#{outofmedicine}

[theshielddoctor]

real talk:

I’m having lots of problems with Rev right now. Not the character, but mostly the blog.

So I want to make changes.

The question is, do I want to make her a new blog, or just try to revamp what I have?

because I feel stuck right now, so I can’t go anywhere.

[theshielddoctor]

rant below. you might not like it, but I’m going to say it to make myself feel better.

I don’t like the Marvel Fandom very much anymore. I feel like after Cap 2, it died and then.... it got really nasty.

There’s so much hate and meanness and it’s not right. And so many of the people I love are gone and it sucks. And I’ve lost friends and I’m not sure what I did to deserve that.

And I feel like the whole Marvel RP community has become incredibly selective. And it sucks, because I’ve had this character for almost 3 years and I feel like, in that time, I’ve never fit in. And then I found a few good people, and they were pushed out by drama and shit, and it hurt.

And I don’t know if I want to stay here, because no one (aside from a few people) want to write with me anymore.

but whatever, I suppose. things come and go, no big deal.

[theshielddoctor]

I’m cleaning up the blog.

Which means unfollowing.

If you believe I’ve unfollowed you in error, please let me know!!!!

[theshielddoctor]

I know I’m a terrible person for doing this, but I really need to step back from Rev.

I’m hurting from things that are happening with people, and I’m not in a place right now to deal with it. So, I’m avoiding the problem.

When I get back, I’m going to go on an unfollowing spree, and clean out some of the things on my blog.

And I know it’s going to break my heart, but I have to do it.

[theshielddoctor]

Methinks tomorrow I’m going to do a following sweep. Cut down on the number of people I’m following. Archived blogs, people I don’t RP with, etc. Because wow so many people on my dash.

[theshielddoctor]

ladies and gents, my favourite tag, #kelsey rants

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Welcome to fire season!!!

(aka, there’s a 10+ acre fire barely a mile from my house.)

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the city if fracking ridiculous. My mum got a parking ticket. She asked for a court date (twice). She never got one. Now they’re saying the violation is delinquent. What the fuck?