How is it I haven’t driven you mad yet? Did I make you go numb on the inside? Or maybe you have a little crazy in you too. I think it’s a little bit of all three. I have a tendency to cause that to people when they spend large amounts of time around me. You’re a special kind of crazy, aren’t you? Make sure you never let that change. Otherwise, I’m sure you would stop associating yourself with me. I can be such an embarrassment. It’s been a long we’ve been friends, hasn’t it? We’re at the point where can just show each other random things and instantly know what they all mean. I love it. I love that comfort. There are times I kinda want to tug on your sleeve and reveal all the nasty thoughts in my head but then I think better of it. Every time I try to, all the problems instantly slide to the back of my head the moment I see you. And in that moment, I rather just have fun laughing with you. Is that bad? I hope not. In a way, I think it’s a coping mechanism. That I don’t have to always say what’s wrong for you to make the sadness go away. You just do it on your own by being yourself. That’s hard to come by and I appreciate your existence. You’re so sweet. So kind. I cherish our friendship and I hope you do. Also, you’re life goals. Believe in me as I try to achieve being like you. I have my fingers crossed. One day, you and I have to record each other play games together. Just imagine the chaos. I look forward to it since I have a feeling you’re going to agree to another one of my ridiculous ideas. Until we get to do that, I’ll occupy your time the same way I always do. Random hilarity! Make sure to stay tuned!~
