I’ve got far too many things on my mind to have this be another one. So I’m gonna get this off my chest now so I can be done with it. I don’t hate you... I have no idea what that anon was talking about. I don’t know you well enough to hate you. I have a general dislike for just about everyone, but that’s just a part of my personality. I don’t know why those anons came for you or Dean. I was just concerned about him, I always am. He’s more than just a friend, or he was, but that’s obviously not a thing anymore which is fine by me. If he wants to be with you f he’s happy with you whatever, then good glad for him he deserves it. Does it hurt of course it fucking hurts, I love him and not some fake bullshit. I love him all that my dark little heart can, which is way more than I though but I’m trying to get over it but I’m not going to stop caring about him or being concerned about him and if that brings out the stupid anons well then whatever. I don’t want them to be all over you or him every time I talk to him that’s dumb... that’s why I told him I’d cut ties with him but I can’t, not completely. He’ll always be my friend, he’ll always be someone I care about and have concern for and if it bothers you, then oh well. I’m not sorry about it. I’m not about to let this turn into some petty trivial nonsense when it doesn’t have to be. So this is me coming to you woman to woman to tell you the truth. Does it hurt watching him be happy with someone else? Yes and it probably always will, I’ve never let anyone in the way I did with him... so no I don’t hate you and I’m not trying to stir up trouble. You’re not my favortie person in the world at the moment and I’d hope you’d understand why... but I don’t hate you, I really don’t.
