#&ian

[carpemitchell]

[kellenthealien]

So, I told Ian about the bad stuff that happened. Not exactly every detail of everything that happened, but I was 100% honest. Maybe that made it easier. Maybe it was just the time that’s passed, but it was definitely easier than when I told Tammy.

I think he knew what exactly happened, though. He reacted the same way Tammy did. Hugged me and gave me kiss. I wish this wasn’t something that would keep coming up, but somehow it always does. Every person I meet is interested in that and I’m just here wishing I could have Isaac.

I miss Isaac more than anything. He didn’t leave because of me. He didn’t, but no matter what he left and I’m all alone now. With no one that will ever understand me the way he did. :(