#*moth-squeaks*

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Me: *tryna chill and not pick up new f/os as I fixate on current ones*

My Brain:

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*potentially picks up another f/o* motheRFUCKER--

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a’ight so i am. working on a new self-ship discord

it’s still being set up, but i should be able to share it here hopefully soon

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eyy it's been a full year since i started shipping to Ven >.< 🎉

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okay I'm considering makin somethin... very cursed fskfksldlskds

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goshdammit i am Unusually fixated on G.odot lately, why does he gotta do this to me gaaahhh...

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ooh I'm in the mood to tell the wild ride of basically me falling for G.odot fsksfdsfs

So, I had played through the first and second games, and ofc I was joking like "I swear, if i end up with an f/o from here lmao" (Spoiler Alert, I got 2).

So anyway, funny thing is, is I had been intrigued by G.odot from the start. (I wanted to finish JFA so i could get to that game and see who the heck he was). So I'm playing through T&T and ofc get to the trial where you meet him.. And where Atmey tells you of him. (Tl;Dr on that, I generally get this weird feeling w characters i find myself attracted to, and so it's like I'm hoping i won't dislike em fkskdkskds)

So this motherfucker shows up, says he's a legendary prosecutor, and trolls us all with technicalities (I MEAN HE AIN'T WRONG- CAN'T HAVE LOST IF YOU'VE NEVER DONE IT BEFORE IN THE FIRST PLACE)

Now I am like "huh, cool" and laughing about this shit, cuz HONESTLY I'd do the same.

So I'm going through that, and getting pretty fixated on him.. definitely more tolerant of his objections.. I'm Like. Totally falling right there, but too oblivious to notice. As per usual, my dumbass is like "HMM I WONDER WHAT IF WE kiSsED?" all while I'm thinking this shit's just. Totally Normal™.

Ya, that's right.

So That's the Start of it, aside from my continually dumb ass totally missing the cues. (as if That wasn't enough, My face would fucking get all heated when he shown up. YUP.)

I Mean, being fair- i was aware of Mild attraction (straight-up admitted that to myself), I was just unaware how strong it Actually Was skdjskds (I am used to mildly crushing on characters, it's just when it goes on a deeper level I'm oblivious)

And so on and so forth...

It not only took At Least TWO Fucking Dreams, But also my friend pointing it out.

(THE FIRST DREAM WAS SO OBVIOUS- IT WAS PRACTICALLY A DAMN DATE)

Ya I didn't really notice Even When my face heated real fast when my friend suggested my interest toward him.

TL;DR I AM SUPER OBLIVIOUS TO MY OWN FEELINGS