#| introspect

[altusredemptor]

What were your hands meant to do?

wound

Violence isn’t cruel and neither are you. You’ve fought all your life-for justice, for love, for peace of mind and it doesn’t seem to be getting any better but you’re not going to stop because at least you have something to work for. Life is a dance and you’re moving so wildly you stumble. Salt is under your tongue but you don’t mind the taste. One day, this world will be better-even if you’re not around to see it. You are a campfire and its camaraderie, its laughter, its energy.

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tagging: all y’all

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           associations .        

repost and fill in the words you most associate with your character.

animal .  snake, of the venomous variety color .   gold month .   august song .   throws a dart at marina’s discography (on a more serious note, fucking cello solos) number .   eight day or night .   night plant .  wysteria smell .  good season .  summer food .  hand peeled grapes, fed to him drink .  wine astrological sign .  leo element .   fire

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COMBAT SKILLS —

★★★★★★★★★☆ — offense ★★★☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ — defense ★★★★★★★☆☆☆ — speed ★★★★☆☆☆☆☆☆ — durability ★★★★★★★★★☆ — accuracy ★★★★★★☆☆☆☆ — agility ★★★★★★★★☆☆ — stamina ★★★★★★★★☆☆ — teamwork ★★★★☆☆☆☆☆☆ — stealth  

★★★★★★★☆☆☆ — close combat ★☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ — bladed weapons ★★★★★★★☆☆☆ — blunt weapons (staves) ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ — ranged weapons ★★★★★★★★★☆ — superpowers / abilities (magic) ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ — traps/setups ★★☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ — medic

any lasting injuries from combat ? —

There’s a scar or two, but none that are extraordinarily obvious unless he’s stripped down.

fighting style ? ( bold any that apply ) —

commander / duelist / honorable / dishonorable / would have others do their fighting / stealthy / long-ranged / melee / technological / sorcery / superhuman abilities / has fought in a tourney / a lover of fighting / a hater of fighting / cowardly / reckless / strategic / uses underhand tricks / renowned for their skill / trained / untrained / keeps skill secret / won a battle / lost a battle / ruthless / merciful

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tagging: steal it but also @poenitent-iam not optional for you thanks

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* COGNITIVE ASSESSMENT

alcoholism. amnesia. anxiety. appetite loss. binge eating. codependence. cynicism.  defensiveness. denial. depersonalisation. depression. derealisation. devaluation. displacement. dissociation. drug abuse. dysphoria. emotional detachment. flashbacks. flat affect. guilt. hallucinations. hypersomnia. hypervigilance. hypochondria. idealisation. insomnia. intellectualisation. introjection. isolation. low self-esteem. narcissism. night terrors. obsessive compulsion. overeating. panic attacks. passive aggression. paranoia. phobias. projection. psychosis. rationalisation. regression. repression. restrictive eating. risky sex. self-harm/self-destruction. somatization. splitting. sublimation. suicidal ideation. sleepwalking.  suppression. thousand-yard stare. triggers. trust issues. violence. whiplash temper.

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BOLD WHICH HABITS YOUR MUSE HAS

nail biting | throat clearing | lying | interrupting | nibbling the ends of pens | smoking | swearing | knuckle cracking | thumb sucking | muttering under their breath | talking to themselves | nose picking | binge drinking | oversleeping | snacking between meals | skipping meals | picking at skin | impulse buying | talking with their mouth full | humming/singing to themselves | chewing gum | leg jiggling | foot tapping | hair twirling | whistling | eye rolling | licking lips | sniffing | squinting | rubbing hands together | jaw clenching | gesturing while talking | putting feet up on tables | tucking hair behind ears | chewing lips | crossing arms over chest | putting hands on hips | rubbing the back or their neck | being late | procrastinating | doodling | shredding paper | peeling off bottle labels | forgetfulness | running hands through hair | overreacting | teeth grinding | nostril flaring | slouching | pacing | drumming fingers | fist clenching | pinching bridge of nose | rubbing temples | rolling shoulders

[altusredemptor]

flaws && strengths  

↳ bold / italicize what applies to your muse ! italics indicate mostly like the muse, bold indicates a lot like the muse, and bold italic indicates extremely like the muse.

╳     FLAWS

moody | short - tempered | emotionally unstable | whiny

controlling |  conceited  | possessive | paranoid | lies

impatient |  cowardly  | bitter | selfish | power - hungry

greedy  |  lazy  | judgmental |  forgetful  | impulsive

spiteful |  stubborn | sadistic |  petty | unlucky

♔     STRENGTHS

honest |  trustworthy |  thoughtful |  caring |  brave

patient |  selfless | ambitious  | tolerant  | lucky

intelligent | confident | focused | humble | generous

merciful | observant |  wise  | clever |  charming

cheerful |  optimistic  |  decisive  | adaptive  |  calm

tagged by: @coronadelsol 

tagging: any mutuals who care to do it

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how much of a sinner is your muse?

Your sin has been measured. You have committed many sins, but Gluttony is the mortal sin that has done you in. Just below, discover your full sinful breakdown and learn what it is about you that condemns you to hell.

Greed: Medium Gluttony: Very High Wrath: Very High Sloth: Medium Envy: Medium Lust: High Pride: Very High

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tagging: @makerwatchoveryou because you’re never safe. and the rest of my mutuals too!