I’m the anon who admired your Xiumin / Chanyeol temperature fan fic. I’m a girl but I love reading smut fics between the EXO boys, it’s wrong I know. I was just inspired by the the Unfair stage MV where they are dressed up as a Policeman, Doctor, Pilot. At the end of that performance Baekhyun who is dressed as a doctor pretends to examine Xiumin. It’s only 1-2 secs but I keep rewatching it. I desperately need a fic of them playing doctor, pretty please. Xiu can be a Doctor this time.
Believe me, I am familiar with Unfair, especially that version of Unfair. 😍
Thank you very much for your comments babe, I’m really glad you appreciated the fic. I’m not sure if I’d be up to write a doctors thing though (its not really a kink for me and as such I find it a bit more difficult to write, feels a bit odd for me if you understand) but I wanted to send you a message anyway - mainly because you said you think you feel ‘its wrong’ to read smut about the members together.
I really want to encourage you to rethink that position, or to go a bit easier on yourself. I understand there’s a lot of talk about how people ‘shouldn’t’ ship members together or that women ‘shouldn’t get off on men together’ and I really want to say that I don’t agree with people who find this wrong.
I think writing fictional fluff and smut about people is totally fine, and deriving sexual gratification from reading that is TOTALLY NORMAL AND VALID and getting off on men together is TOTALLY NORMAL AND VALID and it is NO WAY ‘wrong’ (in fact, suggesting its ‘wrong’ is basically just low level homophobia - or gay panic - often coming from people who want to deny homosexual rights and or deny their own inclinations).
Being a woman or girl and finding two men together attractive is in no way wrong, and is totally normal! I myself find it particularly hot, and I can point to MULTIPLE friends who agree with me - and not all of them are bi like me, many of them are straight women!
So please honey, don’t beat yourself up and feel like what you find appealing is ‘wrong’. It’s not at all wrong, and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.
PS. If you want to do some reading about the phenomenon of women finding gay men or m/m attractive, there’s a great book by Lucy Neville on it called Girls Who Like Boys Who Like Boys (2018), you can find more info about it here.