How is it I havenât driven you mad yet? Did I make you go numb on the inside? Or maybe you have a little crazy in you too. I think itâs a little bit of all three. I have a tendency to cause that to people when they spend large amounts of time around me. Youâre a special kind of crazy, arenât you? Make sure you never let that change. Otherwise, Iâm sure you would stop associating yourself with me. I can be such an embarrassment. Itâs been a long weâve been friends, hasnât it? Weâre at the point where can just show each other random things and instantly know what they all mean. I love it. I love that comfort. There are times I kinda want to tug on your sleeve and reveal all the nasty thoughts in my head but then I think better of it. Every time I try to, all the problems instantly slide to the back of my head the moment I see you. And in that moment, I rather just have fun laughing with you. Is that bad? I hope not. In a way, I think itâs a coping mechanism. That I donât have to always say whatâs wrong for you to make the sadness go away. You just do it on your own by being yourself. Thatâs hard to come by and I appreciate your existence. Youâre so sweet. So kind. I cherish our friendship and I hope you do. Also, youâre life goals. Believe in me as I try to achieve being like you. I have my fingers crossed. One day, you and I have to record each other play games together. Just imagine the chaos. I look forward to it since I have a feeling youâre going to agree to another one of my ridiculous ideas. Until we get to do that, Iâll occupy your time the same way I always do. Random hilarity! Make sure to stay tuned!~