can anyone else please please help me, im late on like 3 different bills now. im disabled, stuck in a cult & something else horrific is happening irl that i literally cant discuss outside of dms. so id like at the very least to have bills/debt covered/paid off. im sorry i need so much but i also never asked to be in this position & fought tooth and nail against it, my whole life.
currently getting more trapped here in certain ways & less time to be online to do what i need to do, genuinely. paying off debt & keeping on top of bills is the highest priority rn, especially bc of that. i appreciate the past & present support since stuff here is genuinely getting so unsafe that i actually cant talk about it all online w/o potentially endangering &/or eventually doxxing myself. dm if needed/if anyone wants to vouch for me so i stay safer too feel free to dm me as well.
i got to pay: $218.11 August 12th (debt repymt), $69.34 August 8th (debt repymt), $151.91 August 7th (for ca borrow) & $110 August 6th (paying back irl).
certain parts of debt has been slowly being paid off. but yeah just so fucking strapped for time & impossibly stuck when im Not consistently meeting goals in. cfing online is genuinely how i + my cat r still alive today, so i rly need all the help i can get.
(past: cf1 cf2) dont ignore, leaving me to fend for myself in a dangerous & impossible situation. current goals: $40 July 20th. $871.82 & $41 July 24th. $70-$100 asap. INFO UNDER THE READ MORE. HELP ME IF YOU ARE ABLE.
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goals are for debt repymts/credit card repayments. the asap goal is for litter, toiletries & any other necessities needed (including taxes/fees & tip for delivery).
past crowdfunds which are linked above have info & proof if u need as well as my carrd lists bills i have to cover.
im drowning, i don't know how else to cry out. i have debt & bills to pay. cultists to keep off my back. a cat thats so low on litter its a health hazard. dont assume ill magically be ok, if i dont get help in time things will get worse. the more my situation is ignored, the more likely i will eventually die &/or become homeless.
i cant catch up long enough to be able to do much of anything and every fucking day where i live is an abuse rollercoaster. no one's hiring me. ive been isolated away from public resources. im being pushed into more debt the longer it takes to pay everything back.
selling my own belongings is taking forever as i cant ship shit and must rely on lowballing locals around me. my disabilities & my situation make it nigh impossible to focus or create in terms of art/commissions because im not a statue and everything is affecting me as every day things escalate to life or death.
all meanwhile i have to be extra careful to not expose too much of any type of information online or i endanger myself further as stalkers and harassers are determined to have my head on a pike for the crime of being stuck under severe abuse my whole life without proper means to escape.
i appreciate my current friends mutuals and everyone else for helping when they can but im stuck bc when i show my appreciation in my posts Everytime outsiders decide that means im good on everything forever now! which is not ever true, at least thus far! i still massively need help i just like saying thank you!
sorry this is so disjointed im in tears and so stressed writing this trying to prepare myself for the hell i have to go through today especially. im so tired of struggling and nothing seems to work on my end i want out so bad but this cult and debt have me stuck while others try to paint me as deserving of all this bc they find me cringe or bc they cant understand my type of situation so to them it Must be fake.
im slowly but surely dying here and im so tired of ignoring that Fact while i continue to waste away for the sake of others. the harsh truth of the matter is this road leads to death when i can't get help, a job, use any disability aids, have to walk to get anywhere in blistering heat, dont get to eat constantly, barely have any privacy, cant say anything considered as the wrong thing or step out of line in the slightest. so i apologize when i dont know what to fucking do from here!
and i havent even mentioned in this post yet how they keep me coked up either.
so please, please. anything helps but i can't keep going days and days with only or mostly notes to show on these posts.
and Again im sorry this is deliriously cobbled together in a rush. contemplating suicide all fucking morning hasnt left me in the best headspace either.
hi, go here for all the info on my last post, but tldr; really need help. im disabled, stuck in a small cult, have been struggling to get a job now for awhile due to no one hiring for my qualifications bracket. sadly, bills need to be paid & so—im massively in debt. $871.82 due on July 24th & monthly credit card pymts r coming up again July 20th. literally anything helps, pls god. its getting dangerous for me here—the longer i go completely broke. even a small monthly dono/subs to my kofi help tons.
luckily & thankfully bc of everyone's help, currently not late on bills. though, i do still have to pay back the majority of this cashapp borrow soon. i understand ill likely not be able to pay it off in time but i must Try before i have to start paying my monthly ccs off again. as most of the borrow is due around that time ($871.82 to pay borrow by july 24th, 8am PST).
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[pls dont assume the person after u will help instead. notes can get inflated, goal may not be met—updates in replies. dms open. more info abt bills here. 🙇 plz consider helping a disabled abuse survivor out this july.]
happy disability pride month! gotta pay my phone bill & my moms phone bill by July 15th, $19 & $25~ respectively. especially so bc i then need to change my cashapp card due to a predatory subscription 🫡🙇. anything helps, as a disabled person too. i appreciate it 🫂. [cf carrd]
i Need to pay $69.34 on July 8th & $218.11 on July 12th towards debt. im completely capped on cshapp borrow ($1.2k~) due to this stupid fucking cult & im unable to postpone these payments/be late. please help me. (past cf)
trying to raise $200 to pay monthlys off on my debt before they become late. can anyone help? proof & info in carrd, #⑅ tag or dm me. everything helps me & my cat stay afloat & have hope during this pride month for a future away from abuse + debt...
