🍓 (for @travmsoldat 😈)
let me say nice things about you. ♡
i made sure to yap about you first before i got to this one !!! uno reversing me like the sweetheart you areeee.
time to force myself to say nice things about my portrayal i guess ?? of the little lion prince phillip. iiiii ... clearly have a lot of world building i've built for him, a grand epic on the evils of imperialism, the beauty of how indomitable the human spirit is, society's definition of masculinity and the burdens that come with it, the loss across cultures of mysticism and real magic ... and i did all that for a canon character with very little characterization all on my own, in a way i feel like is both easy to understand as a fairytale but can get really deep the farther you want to explore. and pulling that off requires a lot of like. Dungeon Master information architecture thinking, the ability to connect small details with big picture while driving a whole narrative in clear, coherent, unique, and engaging ways. and the fact that ppl respond to it i think does show my ability to create somewhat compelling narratives maybeee.
i like that i feel i really took hints of his character in the movie and made him his own thing, and put layers upon the prince charming trope that make him feel real and mythical all at once? that feeling you get when you watch Old Hollywood men on screen? i think i really did figure out a formula to replicate that in my style over there.
he's a very charismatic character like adella, and i do feel like i can pull off charismatic characters both convincingly and in a way that's really unique to me. i feel, i hope anyway, that i have a pretty discernable brand and style for my characters and world building etc. ?? that i don't think can be truly replicated and that's a good feeling. @misericordiis said recently ' no one is doing it like you and it's important you remember that ' (in a way that meant i'm my own thing and special in my own way). and that made me wanna cry because maybe one day i can actually deeply feel in my heart that that's true; that my brand and style and stories are my own and that's because iiiiiiiiii worked hard to make it that way, that it didn't just happen out of thin air, and that i can be proud of that.









