you may be!

[thievinggentleman]

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🐶 - Do you own a pet? 

// oh yes. my cat Sweetie Pie was my grandma’s cat before she went into the nursing home and i grew super attached to her while we watched her. now she is officially my cat and will be leaving with me when i’m kicked out at the end of june (btw, commissions are still open! i’ll make a formal post soon...)

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starter call~