#))))

[dddoooggggi]

Ребят, ну это какой то пипец.

Телеграм с сегодняшнего дня не работает, Мах у меня скачен так как того потребовали госуслуги... Уже нашла другие соц-сетки, но ущущение такое словно я в Северной Корее, извините меня, но это ужас какой то.

Состояние в последнее время и без того паршивое, волнение, тревога не покидает не на секунду. Переживания в плане учёбы, друзей, тут ещё и стране такие преколы, ну смешно смешно, ничего не скажешь. Я устала просто, что поделать, наверно скоро о кажусь от общения со всеми, либо от общения с самой собой.

Всем пока, всем удачки, я вас люблю. Делайте мир вокруг себя лучше.)

Вот вам мем на радость

[unearthlydream]

working in the corporate world is gonna kill me :) my brain doesn’t jive with this shit and even though I found a niche that is about as accommodating as a bitch with autism could ask for, more often than not I find that this is adversely affecting me. but I live in the us so I can’t even consider relying on disability services bc they’re either inaccessible, won’t actually meet my needs, or I won’t qualify bc of x y or z dumb ass reason. I have bills to pay and rent is unreasonable and I don’t have family who I can rely on financially. I can’t even live with my mom anymore even if I wanted to.

so instead I work through meltdown after meltdown and force myself to get through the work day by absolutely crashing and doing /nothing/ outside of work hours bc I can’t make my brain focus on anything, even things I enjoy. Im barely eating and barely sleeping and at this point I’m barely even getting my work done because I’m so overwhelmed with everything. I barely talk to my friends even though I miss them.

And it sucks bc I literally write for a living. It should be easy. I love what I do and I love working with students— but the last minute assignments, not getting flexibility with other assignments to accommodate those last minute things, corporate culture, having to “rub elbows” with “important” people is so fucking frustrating. But I look around and I’m the only one that feels this way. I feel stupid hating a job that other people think is so cool and that I’m lucky to have. I feel so useless and undeserving and ungrateful. I feel so stupid and incapable :)))))))) which is really helpful when I’m supposed to be churning out content.

[wormgenders]

the real question is whether or not you wpuld love yourself if you were a worm. and the answer should always be a resounding yes. even when its hard. maybe you dont feel it all the time. maybe you dont think of it in that word. but any action you do no mater bigg or small, that cares for you. that is what loving yourself is. yes even when you are a worm

[longeyelashedtragedy]

В сети распространяют новое интимное видео Артёма Дзюбы

there's a новое интимное видео Артёма Дзюбы ???

[v-akarai]

*wheeeze*

Not seriously, I just have been reading about werecats & the cat-sìth recently. But well, the Count used a werewolf as the basis of Freya's form (although how this basis manifests itself is another big topic) so, lol, could he have used himself as a basis for Kuro? idk I just look at their tails and that after the ritual Kuro suddenly(?) became able to turn into a cat (at least I consider it to be a cat). But ofc that's not a proof and the post isn't a theory

[ticklefighthockey]

I’m always being nice to my partners, you know what I mean

[jellyloveru]

the most beautiful words in english language, given to me by a russian tumblr ad

[ryucreates]

for @thehugwizard ))))