smother me ;
(. he crinkles his nose because he doesn't even remember ever reading a book much less understand the fact that twilight is bad literature . he's pretty sure he can barely even read it before the characters start jumping off the page at him; too many tiny words and they all start blending together with his level of reading -- but at least byunghun says that he can come by; that's what matters and a grin brightens his face as he sits cross legged on his bed. but walking takes too long. buses take too long. his motorbike takes too long and he wants to see byunghun's pretty face [ and/ or see what colour his hair is this week, he really hopes it's seafoam green -- ]. kim jonghyun is probably naive and this is the first time he's loved but he trusts implicitly
even though he probably shouldn't
even though he knows he shouldn't, but his molecules start to vibrate and spread out into the air with his teeth still showing in a wide set grin of excitement and his mind focused on lee byunghun . doesn't matter where he is. jr could find him anywhere. ahhh, the benefits of teleportation. he doesn't even say anything when he ends up in a bedroom with two beds, when his molecules come together with a snap that doesn't hurt -- all he sees is byunghun with his back turned, and he waits for the surprise on his face when he notices. he just crosses his legs on the bed, smile too wide and leans forward a little. )
this is why even if you jumped, you would have survived.
(. he waits for the reaction -- the wide eyes, the staring; it's all something that he's used to. being looked in on like an animal. but for some reason, jr knows that byunghun will accept him [ if not because he's already weird as fuck ] but -- hesitation. he doesn't reach out to touch him, he just waits and smiles and says, ) by the way, i really like you too.